Meatball Zi was very anxious after hearing Xintong's words, and she hurriedly said, "President, I was sent by the organization to help you, and I ask to go into battle immediately." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Xintong knew that she had misunderstood, and hurriedly explained to her:

"I don't have a guild in Jusi City, so you see that I still live in the Phoenix Restaurant, and your specialty can only play a role in the guild resident construction workshop, I asked Ti Ying to take you around is not a simple turnaround, I will give you a sum of money, you buy all the materials first, go to the NPC to hurry up and build as much equipment as you can, and then mail it to the Rees Guild in Watt City, and bring it into the continental guild battle map together." ”

This meatball has already allowed Ti Ying to be pulled into the Rees Guild, so all the equipment she makes, the Rees Guild can enjoy.

Ti Ying also understood Xintong's purpose, and she also persuaded the meatballs.

"Maruko, the president is not an unreasonable person, we just need to listen to the command, since you have been transferred by the organization, you are the president's person, you can't make the petty person ignorant anymore. ”

In fact, the organization sent the balls, and Ti Ying was apprehensive, after all, the reviews of the balls were not very good.

"Well, Sister Tiying, I listen to the president. ”

Ti Ying listened to Maruko's promise and breathed a sigh of relief, she was afraid that there would be any more moths, so she hurriedly pulled Maruko and left Xintong's room.

Audi, who had not spoken on the side, couldn't help but ask Xintong: "President, do you think Jayo will really agree to let Kiran wake up?"

"I don't know if he'll agree, and to be honest I'm not sure. But I still have chips, so I have to give it a try, it's like a gambler's mentality, you won't stop if you don't lose. ”

Xiao Zhenzi looked at Xintong, the girl sitting on the bed, her face was still a little sickly, she must have not rested all night. She didn't pay much attention to herself, she didn't even look at herself, what did this mean? She really didn't remember his disfigurement as Sun Yi said, really like Sun Yi said, everyone was busy with their own business, and they didn't have the energy or time to remember other people's scars.

"You all go out, have something to eat, I'll call you in the guild if there's a situation." ”

Xintong gave an eviction order, and Audi and Xiao Jiaozi didn't stay long.

Xintong was going to see Kieran, in the past, whenever she had something, she would look at Kieran's blue pupils to calm down, but how could Kieran open her eyes when she was lying on the bed?

Her hand caressed Kieran's face, moving inch by inch over Kieran's face, across Kieran's beautiful eyelashes, over the bridge of his straight nose, over the corners of his lips, and on his neck. There was still vibration in the Adam's apple, and he seemed to have a thousand words to tell her, but unfortunately he couldn't.

Although all this was Xintong's fantasy, and although Xintong understood that it was all her delusion, she couldn't ignore the pain caused by Kieran's coma.

She wanted to indulge her emotions like she had when she learned that Brother Burning Sky was unconscious, but the upcoming guild battle prevented her from making it.

She can't abandon her responsibilities, she can't give up the Reese Guild that she worked so hard to establish, she can't give up the purpose of finding her grandfather, and she can't give up her determination to protect the dust. There was too much she could not give up, and Kieran was just one of them.

She didn't understand why some people could give up their loved ones to keep the great cause of the nation, and she laughed at them and laughed at them for being stupid, but now?

How to choose between personal feelings and moral public welfare? Xintong has always thought that the two will not contradict each other, and the discussions of scholars and experts from all walks of life are bullshit in her heart. The world is so big, there are so many people, and everyone on the planet will turn if they are missing, why let people who are embarrassed make choices, why let a person give up all his private feelings to gain the admiration of society.

Xintong is disdainful and disdainful. But is that still what she thinks?

"Give up a small family, for everyone" is easy to say, but it is really difficult to do. The reason is that everyone comes into this world with responsibilities and obligations, and no one is immune.

When I was young, I accepted the protection of my parents, and when I grew up, I had to support the elderly so that they could live a good life. Even if you are abandoned by your parents when you are young, as long as you can grow up, you must remember to repay the welfare institution and society that helped you. No one is isolated in this society, and they can grow up out of thin air.

Each of us must have a dependence, and we will definitely become the dependence of others.

If you have responsibilities, you are destined not to do what you want, you will compromise for the sake of responsibility, engage in a career that you don't care about, and live with people you don't like for a lifetime. These helplessness, is it really just like this, can't be cracked?

Xintong didn't know, her heart was very confused, she felt very confused, she didn't know how she would choose.

Between Kieran and the Reese Guild, it seems that Xintong is the Reese Guild of choice. However, what she was going to exchange was the fake crystal nucleus that Chengyun had prepared for her a long time ago. If she is allowed to exchange it for the real thing, she will be willing.

The Reese guild is important, and so is Kieran. They are on an equal footing, and there is no way to compare them.

Why should we discard things that cannot be compared? Can't we find a balance point to balance the two things? Can't we use our brains to find a way to balance the contradictions between everyone and the small family, between the great righteousness and the small feelings? Are they really destined to be incompatible on both sides?

Maybe what life lacks is not the wisdom of choice, but the need for more thinking.

Fortunately, Xintong thought of a way to exchange the fake crystal nucleus for Kieran's awakening, which would not harm the Rees Guild and would not have to give up Kieran, which was really the best of both worlds.

At this moment, Xintong's complaint against Chengyun was also a little less, if she didn't have Chengyun's foresight, this time she could only watch Kieran faint beside her like this, there was no way at all.

She hated Jayo, hated him for not keeping his word, and in exchange for giving her a stunned Kieran, she also hated herself, knowing that Jayo was cunning, but she didn't expect Jayo's back-up move on Kieran.

Jia Yo used a good plan, he was obviously exchanging Kiran for Jingzhi, but in fact, Jingzhi was a disguise at all, and his real purpose was always on Xintong's purple crystal nucleus!

Xintong covered Kieran with a quilt, scrubbed his face for him, and did everything he did for her every day for him, and she suddenly found that Kieran was not easy at all, she was a turtle temper and demanded a lot. But he never complained, he always accompanied him like a most heartfelt guardian, watched himself grow, and helped himself grow up.

She was glad that she had always had him by her side, and that she had always had the guardian that her grandfather had given her.