Chapter 936: The Past
The moon tonight is also terrible round, Li Lianlong has never seen such a round moon like today, and he suddenly remembered the family in this era. It is also said that when the moon is at its fullest, I will go home to have a look, but now I guess I can't go home. People can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes, Li Lianlong really felt the true meaning of this sentence, although at that time Li Lianlong also didn't have too many thoughts about this emotion, but it always makes people sad when they think about it.
Li Lianlong half-leaned on the stone tablet and looked at the vast land in the distance, what kind of scene should this be. It is the most painful emotion like this, and Li Lianlong is also thinking about when his stormy life will be stabilized, he really misses those people and places on the earth. How can it be said that you will forget it, after all, there are so many memories pinned on that place, maybe even if Li Lianlong turns into loess one day, he will become wind and sand and rise to that original place.
"Everything that comes from the land will return to the land"
Li Lianlong still remembers that he read this sentence when he was in college, and he can't remember clearly which book he read it, but what he really felt was the most real emotion contained in this book, which is simply precious to him, but now it is impossible to turn back, no matter what, he has to go this road to the end.
Then he recalled everything he had on campus, and that kind of college life was also a fantasy for him now, and there was really no way to go back. At that time, the sun was still so warm, and the table under the window was often sunburned like an oven by the morning sun, and at this time his lovely table mate would always hide behind the curtains and quietly wait for the years to bring the scorching sun out of the cold dusk.
"You're finally willing to admit it. ”
Sun Xia's beautiful voice came from the school uniform covering her face, and Li Lianlong's heart also rose and fell with the emotions in his words. He took a few deep breaths, plucked up the courage to continue, "I'll make amends." ”
"No, you'll admit it, it's good. ”
Li Lianlong couldn't even tell whether this uncertain tablemate was talking angry or forgiving, and was silent for a long time and was about to speak. The unspoken words were blocked in the throat, like the voice of a person who was about to fall asleep, leaving a sound of uh-huh-ahh Li Lianlong's whole person was shrouded in shadows, but in that summer day, his heart became cold and cold.
Li Lianlong was so annoyed that he squatted down, grabbed his scalp in pain, and muttered, "What did I do... What did I do..."
He caused Sun Xia to drop out of school, and his mind turned around a thousand times, but he couldn't find a breakthrough. Angry sat up and rushed out to buy a few beers. Blurred, drunk and hazy, he saw the slightly lonely back again.
"Ah Xia, don't go!"
Li Lianlong wanted to reach out and grab the figure, but she suddenly turned over, but her eyes were so unfamiliar, as if she didn't know him at all.
"I shouldn't have done that, I regret it now, it's a big regret of my life. Can you please give me another chance to make amends? Li Lianlong said eagerly.
"I think you've drunk too much. ”
Ah Xia's mouth in front of her turned out to be a male voice
Li Lianlong patted his cheek, only to find that the person standing in front of him was a black fat and fat instructor, and Li Lianlong realized that he was really drunk. He simply grabbed the instructor's shoulders and said drunkly: "Do you know? I came from the mountains, and I have never owed anyone, but Sun Xia gave me a real pain, and that incident was indeed my fault." What a misstep into a thousand hatreds!"
An imperceptible strange light flashed in the instructor's eyes, and he reflexively clasped Li Lianlong's neck with one hand: "Of course you're dead, you know now what's the use of regretting? People have been forced away by you, and you're only here to admit your mistakes now? I'll tell you, it's late, it's late, think about how good Sun Xia is to you, and that's how you repay her? Okay, okay, I see if you will feel guilty for the rest of your life!"
Li Lianlong was at a loss by the instructor's sudden actions, and his words poked at his heart.
"You go to die!" the instructor's eyes were a gloomy owl he had never seen before.
Li Lianlong's vision blurred little by little, and the last thing that flashed in his mind was the picture of Sun Xia and another boy hugging, and in front of him was the instructor's angry and distorted face......
It was pitch black.
When he remembered this matter, it was nothing more than admitting that he had done things that he shouldn't have done before. This is the only event in his life that makes him unforgettable, and he doesn't know where Ah Xia has gone since that time, and whether she is doing well. But now that all this has nothing to do with him, he still thinks that this woman has too much influence on his life.
If he hadn't been so impulsive to beat up her father, who was an executive, he might have been a civil servant by now. At that time, there were no worries at all in that era, at least the future life road was almost paved, and what was waiting for Li Lianlong was only that night and a surging blood.
How can there be years to look back, no one is affectionate and white-headed. Yi Li Lianlong is afraid that this sentence is a true portrayal of his future life, if this is the case, it is simply really sad, he doesn't want this to happen around him, he still needs a goal, a goal that can really rekindle his fighting spirit.
But at this time, Li Lianlong had already figured it out, what would happen in the future, he would not make the mistakes of that green era. Even if there is really a day when he can correct it in the future, Li Lianlong doesn't want to correct it, for no other reason, that era belongs to that era, and it can't be changed, even if it changes, it's just self-deception.
Li Lianlong shook his head and threw these unbearable past behind his head. The Five Elements Sword was beside him, and the moon had already risen to the highest sky tonight. Haoyue was at the head, and the Five Elements Sword made a buzzing sound, which was not an alarm signal, it was the same as the sound of those animals drinking water.
At this time, when Li Lianlong turned around inadvertently, he actually saw that there were some dense fly-headed small blocks on this huge stone stele! And all of them glowed faintly, and a distant bell came, and everything was ready to move.
(End of chapter)