Chapter 1248: Gentleness Can Fight All the Hardness in the World (2)
Although Cheng Xiaoyu's scalp was numb, and he could even feel the burning gaze behind him, he was helpless to do so in public, he didn't want to make the atmosphere of today's party stiff, and he didn't want Pei Yanchen to be misunderstood. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
The reason why he invited Pei Yanchen to his house was because he felt that he and Pei Yanchen were friends, and there was nothing to avoid, he thought that he was frank and unrestrained, maybe the relationship between the two would be closer than that of friends, but he had already decided in his heart that he would not break through the limit.
As for Xia Shamo, she is completely different from Pei Yanchen, Xia Shamo simply exists because of Cheng Xiaoyu, if Cheng Xiaoyu wants to avoid giving Xia Shamo a future that is not too much, he doesn't dare to imagine what will happen, Xia Shamo's strength is fragile.
Pei Yanchen is not, Cheng Xiaoyu feels that she doesn't have to be him.
Not only that, accepting Xia Shamo also shows that Cheng Xiaoyu officially accepted the route planned for him by fate in his heart, married Xu Qining, gave Xia Shamo a few children, and then watched Su Yuxi move towards her happiness, and gave the most sincere blessings.
PERHAPS THIS IS ALSO A HAPPY END THAT CONFORMS TO THE WORLD'S CONCEPT.
Cheng Xiaoyu thought that this was the last thing he could do for Su Yuxi.
Love is not possession, but sacrifice, people like Cheng Xiaoyu who can completely possess his sister, but he is trying to self-harm and restrain his desires, he lives in self-denial, has never hurt anyone, and even strives to contribute to this society, although he feels that he has nothing to praise.
But thinking about it, he could obviously occupy a lot of women to relieve the anxiety and pain in his heart, but he just passively accepted it, and he had the opportunity to let Su Yuxi know what was going on underground, but he still chose to hide it
The desire to possess is the most powerful force of mankind!
Who can understand this kind of pain? He would rather sink and live in the illusion of his own shame than hurt Su Yuxi, this kind of great love, who knows?
True perseverance is that no one has given you any promises, only the years have passed, and only the beliefs have survived. A hopeless waiting in desolation, and only the indomitable heart is the will that sustains the will
Back to the present, Cheng Xiaoyu led Pei Yanchen, who was trying to hide his shyness, and walked around the corner of the stairs, just out of the sight of everyone, Pei Yanchen forcefully pulled out her hands that were not as delicate as Cheng Xiaoyu from Cheng Xiaoyu's hands, her eyes stayed on Cheng Xiaoyu's slender white hands for a moment, in fact, she was still nostalgic for the sudden warmth just now.
It's just that pride doesn't allow her to overindulge.
Cheng Xiaoyu didn't mind Pei Yanchen's movements, but just looked back at Pei Yanchen's tired face, and he whispered: "Senior sister, I know what you mean, and I also know that you still feel guilty in your heart, but don't I already know the cause and effect of this matter? I can't blame you in the first place...... If you want to say that it's all your stepfather's fault, what does it have to do with you? You're also a victim! I hope this is the end of this matter, and you don't mention it again, and let it go like this, okay?"
Speaking of the past, Pei Yanchen's face turned slightly pale, and she said firmly: "But I also concealed the truth and didn't tell the truth, so I am also an accomplice, and I should be very glad that I have not been punished by the law, if I can't apologize to your stepmother, I really can't forgive myself....."
At this time, the two had already walked to the corridor on the second floor, on the left was Su Yuxi's room, and on the right was Cheng Xiaoyu's room, Cheng Xiaoyu turned his head and smiled at Pei Yanchen, who was going up the stairs with him, pointed to his room and said: "This is my room, there is still some time before eating, I think we have to have a good chat." ā
Pei Yanchen nodded, but then said: "But whatever you say, I won't change my decision, even if I am hated, I have to tell the real situation back then, you have suffered too much blame for this, compared to me, I ....."
Cheng Xiaoyu interrupted Pei Yanchen's words and said: "Senior sister, aren't you doing this to make the infamy I once carried in vain?" To be honest, I have to thank you, before the car accident, my brain has not been open, and I have been obsessed with the departure of my mother, but after that, I have gained a new life, I understand the meaning of life, and I have gained an ability to change myself..... If it weren't for that car accident, maybe I wouldn't be who I am now, and maybe even the fat man who refused to accept reality....."
Saying that, Cheng Xiaoyu pushed open the door of his room, and at first he had already come up, and it seemed that it was still the same as when he left, and it had not been moved, and his laptop, synthesizer, and stereo were all in their original positions as if they were new.
Except for the clothes in the wardrobe, each piece was covered with a fully enclosed protective cover, and nothing changed except for the new color of the quilt with a strong Aunt Zhou's style.
Cheng Xiaoyu took a bottle of oolong tea for Pei Yanchen from the refrigerator and thoughtfully unscrewed it for her.
Pei Yanchen looked around at Cheng Xiaoyu's living environment, looked at the beige curtains and white screens, the sunset half smeared half of Cheng Xiaoyu's face and body, she took the oolong tea from him, like taking the baton in the relay race, she was inexplicably a little nervous, couldn't help rubbing the smooth plastic bottle, and then said: " Xiaoyu, I know your good intentions, some things are not simple to let go, or a word of forgiveness can annihilate all mistakes, and if you do something wrong, you should be punished, I know that you have forgiven me, but I haven't forgiven myself yet..... If I insisted on telling the truth back then, maybe I wouldn't be so passive now, and I wouldn't have the courage to express it in front of you..."
After all, the last word "love", Pei Yanchen still had no way to say it, so he could only bow his head and lower his eyebrows in the fading light.
Although Pei Yanchen's T-shirt is quite wide, it can't hide her slender and beautiful figure, with a slender jade neck, a sinuous collarbone and its graceful, towering and steep against the white T-shirt bulging very high.....
Cheng Xiaoyu didn't have the courage to look down, he knew how Pei Yanchen's graceful and plump legs were seductive, he couldn't help but recall the night of Boyue, although the drunkenness made his memory a little blurred, but the extreme pleasure was deeply engraved in his heart, it was an indescribable pinnacle of release.
It was this moment of distraction that Cheng Xiaoyu's heart fluttered, and he subconsciously asked, "What do you want to express to me?" Cheng Xiaoyu regretted it a little when he said it, but it was too late to retract this sentence.
Pei Yanchen, who has always been as cold as an iceberg, was actually docile like a little white sheep at this moment, and she whispered: "You obviously know what I mean, but you still want to ask me, I always thought you were a gentleman, but I didn't expect you to be like this..."
As a result, when it comes to the last word "bad", Pei Yanchen also has no way to say it, this word is too much like flirting and scolding, where is this the mouth of Pei Yanchen, who has always been cold and arrogant, can say.
But the more unspeakable the sentence, the more contrasting the time, the more people can't help but pity, with a shy iceberg beauty is really an irresistible temptation, Cheng Xiaoyu looked at Pei Yanchen's eyes as deep as a lake, the high bridge of the nose, and the cherry lips with a little light lipstick, and almost couldn't help but kiss him.
He bit his lip fiercely, turned around and took two deep breaths, forcibly shifted his attention to the gift brought by Pei Yanchen, and asked stiffly, "By the way, what did you just say this?"
Although Pei Yanchen felt that Cheng Xiaoyu's movements were a little strange, he didn't guess how fast Cheng Xiaoyu's heart was beating just now, and he almost couldn't help kissing her, looking at the pink box and saying with some pleasure: "Coo Coo Clock! You will definitely like it, when it is punctual, the cuckoo will come out of the house to tell the time, and the wooden figure on it will dance and play music..... The music is "Blue Danube" ....."
Cheng Xiaoyu opened the box while calming down his violent heartbeat as soon as possible, and he said with a smirk: "Senior sister, you only bought one of this, right?
Pei Yanchen said in her heart, how can I be willing to buy one, shook his head and said: "I just bought one, and it is not easy to .....consign it if I buy more" Then she asked a little suspiciously: "Why can't I give it away if there is another one?"
Cheng Xiaoyu opened the box and lifted out the dark brown art-like thing, and after a closer look, he knew that the price was expensive, the difference between handmade things and machine-made things was very different, the texture was completely different, and it was much more exquisite and beautiful.
Not to mention these artificially built villains, waterwheels, tables and chairs, and houses, the price of the movement is also expensive, he turned his head to look at Pei Yanchen with a cooing clock and said with a smile: "Senior sister, I can't ask for this gift....."
Pei Yanchen's hand, which was originally hanging in the pocket of her skirt, was immediately twisted around her waist, and her face became even more bloodless, she said lightly: "A worthless gadget, you don't like it, I'll bring it back." ā
Cheng Xiaoyu said narrowly: "Senior sister, how much do you hate me..... So anxious to 'send me a bell'. ā
Before Pei Yanchen could react, she responded a little coldly: "What 'send the bell'....." When she said the word 'send the bell' in her mouth, she realized what a stupid thing she had done, but she gritted her teeth and said: "I.... I didn't mean that at all, and besides, how can you be so superstitious, don't foreigners often send things like clocks and watches?"
Then she stretched out her hand towards Cheng Xiaoyu and said, "Give it back to me, I'll bring it back later....."
Cheng Xiaoyu didn't hand the Gugu Clock back to Pei Yanchen, he felt that it was too much fun to tease this iceberg senior sister, he held the Gugu Zhong in his arms, winked at Pei Yanchen who had a somewhat cold face, and said with a smile: "I can't accept this gift, but I can change it..... We exchange gifts, and you don't count them. ā
Pei Yanchen shook his hand and said, "I don't want your things! You give me back my cooing clock!"
"Senior sister, now this cooing bell is already mine, I don't want to send you a bell!" Cheng Xiaoyu hugged the cooing bell tighter.
Pei Yanchen didn't dare to reach out and grab it, after all, this thing is very delicate, and if something is wrong, it will go wrong, seeing that Cheng Xiaoyu's movements are not very gentle, he said a little nervously: "Be careful, don't break it...."
Cheng Xiaoyu carefully put the coo-gu clock on the coffee table, and then said to Pei Yanchen: "Don't take my things!" After finishing speaking, he walked to the study and took out a bracelet made of wood and gold from the drawer with a series of cross flowers engraved on it, which was a little gadget made by Cheng Xiaoyu later with the extra materials for Su Yuxi to make "Midwinter Feather", purely for fun, not very exquisite, but also unique.
The metals of various colors were twisted together, like oil paintings solidified by the pigments mixed together in the test tube, Cheng Xiaoyu walked in front of Pei Yanchen, took her hand, put the bracelet on her smooth wrist and said, "Then you don't count it as sending me a clock.....
Pei Yanchen glanced at this bracelet that he had never seen before, thought it was very expensive, and hurriedly said, "This ..... I can't want.... You can change me to a cheaper one!"
Cheng Xiaoyu didn't stop her, just "hehe" and smiled: "Senior sister, you really have a vision, and you can see that this bracelet is worth a lot of money at once......"
Pei Yanchen took off the bracelet, took Cheng Xiaoyu's hand, put the bracelet on Cheng Xiaoyu's palm and said, "You keep this for yourself..... Give me a candy, or exchange this bottle of oolong tea for me!"
Cheng Xiaoyu looked at Pei Yanchen for a long time and said, "I took it back, don't you regret it?"
Pei Yanchen nodded and said firmly: "You take it back!"
Cheng Xiaoyu sighed deliberately and said: "It's a pity, this thing also took my boss's effort to carve and polish it myself! I thought that the things I made with my own hands would be very popular, but I didn't expect that I couldn't send it away..."
Pei Yanchen looked at the bracelet that was still in Cheng Xiaoyu's hand, which was not bright enough to be chaotic, but it was very charming, and said with some surprise: "This.... You did it yourself?"
Cheng Xiaoyu sighed and nodded: "It seems that my craftsmanship is quite in place, but it will be considered expensive..... But it could also be that someone doesn't look good, so dislike it!"
Pei Yanchen immediately reached out to grab the bracelet from Cheng Xiaoyu's spread palm, and said, "I changed my mind.... I'm going to trade this bracelet with you with the Coo Clock!"
Cheng Xiaoyu was prepared, and hurriedly put his hand back, put it behind his back, and said with a chuckle: "That's not good, someone just said that just now you can give a candy or a bottle of oolong tea.....
Pei Yanchen grabbed Cheng Xiaoyu's arm and said a little anxiously: "I ..... just now I just ..... No, Cheng Xiaoyu, I just regret it, you have to return my bracelet to me....."
Cheng Xiaoyu smiled and stepped back, just not letting Pei Yanchen touch his right hand holding the bracelet, Pei Yanchen pressed step by step, biting his lip with an expression that he must grab his hand....
Cheng Xiaoyu teased Pei Yanchen to step back, Pei Yanchen also followed Cheng Xiaoyu's body and tried his best to snatch the wooden gold bracelet in Cheng Xiaoyu's hand, although Cheng Xiaoyu's bedroom was not small, but it couldn't withstand the two of them retreating so quickly.
So in just over ten seconds, Cheng Xiaoyu and Pei Yanchen retreated to the side of the big bed covered with snow-white sheets, naturally, they didn't pay attention to Cheng Xiaoyu, who was still immersed in frolicking and happy with Pei Yanchen, was tripped over the bed, and was also held down by Pei Yanchen and fell on the bed with both hands......
(4,200 words, so it's a little late..... The supplement will definitely be completed.,I owe almost a hundred chapters at most.,It's also silently made up.,Character guarantee.,Don't worry!)