Day 97 Confession on the day of death

Jin Wei continued, "I wanted to write a novel because I watched your TV series when I was a child. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info That was my first and only dream in life. The first boyfriend I had was because he looked a bit like you, and then we broke up because I realized that he wasn't you, although he was the one who split his legs first. ”

"So because Li Sheng wouldn't let you be the male protagonist of "Cat in the Drawer", I decisively rejected her. I also approached Teacher Jiang because she is your teacher, and I often get a lot of things related to you from her, begging her to give me tips to make you like me. Part of the reason why I forgive the king is because of you, in addition to personal reasons. Because I don't want to be a stranger to you again after a few days of knowing each other. You saw it in the kitchen that day, and I just wanted to think like you were still cooking that meal for me, and every time I went into the kitchen, I could think of you cooking for me that day. ”

"Learning to cook, but also to let the kitchen one acre and three points of land from others to enter, during the time you and Tang Huan were together, I wrote novels every day until two o'clock in the morning, I just wanted to save more money and give more money. There is nothing else I can give, I can only give money, I am poor, I give less, you will definitely not look down on it. Later, after that incident, I secretly enjoyed it for a long time, and I felt that I had another chance, and that night you almost got angry with me because I said that Lu Yi had a car accident, you don't know how happy I am, I can be cared for by you, I dare to think about it when I dream. ”

"Okay, I'm done, you should be satisfied, you didn't pretend to be sentimental, everything is what you think, I have also been a scheming several times intentionally or unintentionally, fortunately, this group of people is kind, don't care so much about me, otherwise with that bottle of 82-year-old Lafite alone, Wang Xiao will directly kick me out. So you don't need to comfort me with anything, I said that before you love someone, you should be prepared to be rejected by him, sad and sad, it's all my own business. It has nothing to do with you. ”

After Jin Wei finished speaking, he felt much more comfortable in his heart, these words had been held in his heart for a long time, and he couldn't find a chance to say them. Although this time it was not particularly timely, she didn't have to worry about it anymore in the future.

was also rejected by him, and there is no need to expect to have a result with the person in front of him in the future, and you can continue to like him without any pressure, which is not a bad thing.

But the people who listened to it were not so relaxed in their hearts, he had heard some of these things from Wang Shi more or less, and even just now, he thought that Jin Wei was just an ordinary star chaser, with a little literary talent, so he wrote a few novels on a whim.

However, after hearing the final explanation, he finally realized how ridiculous his words just now were.

She would say that fallacy that day, not simply to comfort him, but because she had come over the years.

She had loved him for so many years, that's why she felt those feelings. She will believe that she loves an affectionate person.

And he said those words to her just now, presumably she must have been very sad when she heard it.

She was right, he was not self-inflicted, but arrogant, he underestimated his weight in Jin Wei's mind, and also underestimated her love for him.

even looked down on the person in front of him who looked weak, but there was a kind of perseverance in his bones that was better than others, and the enthusiasm in his heart.

As she said that day, he didn't know how brave she could be for everything she liked.

"Weiwei, I apologize to you for what I just said......"

This time, Jin Wei interrupted Wu Chao's words again.

"You don't need to say sorry, you didn't do anything wrong. ”

After speaking, she began to clean up the tableware in front of her, she no longer had the strength to continue to face Wu Chao.

"Aren't you filming today?"

"Shoot, in the afternoon. ”

"Don't you need to make up in advance?"

Jin Wei didn't say it explicitly, Wu Chao already understood, and she wanted to stay by herself for a while.

"Then I'll go first, you have a good rest. ”

"Good. ”

Jin Wei suddenly smiled after speaking, and the slightly raised corners of his mouth were long-lost evil, and it was even more rare reason and confidence.

"Wu ran, do you know? Actually, rejection is the beginning of liking someone. ”

Wu Chao was suddenly stunned, and he turned his head to look at Jin Wei in surprise.

Jin Wei's face was a smile that he couldn't understand.

"But I don't want you to like me, because it's more terrible for you to like me than I like you. ”

Jin Wei didn't stop cleaning up the tableware, didn't raise his head, and walked to the kitchen with the packed tableware after speaking.

The steps of departure were firm and resolute, and in Wu Chao's view, there was even more coldness.

It seems that the sadness that she has hidden in her heart for a long time suddenly erupts.

The person standing at the table never left, he just watched Jin Wei walk into the kitchen, and then closed the kitchen door.

I wanted to stand up and walk over to comfort her, but I didn't know what to say. After hesitating for a long time, he finally convinced himself that it was better for everyone to do this, and then slowly stood up and walked towards the door.

I don't know why, the second I got up to leave, my heart hurt so much, as if someone took a needle and stabbed him in the heart, that person was expressionless, his eyes were cold, as if to say to him, how can you be ruthless to hurt someone who loves you so much?

The moment he closed the door, Wu Chao suddenly remembered a dream he had a long time ago.

A little girl of seven or eight years old happily pointed to him on the TV and said to the person next to her who couldn't see clearly, I will marry him in the future. Later, she came to Marina and found him. After that, she kept laughing, laughing and laughing and crying.

It turns out that this dream is real!

It's just that he doesn't have the courage to knock on the door anymore and tell the heartbroken person that he really doesn't want to hurt her at all.

The person who entered the kitchen just kept standing there, still holding the cutlery in his hand, not wanting to put it down, too lazy to put it down, forgetting to put it down.

She just kept staring at the kitchen in front of her, everything here, everything about him, finally added a bit of grief to this heart-wrenching day.

The cat spirit came back and called Jin Wei's name many times, but she didn't hear her answer, and went to her room, but didn't see anyone. In the end, I found her standing in the kitchen in a daze, holding the tableware, not knowing what she was thinking.

Jin Wei still maintained his previous posture, his eyes were still staring blankly, and the tableware in his hand was surprisingly not falling to the ground.

Fortunately, the cat spirit finally discovered that something was wrong with Jin Wei.

She put the cutlery in Jin Wei's hand into the sink, raised her hand and shook it in front of Jin Wei several times, but Jin Wei still didn't respond.

"Weiwei, don't scare me. ”

The cat spirit quickly patted Jin Wei's shoulder, and then put his hand under Jin Wei's nose, panting, not dead yet.

Today is her birthday, so Jin Wei is stunned in the kitchen, and the cat spirit doesn't think it's too strange, every year today, she will always be so sad all day.

After so many years, Jin Wei still hasn't forgotten this matter, she can't be blamed for having a good memory, in order to forget this matter, she is now so forgetful that she can forget everything except the novel and Wu Chao.

But such a serious forgetfulness doesn't seem to have much impact on this matter, it is still clearly engraved in Jin Wei's heart, and every year today, let her spend this day like a neurotic.

In fact, as long as she is alive, this incident will not be forgotten, so after Huahua left, Jin Wei never had a birthday.

Those joys don't match this day at all.