(Book review from Su's house)

This long review contains a lot of spoilers, brain holes and abstracts, please read the whole book before eating, otherwise you will not be responsible for the impact on the reading experience.

This is the last in a series of book reviews written for "Sister Puppet", and when I wrote these words, I was only going to analyze this book from a relatively professional point of view. On the one hand, it helps book lovers to look at this "unconventional" ending from a different perspective from the incomprehension and indignation of the ending, and on the other hand, they can feel the expression of love that Chopper wants to express in this book.

But I didn't expect that whenever I hit the keyboard, I always didn't know how to comment, the vivid characters and beautiful words were like a cage, limiting my thoughts to the catharsis of feelings, and writing book reviews became my way to relieve my emotions after the end of "Sister Puppet".

This article is an analysis of the character portrayals of the protagonists Cheng Xiaoyu and Su Yuxi, as well as Duanmu Linsha and Yijiin Jingmei. Some of the remaining characters also had the idea of writing about it, but it didn't have much impact and effect on the plot, and there was a gap with the image portrayal of the protagonists, so I had to give up.

I hope that everyone who can read these words will like this story and can recall the moments when they were moved by these characters.

When you pass by my bloom

In fact, I was very hesitant about whether to write the role of Duanmu Linsha, in the first half of the book, there are so many scenes, and Chopper is also extremely careful in his portrayal, vaguely fighting with Xia Shamo. But after the earthquake chapter, more than half of it was missing, and it almost became an invisible role, really playing Su Yuxi's eyes, which was also a doubt when I was reading the book.

It wasn't until I talked to Chopper about the setting of each character after the end of "Sister Puppet" that I knew that Duanmu Linsha should have died in the earthquake in Japan in the original setting. Later, because of the serious opposition of book friends and financiers, and the halving of Gao Ding, Chopper changed his plan and let Duanmu Linsha survive, but because she had no place in the later plot, she became the saddest heroine (laughs).

Duanmu Linsha has been playing the role of Cheng Xiaoyu's fan sister since she appeared, not because of Cheng Xiaoyu's image of a little fat man, but out of admiration for Cheng Xiaoyu's musical talent, and fell into a strange emotion, well, it is the legendary girl's budding spring heart.

But Duanmu Linsha's character design is very clear, and there is some overlap with Xia Shamo in terms of performance, both of them seem to be good wives and mother-type girls, both are gentle and gentle, and are kind to others. But they have a different spiritual core. Xia Shamo's gentleness is indisputable with the world, and I have grown up quietly despite the ups and downs outside. Duanmu Linsha's gentleness is the way of life, keeping a delicate distance from everyone, and will not easily step into anyone's world, let alone accept anyone into her world casually.

Including against Cheng Xiaoyu.

In the treatment of Cheng Xiaoyu's feelings, Duanmu Linsha has always behaved very strangely, advancing and retreating, always wandering in Cheng Xiaoyu's world, neither like Xia Shamo's desperate pursuit like a moth to a fire, nor like Quan Youli in the "Idol Project", who has a clear understanding of himself, so he keeps an appropriate distance.

But if you think about it, such a character is the closest to reality and the most normal reaction of normal people. I believe that there is no shortage of such a smart and rational girl around each of us, but it is just not as beautiful as Duanmu Linsha (laughs).

She was there, adoring or adoring, and she placed herself as delicately as her way of life. She was there, neither blind and eager, nor reserved, quietly helping Cheng Xiaoyu and doing her best.

Soberly in love with someone who is not destined to belong to him.

She is willing to act as Cheng Xiaoyu's protective umbrella when he is still weak, and she is also willing to be his arm when he grows up to help him conquer and fight against the world.

She's always growing, she's always waiting. Growth, for Duanmu Linsha, is a war to avoid becoming an ornament for others.

Begonia flowers do not sleep

In fact, if you look at the scene, there is no need for Shizumi Ijiin to be included in the book review at all, after all, she is destined to have nothing to do with Cheng Xiaoyu, but after all, she gave birth to a daughter to our protagonist (laughs).

In fact, I personally like this character very much, although it does not take up much space, and the intersection with Cheng Xiaoyu is very short and limited, but whether it is her character or the role she plays in the book, it is worth writing about.

As a Japanese Chinese noblewoman and as Japan's crown princess, Ijiin Shizumi's life has been arranged from birth, and she does not have any freedom of choice. She longs for a story, but she can't have a story, running on the boring track of life, like a tram day after day, not only the start and end points have already been marked, but even the platform of the route cannot be changed.

To derail is to destroy.

But it is such a graceful, luxurious, generous and charming noblewoman who has done something bold and crazy.

She has become the most incredible variable in Cheng Xiaoyu's life, and she has also seen a different scenery on her boring life path.

For Cheng Xiaoyu's growth path, Jingmei played the role of "mentor" perfectly, when Cheng Xiaoyu was most confused and sad, she rushed into Cheng Xiaoyu's life with an indomitable and stubborn attitude, and gave the hesitant protagonist a trace of warmth and precious direction.

"Don't care about some setbacks in life, don't care about those focused eyes, know that you are the protagonist, naturally the target of the camera, since there is no escape, you must learn how to enjoy the temperature of the spotlight. ”

"Your map seems to be a blank sheet of paper right now, so even if you want to decide where to go, you don't know where the road is. But from another point of view, it is precisely because it is a blank sheet of paper that you can draw the map as you like. It's all up to you. For you, everything is free, and in front of you are infinite possibilities. That's a great thing. ”

For Cheng Xiaoyu, who is in a state of being abandoned by his family and hurt by his loved ones, the appearance of such a gentle and intellectual big sister has helped him learn how to face the future and chase everything he wants.

At the same time, for Cheng Xiaoyu, Yijiin Jingmei also foreshadows Su Yuxi's future - being kidnapped by identity and family, and becoming a victim of a loveless marriage. Shizumi Ijiin is powerless to make any changes, this is her destiny and her responsibility, as a rational modern woman, she has rebelled and vengeed in her own way. However, Cheng Xiaoyu couldn't accept that his loved one was facing the same situation, so Cheng Xiaoyu, who was no longer confused, set a goal for himself, and also paved the way for the subsequent American chapter and Oscar's shocking speech.

"Either you want to open a little bit and conform to life, or you resolutely resist and do it boldly, anyway, in the end, none of us want to leave this world alive. ”

“Fuck the orld！”

In my dream, I didn't know that I was a guest, and I was greedy for joy

When I wrote this, I was actually very hesitant, because I didn't know what kind of title to use to outline Cheng Xiaoyu, the protagonist of "Sister Puppet". Chopper uses a lot of chapter titles to interpret the image of such a brother full of contradictions, the great Cheng Xiaoyu (a tribute to The Great Gatsby), Cheng Xiaoyu's merry-go-round, waiting is a long practice, the crown of thorns, the man who runs forward in the dark, the duplicity of the king of the world?

These chapter titles seem to be a good way to summarize Cheng Xiaoyu's image. But I finally chose this classic sentence in Li Yu's "Waves and Sands": I don't know that I am a guest in my dream, and I am greedy for joy for a while. For Cheng Xiaoyu, the experience of the past eight years is like a good dream, and I don't know that spring is colder.

Many people don't like the role of Cheng Xiaoyu, indecisive, seemingly fragile and lacking in blood, contradictions everywhere, treating all girls with the same tenderness but not making decisions, and finally abandoning the world and the people who love him, and choosing to be martyred with Su Yuxi.

So the "scum feather" and "scumbag" came one after another, and there was quite a kind of "you laughed at Brother Cheng's death early" of resentment and spurning.

So reversing these seemingly shortcomings, what we will see is a brave and resourceful, dare to take on everyone's future and life, dare to confront the whole world for my sister, all enemies are slapped in the face and painful, trampled under the feet of Yu Shao, bow and worship, and then open the harem, take it all over, and truly become the protagonist of the king of the world.

This is Long Aotian, Ye Liangchen, not Cheng Xiaoyu.

Personally, I don't like such a protagonist, and many times I even think that such a person is simply unreasonable, blind to the crown on his head and the unique golden finger in this world.

But I understand and appreciate such a musician and such an older brother.

Cheng Xiaoyu set by Chopper is a very contradictory and complex character, not simply a ninth-rate music director in his thirties, nor is he simply a seventeen-year-old autistic and sensitive piano genius. This is not the cross-text, rebirth text, or simple mathematical calculation 30+17=47. Chopper's setting of such a time-traveling mode and such an unacceptable ending setting also provides an interpretation of the contradictions and multifaceted nature of Cheng Xiaoyu's personality. It is a new, one-of-a-kind personality with the memories of a thirty-something music director combined with the soul of a seventeen-year-old piano genius.

This is not cultivating immortals, there is no seizure.

So in the end, Cheng Xiaoyu in front of us is actually still the 17-year-old fat man who just experienced the pain of losing his mother and returned to a completely strange family alone, but he has a lot of music and movies in his mind that don't belong to this world, and a lot of stability and memories that shouldn't be there at this age, that's all.

So such a Cheng Xiaoyu has a rare stability and generosity for a teenager of this age, and has a clear and complete three views, but he will still miss his mother who depends on him on a lonely rainy night, and he will sing and cry at the high school graduation party.

Of course, he will also grow and meet the lover who makes him miss and sacrifice everything for him.

It's just that it's someone who shouldn't be loved.

He was religious, religious, musical, so he didn't want to stand in the spotlight and put on the glory that shouldn't have belonged to him, and he was religious, so he flew against the wind and stood on top of the world to break the shackles that bound his loved ones.

He is gentle, gentle to the world, so he is unwilling to hurt everyone who loves him and supports him, and would rather let himself live in entanglements and contradictions;

He is stubborn, stubborn in his beliefs, so he can take all the doubts and responsibilities to move forward towards his goal, and stubborn in human nature, so he chooses self-sacrifice and chooses to give up everything that makes countless people jealous in the end to fulfill his lover.

He is contradictory, he is full of too many duplicities, the great and the ordinary, the autistic and the open, the proud and the humble, which are not antonyms in him. Such a contradictory Cheng Xiaoyu, in my opinion, is more like a flesh-and-blood person than the face-painted protagonist we see everywhere.

When he followed Su Yuxi's leap without hesitation, he had done everything he could. Cheng Xiaoyu carries too much Chopper's understanding and interpretation of the true meaning of love, what forbidden love has to face is not simply to go to the German orthopedic hospital for half a year, for Cheng Xiaoyu, he has to face the opposite side of standing in the world, who made him choose to put himself under the microscope of the world? Don't say desperate, we don't live in a vacuum, Cheng Xiaoyu is too. We have countless interpersonal relationships, and there is not only love, friendship, and family affection in our emotional world, which are all part of our lives that we cannot easily give up.

Cheng Xiaoyu, like all of us, was born and died of warmth.

So Su Yuxi made the biggest gamble in her life and had the last laugh.

Once more，Once time

"Brother, in this life, are you dragging me down, or am I dragging you down?"

"Brother, I like you————"

I have to admit that I have very complicated feelings for a character like Su Yuxi, and when I wanted to use what words to use to decorate this almost flawless girl, I suddenly felt that as a graduate student in the Chinese department, I was running out of words. Sure enough, this girl who is defined as "God" by Chopper is not a mortal, and I can define it in words. In my mind, like a slideshow, I went through every frame of Chopper's picture of this girl, and the only words that could be thought of were beauty, genius, rationality, handsomeness, omnipotence, and so on, which even a kindergarten child could use correctly.

She is only one step away from perfection, she is like Achilles on the battlefield of Troy, invincible and invulnerable.

It's a pity that her ankle is called Cheng Xiaoyu.

So she was draped in three thousand silver threads like snow, wearing a sacred white wedding dress, and jumped solemnly and heroically into the sea, like a snow lotus made of white rice paper, fainting, blooming, and melting in the abyss.

It doesn't matter if you're from heaven or hell

Oh! You huge, scary, naïve monster

If your gaze, your smile, your steps

It can open the gates of hell that I love but have never seen before

From God or Satan

What does it matter?

Only you, my only king

It can make the world less ugly and make time less heavy

When Chopper and I were discussing the earthquake story, I wondered if he would have stubbornly written this story of destruction and rebirth if he had known that he had cut it in half, and he said yes.

So even if many book friends abandon the book when they read the earthquake chapter, I can only feel sorry for them, because it is not only Cheng Xiaoyu and Su Yuxi who were reborn in this earthquake, but also Chopper himself.

This flower of evil, which quietly blooms in hell with dangerous and seductive colors, is the unique color and essence of "Sister Puppet", it cannot see the light, but it makes people silent, and looks at its beauty with awe.

Many people think that the story after this is not good-looking, not cool enough, and not pretending to be forced enough, but friends who really read it and like this story know that this is the essence of the story of "Sister Puppet".

"The world is like a wilderness, from the moment we are born, we can no longer change each other's positions, even if we die, it is just from one wilderness to another... So, I will use all my strength to hold you tight, because only then can I feel that I am real. (From here, it can be seen that Su Yuxi has penetrated the truth of the world and is ready to commit suicide.) ）

For Su Yuxi, Cheng Xiaoyu is definitely not a perfect person, but he must be the best brother, despite all the difficulties and dangers, even if she is cold and cruel to him, he still silently pays step by step to the end, with his rare willfulness and perseverance, he breaks through the confinement again and again, lights up the fire in her heart, warms her, and illuminates her. It was Cheng Xiaoyu who taught her what love is and how to love someone. For Cheng Xiaoyu, Su Yuxi is the brightest star in the night sky, and for Su Yuxi, Cheng Xiaoyu is the warm sunshine in her cold and silent wilderness.

No matter how beautiful a flower is, it needs sunlight, even if it is a hellish flower.

Su Yuxi deserves the name of genius, and the philosophical and physical sciences have given her wings to climb the pinnacle of truth, and finally get a glimpse of the truth and predetermined destiny of the world. For her, everything in the world is not a thorn that stops her, her enemy, only a cold and cruel fate.

The poppy wants to break this shackle, and she wants to gain eternal life with hers.

So for the world, Su Yuxi is the real big boss, except for Cheng Xiaoyu, she can do nothing, even if the flood is monstrous and the world is destroyed.

No one can care more about Cheng Xiaoyu than her.

No one can thirst for Cheng Xiaoyu more than her.

It's hard for her to describe the feeling, it's completely different from the joy of knowing the truth like she is frantically learning all kinds of knowledge to understand the world, like liking him is her own religion, even if everything she does is perverse and fearless.

There is a raging flame in Su Yuxi's heart, she is not a mortal, nor a god, she is only a person who loves Cheng Xiaoyu, and in this process she can experience a double happiness of growth and solidification. Cheng Xiaoyu is her narrow selfishness, her undefinable hope, the light that she turns into a meteor and falls, and the only 1 and 0 she can read.

In the end, her deception did not deceive the merciless gaze of fate, nor did she deceive the cruel weaver who weaved fate, all she could do was that solemn leap of faith that would never turn back.

Fortunately, she won the bet, and the big demon king Su Yuxi finally had the last laugh.

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"I don't know what it's like to be floating in the universe and looking at the beauty that makes people palpitate. ”

"I really want to have the opportunity to go to the Gobi or the top of the mountain with you for stargazing, I take you, you bring your camera. ”

"However, I have a slight cosmic phobia. ”

"I think you don't have to be afraid of anything with me next to you. ”

"But brother, I'm afraid I don't have you!"

"I've never been in a relationship, but I've always had someone I like very much!"

"Well, who do you like? You don't seem to have told her. ”

"I like that you are four words, and for me these four words make up the most complicated sentence. Some people hide it in their hearts, some blurt it out. But I will look at you quietly: can you wait for me, wait for me to wake up, wait for me to distinguish between right and wrong, wait for me to convince myself, wait for me to climb the cliff, wait for me to sew my chest, and tell you. But the whole world knows you can't wait for me. It's like this, wait a minute, and the rain will fall all over the one-way street, and you can't find the right road signs. In one minute, life will be full of typos, and you will not be able to see the beautiful cover. But the whole world knows I shouldn't like you. Although I would love to have someone like you, there is only one person in this world. Some people's love is like the refreshing wind on the riverside, some people's love is like the warm sunshine in the mountains, and some people's love is like this distant starry sky. But the whole world knows I can't have you. You know, from day to night, from the mountains to the sea, the answer to all questions is simple. So, how do I answer you? I want to nod to you, I want to carry through your future, and I want to accompany you to count the road signs of life.

But can I?"

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"Brother, I like you!"

"Xiaoxi, can you say it again?"

"No, you won't cherish it if you talk too much. ”

"You can only say it to me once in your life?"

"No, for me, I can only say that I like it three times in my life. ”

"Okay! What about those three times?"

"The first time was a confession, the second time was marriage, and the third time was death. ”

"But ........."

"No, brother, maybe ten years, maybe twenty years, I will definitely tell you, so you must wait. ”

"Brother, I am most grateful to be able to meet you, and the happiest thing I am now is to be able to call you brother dozens of times a day, and no one can disturb me....."

"And what if I'm gone?"

"Why not?"

"Hypothetical..... I'm just saying hypothetical..... I'm falling in love with someone else..... Or maybe it's too boring..... Sneaked away ....."

"I won't let you go. ”

"And what if I die?"

"It's better to die together. ”

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"Brother, if you can't go to heaven because of murder, then I would like to go to hell with you. ”

"Brother, I was born to be... Love... Is... Sorry......"

"Brother, in this life, are you dragging me down, or am I dragging you down?"

"Brother, I like you————"

Write at the end

At this point in the book review, this story can be regarded as truly over, but I believe that "Sister Puppet" is not over yet. There are still too many tears and touches buried in this story, Chopper may have a lot of immaturity in the plot design and writing techniques, but we should choose to forgive him and understand him.

It's a city about love, about destruction, and about rebirth (laughs). For Cheng Xiaoyu and Su Yuxi, they have reunited countless times, moved countless times, crossed the river countless times, just to complete the original intention of holding hands, they have experienced a naivety, a prosperity, a death as home, and a dream about an uninhabited island.

Chopper said to me that he chose such an ending, not only because of the fantasy of the second disease, not only because of Wenqing's romance and persistence, not only because he wanted to bypass the shackles of 404, not only because he wanted to fulfill Su Yuxi's unique love for her, but also because he was unwilling to consume the topic of brother and sister love.

These days of communication with him, I see in him similar to Cheng Xiaoyu's devotion to music. Chopper was humble about love and words, and he buried himself in the mud and celebrated all that was beautiful in this world with reverence and reverence.

This is Cheng Xiaoyu's merry-go-round, and it is also Chopper's.

In addition, Amway's new book "The Rebel Demon King", he has promised countless times that it is a cool article, although I didn't find a regular cool point (laughs), but I have to admit that the setting and protagonist of "The Big Devil" are really very cooooooool, and I also believe that he can still "not routine", just don't routines us anymore (laughing and crying). Starting from the earthquake chapter, Chopper began to find a balance between the refreshing of conventional online articles and the profundity of traditional literature, and I am very pleased to see his progress and growth in the more than 200,000 words that have been updated in "The Great Devil", and I sincerely hope to accompany such an author to realize his dream through words.

Thank you to everyone who reads "The Girl" and the words I wrote in the middle of the night, and thank you Chopper.

sue

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