Chapter 329: Sorrowful Wind and Moon
Cheng Qianru was tired of repairing ancient books for Tianxin Pavilion, and there were many people in the Qin family who knew about it, but most of the people in Mingyuan Hall were newcomers, and the few old people were Qin Jue's henchmen, and they ran Mingyuan Hall like an iron bucket, but this kind of news did not come in. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
But Qin Jue still knew.
Sitting on the green oil car back to Mingyuan Hall, the corners of his mouth were pursed, he didn't say a word, and his whole body revealed a fierce coldness.
At this moment, Luo Jinyan was in a trance, as if the man who was standing by Kunming Lake and watching her was in front of her.
She couldn't help but shrink a little, her hand was held in Qin Jue's hand when she got into the car, and she didn't let go, Qin Jue suddenly felt the soft hair in her hand move slightly, he turned his head, and saw the blankness in Luo Jinyan's eyes.
"Pity, what's wrong with you?" he let go of her hand, but reached out and took her in his arms.
Luo Jinyan shook his head and did not speak.
Qin Jue had already realized that it was his own reason, and he was as careful as a hair, he must have seen his unhappiness.
"In the long room, my father is in charge of Tianxin Pavilion, and the other four rooms also listen to him. My mother has never entered Tianxin Pavilion, but now Cheng Qianru can repair ancient books for Tianxin Pavilion, if he doesn't nod, Cheng Qianru is not qualified. ”
This matter involves Qin Ye, Luo Jinyan is a daughter-in-law, so he can't say anything.
Fortunately, Qin Jue didn't continue, but changed the topic and asked her about the banquet.
Luo Jinyan thought that this matter would be put down temporarily, but the green oil car did not go through the corner gate of Mingyuan Hall, but stopped at the side door of the long room, Qin Jue said to Luo Jinyan: "You go back first, I'll go to him." ”
He is Qin Ye in Qin Jue's mouth.
Luo Jinyan sighed secretly, and didn't even call his father anymore.
Luo Jinyan finally understood why Qin Ying wanted to make a look at Qin Hu at that time, and when it came to Cheng Qianru's matter, Qin Jue really did it at all.
But she didn't want to stop Qin Jue, the matter between father and son was not yet her turn to be involved in the daughter-in-law who had just entered the door for more than ten days.
She meekly agreed, not asking anything.
Despite this, she was a little unhappy, because when Qin Jue got out of the car, she didn't even look at her, and her expression was as cold as in her previous life.
In this life, it was the first time she had seen Qin Jue like this.
She didn't like that.
She involuntarily hugged her shoulders.
Back at Han Cuixuan, Xia Zhi told her that Qixia had come to look for her.
Luo Jinyan's eyes lit up, and he said to Xia Zhi: "Let someone call her over." ”
After about two teas, Qixia came.
Luo Jinyan had already changed out of the clothes he wore to the banquet, wearing only a homely begonia red silk yarn shirt, a moon-white plain skirt, long hair loose and sloppy behind his head, and a small beaded flower.
When Qixia came in, she saw that she was stirring the powder in the crystal bowl with a silver spoon, it was black, and she didn't know what it was.
Seeing Qixia, Luo Jinyan handed the crystal bowl to Xiaoxue and said, "Stir it five hundred times like me." ”
Xiaoxue left with the crystal bowl in her hand, and the other maids also followed her out, leaving only Luo Jinyan and Qixia in the house.
"Do you know what that is?" asked Luo Jinyan.
Qixia shook her head.
"That's spice making. Luo Jinyan said lightly.
Qixia didn't understand why Luo Jinyan asked her this, but it was obvious that Luo Jinyan wanted to continue on this topic.
"Do you make all your own spices?" she asked.
Luo Jinyan smiled slightly, and said softly: "I used to get the Fuji Feichen of Qixia Temple, so I tried to make it myself, but I made it for a long time, and I delayed a lot of time, and put the concocted spices and Fuji Feichen together, and others still knew the gap when they smelled it." I was discouraged and had no interest in perfumery for a long time. ”
She paused at this point, took two sips of Sydney water in her hand, and continued: "So there are some things, there is no need to really try, the more you look at the beauty, in fact, the sweetness in the heart is only self-aware, and you have experienced a lot of suffering, and even the original beauty in your heart has been lost." ”
Qixia was stunned, at first she was still wondering why this Grandma Qin would talk about making incense, but the more she listened, the more uncomfortable she felt in her heart.
And the last sentence was like a hammer, striking firmly in the softest place of her heart.
Will the original beauty in my heart really be lost?
She stood there stunned, not moving for a long time.
"What are you looking for me?" Luo Jinyan asked.
"I ......" The words that had been prepared for a long time were on her lips, but Qixia couldn't say it.
Before coming here, she obviously wanted to refuse Luo Jinyan's kindness and end up for Shen Yan.
Since she was sensible, she knew that she was Shen Yan's person, she was his person all her life, he was her husband, her heaven, and when she grew up, she would give birth to children for him and manage the back house for him.
She knew that she was not worthy of him, and if he hadn't abruptly assaulted her when he was a child, she would not have been able to live in the Hou Mansion. Therefore, she is very obedient, works hard to read and write, learns female red needle money, learns to take care of the housekeeper, and she strives to be the granddaughter-in-law in the eyes of the lord of Zhaofu County.
Every day, a maid would come over and tell her which dish Shen Yan ate a few more bites and which dish he couldn't move when she ate today.
Shen Yan grew up with her, when she first arrived in the Hou Mansion, she was homesick and missed her mother, she didn't dare to let her grandmother see it, and secretly hid by the lake to cry, so he accompanied her and made a grimace to show her until he made her laugh.
When Shen Yan was fifteen years old, arranged by the county lord of Zhaofu, and the eldest girl in the house had a first communication, she knew that her heart was sour, she quietly wiped her tears, and was told to the county lord of Zhaofu by her mother, the county lord said that she was a childish and punished her to copy the female commandment, Shen Yan knew that after he quarreled with his grandmother, and then until she left the Hou Mansion, the county lord of Zhaofu never punished her again.
When she went back to her parents' house to keep her filial piety, he was afraid that her mother's family would treat her slowly, so he personally sent her home, telling her that she would marry after three years, and he also said that she was his in this life, and he didn't want to marry someone else.
She knew he liked her, and she liked him.
So she was going to tell Luo Jinyan that if Shen Yan married someone else, then she wouldn't marry, as long as she looked at him occasionally and knew his news, she was his person, how could she marry someone else?
But now she can't tell.
Shen Yan is the original beauty in her heart, this beauty is hidden in her memory, will it really change?
"Is it okay for me to meet him?" she asked timidly.
Luo Jinyan looked at her, the corners of his mouth curled, revealing an encouraging smile.
"You go back first, and I'll call you if there's something wrong." ”
didn't say yes, didn't say no, Qixia became more and more worried.
Grandma Qin's way of speaking is somewhat similar to that of the county lord of Zhaofu, slow and logical, soft and soft, but always overwhelming.
The county lord of Zhaofu always thinks that she can't speak, if she is like Grandma Qin, the county lord will be more satisfied.
Alas, it has nothing to do with her, as fate would have it, she couldn't be his wife.