Chapter 636: Excuses
The conversation ended with Long Ruisi's sobs.
Huo You sometimes feels that his words are quite poisonous, in fact, if you are more tolerant, Long Ruisi and other parents should have no different ideas, they all hope that their children can eat and drink for a lifetime, and never need to worry about their future life.
But what Huo You doesn't like is her attitude, obviously she left her when she was very young, where did she get the face to be arrogant and pointing fingers at her?
“…… Nolan may be sad today. Huo You shrugged: "Ms. Long will definitely cry in front of him." ”
I have to say that Huo You's guess was very correct, Nolan failed to avoid Long Ruisi's "complaint", and he listened to Long Ruisi's complaints about Huo You almost the whole time.
“…… Your sister doesn't know what to think, why she always doesn't accept my affection? Am I wrong? If she becomes the queen of the empire in the future, what a great achievement for her! Her children and grandchildren will always be noble, and they will not have to work so hard. What kind of evil did they fall into, and they came up with such a statement and slapped the face to the empire?"
Long Ruisi wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with a tissue, and whimpered: "I left her when she was very young, but I have always been concerned about her, otherwise her father was gone, why should I go to her......"
Nolan listened expressionlessly.
Long Ruisi had said similar things in front of him more than once, and during the time when Huo You was missing, she would say such things in front of him every once in a while, and Nolan had heard a lot of them, and she also figured out some tastes.
The mother is not really telling that she is not ruthless to her sister, she is just telling this story to make her believe that she is not a ruthless mother to her daughter.
She's not convincing others, she's convincing herself.
Nolan could only listen to Long Ruisi's "elaboration", and when she finally finished speaking, Nolan said: "Then what do you want to do, Mom, my sister and brother-in-law live by themselves, they are not children anymore, they have their own judgments and choices, you don't know anything, you forcibly want them to be how they are, they don't live according to what you say, you are complaining behind your back...... But you don't have any constructive comments at all. ”
Long Rui was stunned for a moment, and then immediately cried: "Why do you say that about your mother......"
"Mom. ”
Nolan interrupted Long Ruisi's cry with a soft shout.
He said lightly: "I remember I once said, Mom, you always impose your will on your own children. It's true for my sister, and it's true for me. Mom, you've never asked me what I want, what I desire, what kind of work I like to do, what kind of girls I like...... All you know, when I'm old I'm going to go on blind dates, meet all sorts of girls I don't know, and I should find a stable and decent job instead of traveling around the universe with a starship...... Why doesn't my mother demand so much from herself, but she is so us?"
Nolan lowered his head slightly: "Mom, do you love us, or do you just want to make us a capital that you can show off to the outside world?"
Nolan's words made Long Ruisi's heart ache empty.
"Mother's love for you...... That's what you think?"
Long Ruisi clutched her chest and looked at Nolan in disbelief: "It's just that your sister resents me, why are you, why don't you ......?"
"Sister doesn't resent you. Nolan denied: "Mom, why don't you believe it? You are not by my sister's side, she is not without motherly love, so she has no resentment towards you, she just hopes that you will not bind her in the name of mother and daughter, and do not dominate her from the perspective of blood. She doesn't owe you. ”
Nolan sighed: "I don't resent you, but I still hope that you can ...... Mom Pay more attention to yourself, and don't focus all your eyes on me and my sister. Didn't you notice that Daddy rarely came home during this time? You boasted that your daughter was going to be the future Empress of the Empire...... Is this probably the reason why your sister and brother-in-law became angry after they issued that statement? You can't save face, right? But you look like this...... Dad can't get used to it. ”
Nolan said earnestly, "Dad is a businessman, and he doesn't like to spread the word about a business before the dust settles. What you do will undoubtedly disgrace Dad. Mom, think about it. ”
Nolan still has work to do, and when he goes out, Long Ruisi will be left alone.
She looked back and saw that the whole room was empty.
The husband is not there, and it is true that as the son said, he has not returned home for a long time under the pretext of having business to discuss; since the stepson Hans got married, he and his partner have moved to another place, and they will only come back every once in a while, probably because they have also started a family, and their attitude towards her stepmother is getting weaker and weaker; and the son runs away all day, and the daughter does not recognize herself, and she also says that she is too lenient......
Long Ruisi stared blankly at the palms of his outstretched hands, in such a big room, the emptiness was terrifying.
She couldn't help but think of when she was with Huo Bei when she was young.
At that time, they were still affectionate men and women, and she was pregnant, and she coddled with him, telling him how big a house she wanted and how much credit she had in her terminal account...... Huo Beidu agreed to her.
But she didn't wait for Huo Bei's promise.
A man who can't even be with his wife during childbirth, a man who is always away from home, and a man who wants to put the country and the people first......
She really couldn't stand such a cold and lonely, so she cheated.
Don't blame her, it's Huo Bei who didn't keep his promise!
But she didn't think that even if Huo Bei wanted to give her the big house she requested, she would have to struggle for at least a few years first, and if she wanted to be rich in the terminal account, she also needed to work hard for a few years first.
And she is the mother of a young child.
She's using these excuses to numb herself, she's brainwashing herself into telling herself that she's done nothing wrong.
And when he knew that Huo Bei and his later wife had been working hard for their son's illness, Long Ruisi even breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that Huo Bei really did not have the life to "get rich".
But she forgot that if it weren't for the hefty medical bills of Horn's illness, perhaps the big house she wanted, the satisfying balance on her account, might have already been there.
Oh no, maybe that's still her excuse.
She's nothing more than ...... I just want to leave Huobei.
Long Ruisi looked at his hands in a daze, then slowly squatted down, covered his face and whimpered.
Nolan stood outside the door, and it was a little while before he quietly left.
He didn't know if he should smile bitterly.
He had seen this scene more than once.
But mom she...... After crying, she still lived according to her original lifestyle.
No change.
Nolan sighed softly.