And when Shen Ruopu came here, she couldn't stand it, and the Huang family had always been intimate with Shen Xi, so she simply went to the incense courtyard.

In the study, Shen Yan had already been slapped by Shen Chongguang.

Shen Qu wanted to drag him down, but he didn't, and at this moment he hated that he hadn't come to Huo Jiu as a teacher earlier!

"You can't get married! The Shen family can't become unkind and unrighteous because of you!"

Shen Chongguang's face was cold, even though he was not as angry as before the beating, but the clenched fists and the green tendons on his head showed how angry he was at the moment.

Shen Yan's cheeks were red and swollen, looking at the ground, still very calm: "I know that my father will not abandon the Shen family for me, and I don't dare to affect the family's reputation for myself, and I know that I am embarrassed by my father."

"But father, do you really have the will to care? I only want this time, even if you let me go to Mei's house to apologize in person, I will agree!"

She didn't cry after being slapped in the face.

really has no position to cry, it was originally wrong for her to withdraw from the marriage for no reason, and how wronged is she when she cries again?

Moreover, if she had made up her mind and made plans early after Shen Chongguang came back, things would not have been like this.

In the final analysis, she was willing to suffer this slap because of her indecision.

Shen Chongguang clenched his teeth, and he couldn't answer her question.

Did he ever care about her wishes?

But since ancient times, children's marriages have been the words of the matchmaker at the behest of their parents, why did it become his fault when he came to her?!

"Why did you suddenly get out of the marriage?!"

Shen Yan pursed her lips, and there was a wry smile on the corner of her mouth.

"Not suddenly, I didn't want it from the beginning. I don't think Mei Gongzi is a good match for me. When it comes to marriage, I want to make up my own mind. But my father never asked me for my opinion, from the promise of this marriage to the proposal to the engagement, have you ever asked me if I am happy?"

"I'm your son! I can only make up my mind about your marriage, where does the reason come from for you to make your own decisions!"

Shen Chongguang didn't fight anywhere. He lifted his foot and kicked over the stool next to him.

Shen Yan looked up with a smile: "I know that my father has a reason, such as the order of my parents and the words of the matchmaker, so dare to ask my father and my mother, can you be happy with the words of the matchmaker?"

"When you were at odds with my mother, did you ever obey your parents' orders without regrets, and didn't you feel the slightest disgust?"

Shen Chongguang was speechless.

He and Ji were fundamentally wrong, when did he achieve no regrets?

If he can insist, how can there be Qiao Shi and Shen Yu?

"The father himself has never felt happy, why should he force his daughter to marry a stranger?"

Shen Yan went on again: "You just think that finding me a marriage that you think is suitable early is considered responsible for me, how could you have thought that you would set it for me so early, and then ignore me, and I am very likely to repeat your mistakes in the future?"

"I appreciate my father's kindness. I just ask my father not to let me live as another Ji or you.

"To be offended, why do you think that you yourself have a bad life, and the happiness you can't ask for, will definitely be able to do it in my hands?

"I just see my own future in you and my mother.

"If I end up in the same fate as my mother in the coming day, in addition to a few words of emotion to me, after March and May, can you still remember my daughter who was married to a foreign country by you?"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Shen Chongguang slapped the table, his face was a little weak in addition to shock, "I am not the same thing as your mother compared to you and Mei Gongzi!"

"What's the difference?" Shen Yan said, "If my father had the freedom to choose his own wife at that time, would you choose my mother?

"Because you've never liked her kind of personality.

"Unfortunately, I was raised by my mother, and I may have a bad side in her personality.

"If the same thing happens, if my husband also takes a concubine in the future, and is a hundred times stronger than his own concubine, I am not sure that I will do something.

"Because my mother and I are the same in this regard, I hope that after I give all my heart, my husband will also be devoted to me.

This was a fair thing, but in the eyes of many people, it became a luxury.

"My father set me like this for the rest of his life, and after all, you didn't even reflect on what you did wrong in the first 30 years or so.

"If you've ever reflected, you don't have a preconceived idea that I want to get out of the marriage because I want someone else.

"I won't be annoyed and angry when I ask for a divorce and explain the reason.

"What you think is a good match, very worthy of the marriage contract of my daughter, is all your explanation for the person who gave birth to me!

"In your opinion, finding me a good person is responsible for me.

"If you have a good life in the future, that is, you have a vision and choose a good son-in-law, if you have a bad life, it must be that I am in the blessing and do not know the blessing, then it is all my fault.

"Since my father doesn't want to be responsible for me, why don't you give me the power to choose and let me take control of my own life?"

Some words have been held back for too long, and they have indeed wanted to say them for a long time.

Although the Ji family has indeed made many mistakes, Shen Chongguang is not without any mistakes.

These past events can also be put aside, just say that he is dealing with his children.

It is true that after the death of the Ji family, he also began to care about their children, but at most he stopped at responsibility.

And his previous attitude towards Shen Yu was completely different, he would accompany her to make kites, take her hand to buy food on the street, and take her to the suburbs.

Shen Yu can be coquettish in front of him at will, even if he cries, he will only coax her instead of scolding her.

Compared with her, she, the eldest daughter, is like an outsider who is not close to blood.

Saying that you are not jealous and don't care is all false.

If it was someone else's father, she wouldn't care at all. But it's also her own father.

Putting aside the identity of the concubine, is it difficult for him to give her a little more care?

Now, she doesn't really care about these differences.

Especially after Huo Jiu appeared, his patience with her and the feeling of stability he gave her made her even rarer.

She knew that if she had him, then his whole person would belong to hers, instead of needing to share his good with others, and she didn't have to restrain herself, always reminding herself that she would lose one day.

What she wants from Shen Chongguang now is just a little freedom of her own!

"I also ask my father to give me a little genuine affection, so that I may believe that you have indeed regarded me as your own daughter. ”

She looked up, persistent and determined.