Chapter 209: Letting Go Is Love (9)
After Shi's mother left, the atmosphere in the ward became more harmonious. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Jing Lin and Yu Linling complained about Shi Zhan, a "workaholic who doesn't understand the amorous feelings" and "a careless straight man". The two hit it off at first sight and quickly called each other by name.
"Jiani, did you mean it to match me and Shi Zhan?" Yu Linling endured it, but couldn't help but ask: "Anyone with eyes can see that you love him very much." Can you really push him to another woman? ”
"I can." Jing Xiao said indifferently and firmly: "With me, he won't be happy." I can't stay with him for long. But I know you can. You can give him more happiness, love and companionship. ”
"Lin Ling, frankly speaking, it was not easy for me to make this decision." Jing Xiao pretended to be gloomy and sad: "I love him no less than you love him." But there were too many problems between us: my illness, his parents' opposition, his emphasis on his work, his negligence ......"
"If Ah Zhan is with you, then none of this is a problem. Lin Ling, you are also a career-oriented woman, and the combination of you and Ah Zhan is like a tiger for each other. You won't be like me, a fragile sick seedling, who must be accompanied and taken care of. ”
"If Ah Zhan marries me, he will inevitably reduce his struggle and dedication in his career, so as to free up more time to spend with me and compensate me. And that's exactly what I don't want to see. He's still young, he has a bright future, and he shouldn't be overshadowed by me. I also don't want his sympathy and compensation. He doesn't owe me anything. ”
Jing Xiao smiled bitterly: "Although Dr. Feng, my parents, and Ah Zhan kept telling me that I could hold on, I could live longer. ”
"But I know best in my own body that I'm hopeless. I might not be able to survive even a year. Linling, you don't know, how much I envy you. You are healthy, beautiful, erudite, intelligent, and capable...... It simply fulfilled the fantasy of perfection that I once had about myself. ”
"I feel like you're the perfect other version of me...... I'm sorry, but don't you feel sick when I say that? Jing Xiao sneered.
"Nope. Not at all, dear. My friend, if I could, I would give you half of my health. You're so distressing! Yu Linling couldn't help crying, she turned her face away, covered her eyes with a tissue, and soaked up her tears.
"Lin Ling, don't say that." Jing Xiao had a satisfied and tranquil smile on his face: "I feel very lucky and happy. I have doting parents and a good family background, although it is not as good as the Yu family and the Shi family, but I have never worried about money since I was a child. Well, I sometimes have such a good boyfriend who loves me, which is enough to make many girls envious of me! ”
"Alright, dear Jani, don't forget that I'm still your rival. Aren't you afraid that I'll be angry when you show off in front of me like this? Yu Linling feigned anger.
"Don't be afraid. Because I know you like me better than Ah Zhan. He should be jealous and angry. Jing Xiao learned from Cen Jiani in the past and shrugged her shoulders cutely.
"Hahaha!" Yu Linling couldn't help laughing out loud: "Jiani, you are so funny. If only we had known each other earlier. ”
"It's not too late." Jing Ling pretended to blink cutely, put away his smile, and said to Lin Ling: "Lin Ling, I want to ask you to lie with me......"
"What? You said. ”
"I want to ask you to lie to Ah Zhan and my parents with me, just say that your heart is suitable for me, and you are willing to donate it to me."
"Donate it to you? Miss Cen, if I understand correctly, you want my life. The smile on Yu Linling's face suddenly condensed: "This is too ridiculous!" Miss Cen, I treat you as a friend, are you a fool to me? ”
"No, you're mistaken, Lin Ling." Jing Lin explained: "I just let you lie like this, I don't really want your heart. I can't have a second heart exchange surgery, and even if you were willing to donate it to me, it wouldn't be useful. ”
"And why?"
"I want to tell Ah Zhan to die. Lin Ling, I don't know if you know clearly, the heart is not easy to get. Ah Zhan said that he wanted a friend to find it for me, and said that he would find a suitable heart for me as soon as possible. My blood type and constitution are very special, and it is difficult to find a heart that matches me. I'm afraid he'll mess around. ”
"Now it's dark. There are many criminals in the city. Crime gangs, for the sake of traffickers. Officials, disregard for human life. Ah Zhan is going to find the right heart for me in a few months, and I think that he will use the black in addition to. City of those who committed. Sin gangs, there is simply no second option. ”
"And this is illegal in the country. If he paid for human life, he was known by the opponent of the Shi family and poked out. Ah Zhan and the Shi family did not have good results. I don't want to ruin him and his family. ”
"Aunt Shi always said that Ah Zhan is the third generation of the Shi family, and the gold is extremely expensive, and I can't think about it at all. Aunt Shi and Uncle Shi have high expectations for Ah Zhan, if Ah Zhan has an accident with me and drags down the Shi family, I can't turn a blind eye to death. ”
"Jiani......" Yu Linling has never seen a person like Cen Jiani. Selfishness, a common human inferiority, does not seem to be found in her at all. She made her ashamed of herself.
The sentimental nurse Xiao Gao almost fainted under the windowsill in tears, how could Miss Cen be so good?! God is so eyeless, why don't you give her a healthy body!
Mr. Shi did not hesitate to take risks, and she also thought about Mr. Shi everywhere, the love between these two people was more touching than the most sensational novel she had ever read.
Jing Lin sniffed, coughed a few times, and wiped away the tears with the tissue that Lin Ling handed her, and the Holy Mother smiled with tears: "Lin Ling, are you willing to cooperate with me?" I really want you to grant my request. Although I know it's somewhat rude and ridiculous......"
"Honey, these things you said are not trivial, I need some time to think." Yu Linling looked tired when she saw Jing Silence, stood up and said, "Three days later, I'll reply to you, okay?" I see you're tired, lie down and rest. ”
Jing Xiao shook his head: "I still have to take medicine." I'm sorry, I'm weak, so I won't get up to see you off. ”
Jing Xiao opened his throat and shouted outside: "Xiao Gao, please send one to Miss Yu on my behalf." ”
Xiao Gao quickly wiped away his tears, put away his phone, squeezed out a perfect smile, and pushed the door open, "Okay." Miss Yu, please. ”
"No need. You stay and take care of Jiani. I know the way. Yu Linling leaned over and hugged Jing Lin gently, "Take care." ”
"Hmm. Walking. Jing Lin waved her away.
Yu Linling left the ward and did the same thing as Shi's mother, she found a little nurse to inquire about Dr. Feng's department, and went to him to ask about Jing Lian's condition. When she went, Shi's mother had already finished asking and left in a daze.
Dr. Feng got Jing Lian's request and told Lin Ling the truth about her situation, and asked her to keep it a secret. After all, the hospital has rules that cannot disclose the patient's condition at will. He also got Jing Lian's plea, so he would explain to them, the "family members".
Yu Linling nodded in response, said goodbye to Dr. Feng, and returned home with a heavy heart. (To be continued.) )