Chapter Eighty-Seven: Yu Lang's Life Experience
Yu Lang retracted his gaze sadly, tilted his body, and sat on the edge of the bed, "Mother, last night, the prince of Jinglu had confessed to her, and with the permission of Princess Taiping and the Khan, he had married Miss Yan to the prince of Jinglu." Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"Well, what should I do, and in a month, won't I be gone? Will they be able to marry within a month? I don't think it will be easy for anyone to come near her as long as the girl is not pleased. Li Wan was as calm as ever.
"Why wait for a month, these days for the mother's treatment, the princess asked to go back and forth on the same day, the prince of Jinglu has taken the prince and moved back to the other courtyard to live, where the prince is the residence. Yu Lang's voice became deeper and deeper.
"What is Miss Yan's attitude? Does she like the prince? The key is, does she like you?"
Yu Lang recalled the moment when Mu Xi was held in Wang Ye's arms, "She doesn't seem to like Wang Ye, but Wang Ye is very good to Miss Yan, no matter food, clothing, housing and transportation, she can take care of everything, in contrast, children, except for bringing pain to Miss Yan, there is nothing else." ”
"Lang'er, don't raise the morale of others like this, Prince Jinglu is indeed a rare hero in Liaoguo, but what he can do, you will only be better than him, and you will not be inferior to him at all, whether it is in terms of identity, status, or power schemes, you will be much higher than him in the future!" Li Wan was as sure as a rock.
"Mother and mother laughed at the child again, Jing Lugui is the prince, Yu Lang is just a grass citizen of the Song Kingdom under the fence, even if you talk about it now, he is also the child's imperial uncle, how can you compare with him?" Yu Lang's face was cold, and his heart murmured like stagnant water.
"Lang'er, to this day, we can't stay in Liaoguo anymore, and the identities of you and me, I think it won't take too long for Yan Muxi to be clear, you are kind-hearted, too straightforward, you don't know how to maneuver, you can't hide your thoughts, my mother doesn't dare to tell you about your life experience, but now, there is no need to hide it anymore. ”
Yu Lang suddenly looked at Li Wan, this mystery of his life experience that he had been waiting for for twenty years, he had asked many times, but he had not received a result.
"Lang'er, I was the concubine of Zhao Da, the emperor of the Song Dynasty, when I was pregnant with Liujia, close to giving birth, I was suddenly given to death by the emperor with poisoned wine, fortunately, God cares for you and my mother and son's suffering, and the imperial doctor secretly rescued me with a miracle medicine, and Qingyuan stole me out with the corpse of a maid, escaped all the way, and finally fled here, I was going to hide in Liao again, but your birth, plus this residual poison, made me paralyzed in bed, and it was difficult to walk, so Qingyuan applied to the emperor for an envoy stationed at the border, and was able to take care of our mother and son often. ”
Yu Lang stared at Li Wan's calm face, thought silently for a long time, and asked suspiciously, "Why? Why are you so ruthless?"
Li Wan was already relieved, just smiled faintly, and responded lightly, "My mother is just a palace maid, she was favored by the emperor, that day he was drunk and ordered someone to bring me in, and then I had you, and later, I had to seal the concubine, but in the eyes of the queen mother and the queen, it was still unsightly after all." ”
Yu Lang was furious, "Then Zhao Da shouldn't be so ruthless, he must not eat children after tiger poison!"
"Lang'er, be careful that the wall has ears!"
Yu Lang's anger that was about to explode was suppressed by Li Wan, he guessed many ideas, and even thought of the relationship between Qingyuan and his mother, the realistic result, he never expected, he never thought about it.
His brow furrowed, silent, but still angry.
"Lang'er, my mother is hate, just like you, I hate this ruthless man, hate him not only to harm me, but also to his own flesh and blood, so I want to live, I want revenge, I want to take back everything that belongs to you. ”
He looked at his mother's gritted teeth and vowed, "Mother, have you ever loved?"
Yu Lang saw that his mother seemed to be tired after sitting for a long time, so he supported her with both hands and helped her to lie down and change to a more comfortable position.
"You want to ask Qingyuan, right?"
Seeing his mother stretch out, Yu Lang hurriedly sat on the edge of the bed again, holding his mother's thin palm tightly.
"Mother wants to tell you, I loved, I love Qingyuan in this life, I don't regret it, the only regret is that I fell into this illness, I can't give him children, it is my debt to Qingyuan in this life, but, I live in peace, I live happily, because the person I love is also the person who loves me, we are accompanied day and night, although there are many hardships and sufferings in life, but I am already content to be able to rely on each other. ”
He was touched by his mother's heartfelt emotion, and reciprocated with deep comfort, "Since my mother is so contented now, why do you have to work hard with Master all day long for the business of the salt market? Could it be that all these years of accumulation are not enough for us to spend the rest of our lives?"
"Son, my life has seen the end, but you are different, now Zhao Da has no children, it is God's retribution for him, over the years, all the concubines have been pregnant and gave birth, either miscarriage or the death of the prince, so calculated, you are the only prince he has grown up!"
Yu Lang looked at his mother's gray hair, under the haggard face, she was also a delicate and lovely beauty back then, thinking that her mother, who had been tortured by illness for 20 years, was still planning for her future, and her heart was sour.
"Mother, Lang'er has spent 20 years, and she is used to this reckless life, and she doesn't want to fight for those powerful people anymore, and she doesn't want her mother to work hard for her son anymore. ”
"Son, you are now being coerced by the princess and the khan, your heart is really happy? Seeing that you have no ability to fight for and protect the woman you love, are you really relieved? Even if you escape from the Liao Kingdom, once the current Queen Mother and the Empress know the existence of you and me, where will we still have a way to live? Although this Liao Kingdom is barbaric, at least we can live a righteous and bright life, and when we return to the Song Dynasty, you and I will be like rats crossing the street, and we will always have to worry about our lives. ”
Yu Lang was poked in the sore spot by his mother, Li Wan's words are very reasonable, only self-improvement can self-defense, if you want to live, you must be strong, since you have the blood of the royal family, you are destined to fight hard in the struggle for imperial power.
He was silent, his eyes looked out of the window again, from childhood to adulthood, he only knew that his mother's upbringing of him was not easy to come by, and now he knew that there were more hardships and dangers that were carried by his mother's weak body.
"Lang'er, since you already know the truth today, in the future, when you deal with Qingyuan again, you have to learn more and understand how to plan for the long-term, what your mother can do for you now is to try your best to cooperate with you and your father's actions and leave here as soon as possible, but it is not because you want to save your mother and Miss Yan. ”
"That's?" Yu Lang listened to his mother's words, turned his head to look, Li Wan suddenly closed his voice, gloomy for a moment, and then said slowly, "Lang'er, as long as you believe in your mother, everything is for your good, it's okay, anything that happens in the future has nothing to do with you, as long as you follow your own heart, do it, and fight for it, and your mother will be happy." ”