Chapter 105: Shengge
"Although everyone thinks she is very flamboyant, but in my heart, she ...... She is a gentle woman in this world. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"
As if touching the softest corner of his heart, he lowered his head, and the corners of his mouth pulled up a little gentle arc.
"When she came to me, she was a very young child, and she didn't understand anything, so she just stood there looking at me timidly. We've lived together for tens of millions of years...... For thousands of days, she was like a part of my body, inseparable. ”
Looking at Fuyao's expression in memory, Jiang Ying couldn't tell what she felt in her heart.
Envy?
If I die one day, what will Fuyao's expression be when she thinks of me? Will she become so gentle like thinking of "her"? I don't know why, she suddenly thought of this question irrepressibly in her heart.
"Alright, alright, it's sore!"
She scrambled to her feet, looking disgusted. It's just that three points are pretended, but seven points are real.
Although she was curious about what kind of woman could make a man like Fuyao fall in love with, she didn't want to know about that woman's past from Fuyao's mouth.
Weird, right?
But women are such strange creatures.
"Okay, then I won't talk about it. ”
Seeing her disgusted and a little angry, Fuyao felt more and more funny, and he didn't refute it, just nodded obediently and stopped talking.
"That'...... What about you? What do you like?"
Hey, he's grown, and he actually learned to use Tai Chi to give her back the gossip head? But he's destined to be unable to ask anything here hahahaha.
"I don't know, I don't have anyone I like. ”
Lying flat in a "big" shape, she took a straw stick from the side and held it in her mouth, Jiang Ying looked at the dense shade above her head and blinked her big eyes.
"The people I liked didn't like me anymore. ”
"Oh?" Fuyao looked at her posture and lay down in the same way. With a slight tilt of his head, he could see Jiang Ying's soft but thin face.
"Tell me?"
"What is there to say, it's nothing more than that if you like it, you have to get it, and if you don't like it, you have to throw away such a routine......" Smacking the straw stick in her mouth, she also tilted her head, looking at Fuyao's good-looking side face and muttering.
"Fuyao, I used to envy you sometimes, but now I don't envy you at all, you know?"
"Envy me?" he frowned. "Why envy me? I'm like this...... It's enviable?"
"It's not about your experience. Jiang Ying shook her head and turned her gaze back to the towering canopy. "I envy you for having such a long life. ”
"The life of ordinary human beings is indeed too short, there are too many things to do, too many scenery to see, and people will become very impetuous and fickle. You are different, you have a long life that ordinary people can't reach, and for you, the world is limited and not yourself. There are so many in the world, you can do whatever you want if you want. ”
"I'm actually a man with no big ambitions, you know. She stretched out a hand and looked at the clear blue sky through her five fingers.
"In the original world, my biggest wish was to have a solid and simple job, and then live a plain life with the people I like and one or two good friends. ”
"But until the day I traveled to another plane, I didn't find the job I wanted, I didn't have anyone I liked, and my best friend left me many years ago...... Isn't it ironic?"
She put her hand down, and the softer her voice became.
"I envy you because if I can have such a long life, I can wait slowly, and sooner or later someone suitable for me will appear, and then I can live with him in peace. ”
"But now...... I don't envy you anymore. Because I also know very well that there is nothing more painful than the complete disappearance of a cherished person from this world. She can live anywhere in your memory, but she can never be in this world again...... That feeling. ”
"You know that she is your most precious person, but you can only let time smooth the edges and corners of her memories in your memories, and you will slowly forget her appearance, forget her voice, and finally only a vague shadow will be left - but you are also sure that this shadow was the most important person to you. ”
Jiang Ying closed her eyes, and a petite and cute little girl with short hair appeared in front of her.
"The very good friend who left you...... Is that her?"
Fuyao's voice suddenly sounded, Jiang Ying opened her eyes and found that there was a hazy image in the air at some point.
"This is your Dao mind, controlled by you. Whatever you imagine, you can see here. Seeing that she looked like a ghost, Fuyao explained in a good voice.
"It's her, it's her......" Jiang Ying got up with a wheel, stared blankly at the image in front of her, slowly fell to the ground, and gradually turned into a human figure.
The figure sat quietly on its knees, its short hair hanging down from its sideburns. He was holding a thick book in his hand and a silver-white cross necklace around his neck.
Only the face of the human form was blurred.
"She's been away from me for a long, long time, so long...... I can't remember what she looked like. ”
She reached out and touched the humanoid face.
"Fuyao, you say...... Where would she be now, the underworld? ”
"If you're reasonable, you've already been reincarnated. Fuyao thought for a moment. "The New Frontier is also a part of the human realm, and the human beings of the New Realm will also be transported to the underworld after death. However, your friend is an ordinary person, and it is difficult for the soul of a person who has not cultivated to stay in the underworld to do ghost cultivation, probably because he was reincarnated in the ten directions and then reincarnated in a certain realm. ”
Fuyao also sat up, moved to Jiang Ying's side and touched her little head.
"But half of what you said is wrong. ”
"Isn't that right?" Jiang Ying turned her head to look at Fuyao. "What's wrong?"
"People who have left this world do live in every corner of our memory. But she may also be right next to you, but you don't know it, or ...... She didn't know. ”
looked at her clear and slightly confused eyes, and said word by word.
Reaching out and grasping the silver-white cross on the humanoid's neck, with a slight force, the cross cracked along with the humanoid, turning into a little bit of light and dissipating into the air.
"Around...... Is it?"