Chapter 153: Tribulation Sincerity

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After breakfast, she went to the Xixia Courtyard to greet Gu Xi, and set off with the two of them.

After the three masters and servants left, Bai Shao, who liked to inquire about news, hurried towards Ruixin Garden.

Today's Ruixin Garden is not more lively than before, and it is more cold than it was exquisite and gorgeous.

Even the rough maids and mothers-in-law who were in charge of sprinkling and sweeping were not as diligent as before, and they were never found again after the matter was done.

Walking to the gate of Ruixin Garden, Bai Shao sighed heavily.

Worship high and step low, the wall falls down and everyone pushes it, this is all human nature, how many people in the world can really do it in the snow?

Therefore, recently, the girl has been a little alienated from her, some things are only said to Han Lian, and important things are only handed over to Han Lian to do, she can understand.

In the same way, she is unwilling to accompany the girl to be stupid, and she is unwilling to leave her mother and wander around with her, presumably the girl will not be blamed.

As long as the girl is still in the house for a day, she will do her duty for a day, and it doesn't hurt to look at a few cold eyes and listen to a few sarcastic words.

In the inner room, Han Lian was dyeing Pei Jinxin's nails.

She doesn't like to talk very much on weekdays, but she is very patient and meticulous in her work, and after being scolded for dyeing her nails that year, she put a lot of effort into it, and even Pei Jinxin, who has always been picky, can't find fault with it.

Today's Pei Jinxin has long since lost the mind to dye her nails, but Han Lian is afraid that she will be bored and uncomfortable alone, so she will find something to distract her.

The slender white fingers were neatly wrapped, and Pei Jinxin looked at the top of her black hair, feeling very uncomfortable.

Bai Peony and Han Lian grew up with her, because her personality is more lively and her mouth is sweeter, she used to value Bai Peony more.

And Han Lian has always been silent, only burying her head in silent work, and sometimes she will even ignore her.

Unexpectedly, after his decline, the only person he could really rely on was this inconspicuous Hanlian.

Bai Shao was not disloyal, but since she revealed that she wanted to leave the Weiyuan Marquis Mansion, everything had changed.

It's just that some things can't be forced, and people who are not of the same heart as her, staying by her side will become a disaster sooner or later.

This is probably the so-called adversity to see the truth.

She choked up a little and said, "Hanlian, don't you really regret it?"

Han Lian's hand paused slightly, and said in a low voice: "Girl, the slave maid doesn't even remember what her own mother looks like, and the stepmother can't even take care of her own child, how can she care about me, the slave maid wants to serve you well for the rest of her life." ”

Han Lian and Bai Shao are both born to the Pei family, because they are the big girls next to the county lord, Pei Jinxin always thought that they were very valued by the family, but he didn't expect ......

She moved her lips: "What about your father?"

Han Lian smiled bitterly: "If you have a stepmother, you will have a stepfather, if you are not afraid of your anger, if you are still the favored county lord in the past, they will definitely still think about the slave and maid as much as before......

Now it's different, they probably wish that there is no such daughter as a slave in the world, so the slave might as well be by your side, which can be regarded as a fulfillment of this master-servant relationship. ”

Pei Jinxin still understands this, she used to be the first noble girl in the capital, and they naturally had a lot of light.

What's more, she has always been scattered, and the reward from the two big girls is enough for the family to chew.

"Han Lian ......" Pei Jinxin felt very uncomfortable, and asked herself, she had never treated Han Lian sincerely over the years, but she ......

Han Lian wrapped her last finger, raised her head and said, "Girl, let's not talk about this, the slave just wants to ask you, don't you really want to fight for it again? ”

Pei Jinxin turned her head to look out the window, every grass and tree in Ruixin Garden has been carefully cared for, the season is just right, the flowers and trees are very prosperous, but there is only a desolation left in her heart.

After a while, she said quietly: "Hanlian, you also said just now, if you have a stepmother, you will have a stepfather, although my mother is not my stepmother, but she is only a mother-in-law, and she is still a mother-in-law who has been hurt by my biological mother, do you think she will be willing to stand up for me in this matter?"

Han Lian didn't know what to say, Mrs. was kind but not a good person, after the girl's life experience was revealed, she didn't shorten Ruixin Garden's food, let alone grind the girl, it was already benevolent and righteous.

If there is any other luxury, it is wishful thinking.

She doesn't like to talk, but she's not stupid either.

The girl's plan to leave the house is too shocking, even if there is enough money to spend for several lifetimes, the two little girls may not be able to live well.

But she knows better how stubborn the girl's temperament is, and what she wants to do will not turn back easily.

In case she still can't persuade her in the end, she will accompany her wherever she goes.

But wouldn't it be better if the girl's lifelong event could be solved before then, and let her dispel those unrealistic thoughts?

She decided to make one last effort, bit her lip and said, "You still have the queen mother......"

Pei Jinxin retracted his gaze and said: "Han Lian, have you forgotten the Empress Dowager's decree, I am already a person who is not allowed to step into the palace gate for half a step, and my aunt is the mother of a country, and she can't leave the palace at ordinary times, how many times can I see her in my life?"

Han Lian: "......"

Pei Jinxin said again: "Have you forgotten what you said about the ruler?"

Han Lian chuckled in her heart.

After the Dragon Boat Festival, Qi Su came to Weiyuan Houfu to see the girl once, and the meaning of the words was to let the girl not be anxious about lifelong events, and there would be proper arrangements on the mother's side.

If that "proper" arrangement refers to Fu Gongzi, Qi Su said it directly, why be so obscure.

This can only show that the queen mother arranged for the girl to choose another husband.

"Girl—" As she spoke, Bai Shao hurriedly walked in.

Pei Jinxin is different from the past after all, he didn't mean to be anxious at all, he just said lightly: "I heard something again." ”

Bai Shao pursed her lips and said, "Girl, the maid saw that the second girl of Yuan took the two of them out of the mansion, saying that they were going to the Fu Mansion for a banquet. ”

Pei Jinxin said: "They are cousins, so they should go and celebrate." ”

Bai Shao said: "You can also go, is there anything to explain to Fu Gongzi in person?"

Bai Shaozi didn't want Pei Jinxin to leave the house.

Pei Jinxin has been in the house for a day, and she has been the big girl by the girl's side for a day, no matter who she marries, she can marry together as a dowry maid.

In the future, I can find a little steward to marry, and I will not have a bad life in this life.

If Pei Jinxin leaves, her life will be over.

Even if the Hou Ye and Mrs. don't investigate her faults, which master would dare to reuse her?

Pei Jinxin seemed to be moved by her words, and muttered: "I have something to say to him, but not today." ”

Today is a good day for Fu Shaoyun, and she doesn't want to disturb it.

What's more, she has too many things to say, how to say it clearly in just one face.

Han Lian secretly glanced at Bai Shao and persuaded: "Girl, Fu Gongzi has been hit by Tanhua, and he is about to go to the Hanlin Academy to work as an editor, and it is not difficult to find an opportunity to ask him out to talk." ”

Pei Jinxin said: "I'll talk about it when I think about it." ”