Su Yuxi found that the signal was traveling around the whole city of Shanghai, and understood that something was wrong, and called Liu Yongqing to immediately track the signal and determine the location. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Xu Qinning sent a text message and asked, "Where is Xiaoyu now?"

Su Yuxi didn't calm down anymore and replied: "I can't find his location, I lost him temporarily!"

Xu Qinning didn't expect Su Yuxi to say such an emotional statement, "What's wrong with you?" and then immediately asked: "It can't be Cheng Xiaoyu who confessed to you, right?" There was a row of question marks behind her, all of which were incredible, she thought that Cheng Xiaoyu was stimulated by the loss of her father, so she took a risk.

Su Yuxi didn't answer Xu Qinning's question, but just said, "Xiao Ning, I need you to help me now." ”

Xu Qinning replied quickly and decisively: "As long as you say anything, there is no problem." ”

"Then you quit the 'Idol Project' tomorrow and terminate the contract with Shanghe!"

Although this request was a bit bizarre, Xu Qinning did not hesitate a little, and replied calmly: "No problem, what next?"

"Don't you ask why?"

"No, for you not why, we are good sisters, good girlfriends, and lifelong lovers, aren't we?" If it weren't for Su Yuxi, maybe her soul would have died and decayed a long time ago, and those gray childhood memories couldn't be dyed with other brilliant colors, let alone such a colorful life.

Over the years, thanks to Su Yuxi, she has become her dependence, and later, because of her, she met Cheng Xiaoyu, so that her love found the most perfect home.

Su Yuxi thought about it, and asked Xu Qinning to send a text message to Xia Shamo, to see if Cheng Xiaoyu was there.

She went to get Cheng Xiaoyu's mobile phone again, and looked for clues from his phone book.

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And at this moment, Cheng Xiaoyu, who is in the "Deer Singing", is alone and drinking one cup after another, his alcohol consumption is not good, and he will soon be a little drunk, he deeply understands that in front of the behemoth life, he is just a small and insignificant feeling, but today he doesn't want to be bruised all over his body and pretend to be strong, as long as he is drunk, he can get a night's stability.

It's just that at the moment, when he is still awake, every minute and every second is still thinking about every detail of the past, and then wondering what he did wrong, where he is not good enough, and finally asks himself how can he turn short-term pleasure into permanent joy?

It's just that there is still a second to feel that he is happy, at least he can be sure that Su Yuxi also loves him.

But how much time can this love go through, which makes Cheng Xiaoyu start to be afraid, not only because he doesn't want to lose, but he is also afraid that he will go to a new place, Su Yuxi meets someone who will cherish her, and slowly loses the soul fragments embedded in each other, and all these small details of the past, as well as these sweet days, will eventually fade away.

It made his heart twist.

For some people, getting drunk means the loss of love, for some, getting drunk is losing love, and for some, love can still be found when drunk, but only for one night.

Of course, there is another kind of love, the most cruel one, which is enough to make people feel painful, that is Cheng Xiaoyu, who loves people who can't be loved.

Cheng Xiaoyu drank wine in the cold rain outside the window, glass after glass, and finally reached the point where he was half-drunk and half-awake, and suddenly saw a familiar and beautiful face with a somewhat cold feeling, and in those indifferent eyes, a bright bonfire was reflected.

Cheng Xiaoyu leaned against the cold cement windowsill and held a cup, smiled, and said, "Senior sister, aren't you in Germany?"

"There were some things to take care of, so I took a leave of absence and came back for a few days. Pei Yanchen was wearing a khaki windbreaker, which was a light blue floral skirt mixed with peach, which was more moving than the one a few days ago, she untied the scarf around her neck, stroked her dark hair, pulled out a chair and sat down, she would not say that she bought a ticket and flew back as soon as possible, just to present a bouquet of flowers to Su Changhe.

Cheng Xiaoyu said a little frivolously: "That's a coincidence, we will meet here, you see the world is really wonderful." ”

Pei Yanchen didn't mind Cheng Xiaoyu's attitude at all, but said: "It's not a coincidence at all, Sister Xu called Yingzhen, and Yingzhen told me again, saying that you are drinking here alone, so I came over." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu turned his head and said, "However, I didn't plan to invite you to drink. He knew that his words were hurting her, but he didn't want anyone to be with him, he just wanted to be drunk alone.

"It's okay, it's good if you don't exist for me, you drink yours, I drink mine. Pei Yanchen didn't mind Cheng Xiaoyu's unkindness at all, she drank the Manhattan she had just ordered.

Ambiguous music is still streaming in the bar, the closest to heaven and hell.

Pei Yanchen saw a huge sadness in Cheng Xiaoyu's eyes, so she unceremoniously snatched the cup of Tekira Sunrise in Cheng Xiaoyu's hand, drank it all again, put down the cup and said, "How many cups do I owe you, I'll help you make up for it later." ”

The transparent glass was also stained with her lip prints, thinking that this was also an indirect kiss, she was still cold on the surface, but her heart was not as indifferent as it seemed, looking back, it seemed to be the first time she had such an affair with a boy for so many years.

Pei Yanchen doesn't have much concept of the feeling of love, he only feels mixed at this moment, because he feels heartache because of his decadence and sadness, he wants to get drunk with him, give him comfort, want to hug him in his arms, and give her warmth.

She once classified love as a negative emotion in her heart, because love is a burden, a useless emotion for human beings. For himself, who is still worried about his livelihood, there is no expectation of love at all.

But at this time, even she was shocked, she was actually indulged in love one day, but she hoped to be drunk and unwilling to wake up.

Sitting opposite Cheng Xiaoyu, Pei Yanchen felt that she didn't have the feeling of drifting when she was alone, as if she had found a home, like a ship in a storm found a harbor, and a tired traveler found a hut where she could rest, for her, Cheng Xiaoyu was her peace in the world.

Cheng Xiaoyu looked at Pei Yanchen, who had unloaded his pride, and didn't know what to do. Neither of them spoke, just kept clinking glasses, as if they were competing to see who would get drunk first.

Sister Xu, who was not far away, looked at the two of them in such a posture, and said in her heart: "If both of them are drunk, it will be really difficult to deal with." So under the pretext that it was almost closed, he was not giving wine to the two.

Pei Yanchen looked at the empty cups on the table, his face was full of crimson, and he said with a confused look: "I'm hungry, accompany me to eat." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu staggered to his feet and said, "It's boring to eat, do you dare to drink?"

Pei Yanchen also stood up and said, "I'm afraid that if you get drunk later, you will cry in front of me." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu "cut", looked at Pei Yanchen, who looked a little like Su Yuxi, his soul burned, and he was inexplicably a little angry, and said: "Pei Yanchen, do you think that if you don't shed tears, you are strong? Being strong is not to shed a single tear in the face of sadness, but to wipe away your tears and smile in the face of your future life." What if I cry? Does it mean I'm not as strong as you?"

Pei Yanchen faced Cheng Xiaoyu's sudden anger, just looked into his eyes and said, "Don't tell me these big truths, I just know that your alcohol consumption is not as good as mine." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu also calmed down, and sneered: "Then it's better not to get drunk or go back! Whoever gets drunk first will be a turtle." After saying this, Cheng Xiaoyu walked outside the bar with vague steps.

The rain had stopped, but Cheng Xiaoyu, who was blown by the cold wind, was more drunk, and he sat on the damp steps and said, "Where do you want to go and continue drinking?"

Pei Yanchen helped him up, walked down the steps, stretched out his hand to stop the car and said, "You didn't drive, did you?"

Cheng Xiaoyu shook his head and shrugged his shoulders and said, "No car is driving." ”

Pei Yanchen didn't mean to ask, the Shanghai taxi in the middle of the night was easy to stop, Cheng Xiaoyu wanted to sit in front, but Pei Yanchen held his hand and sat in the back seat.

"Master, trouble Boyue Hotel. ”

Cheng Xiaoyu looked at the car floating outside the window and said, "I'm poor now, I can't afford to live in Boyue." ”

Pei Yanchen leaned his head on his shoulder and said, "It's okay, I have money." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu was powerless to refuse, he didn't know what he was going to refuse.

The master of the taxi looked at the couple in the rearview mirror and shook his head, thinking that being handsome is good, and there are women who stick upside down.

.......... (BGM "Fengyue" - Huang Ling)

Pei Yanchen did the craziest thing in her life, and spent 100,000 yuan to open a room, but she didn't feel heartache at all.

It was still the one that opened on Chinese New Year's Eve, and she helped Cheng Xiaoyu, who was confused, into this room that made her remember.

She put Cheng Xiaoyu on the bed and took off the soaked shoes for him, but fortunately, Cheng Xiaoyu's clothes had already been dried by the air conditioner.

Cheng Xiaoyu did not completely lose consciousness, but his mind was almost in a state of stagnation and chaos, he squinted his eyes and looked up at the bright crystal lamp, and then watched Pei Yanchen hold himself and rest his head in his arms.

He heard Pei Yanchen say softly as if talking to himself: "Time flies so fast! I was admitted to the drama, and I was still worried about how to pay the tuition fee when I was a freshman, it was the first time I went out of Jinling, and I stepped on the train alone in a nervous mood, my mother was going to send me, but first, my younger brother had no one to take care of, and secondly, the travel expenses had to be costly. I was sitting on the train with my mind full of worries about the future. At that time, I was not as tall as I am now, and I was very thin, barely 90 pounds, and my hair was not long. ”

"On the first day of school, other people's children are accompanied by their parents to come to school by car, they wear beautiful clothes, holding three or four thousand yuan of mobile phones, they arrive at school, they are discussing where to eat, where to buy, which class of handsome guys they see, Shanghai has those suitable places for dating, and I have to quickly find a place to work, because my tuition is not enough! To be honest, I have also been jealous and envious in my heart, so I use a cold attitude to cover up those indifference. ”

Cheng Xiaoyu reluctantly sat up, Pei Yanchen took two pillows, so that Cheng Xiaoyu could sit on the head of the bed, she half-knelt between her legs and clamped Cheng Xiaoyu's legs, and her hands were supported next to Cheng Xiaoyu's waist, Cheng Xiaoyu's eyes were full of the lines of black stockings with slender legs.

Pei Yanchen stretched out his hand and lifted Cheng Xiaoyu's chin, stared at Cheng Xiaoyu's eyes and continued: "At that time, I got up every morning, washed my face, put on the cloth shoes made by my mother who was ridiculed, stood in the sycamore forest by the White Horse Lake in the school and played the violin, and when I greeted the first rays of morning light, I had to say to myself: Pei Yanchen, be strong, one day, you will see the dawn." Have a life that truly belongs to you, and you can cry once that day and cry out all your grievances. So, it's not that I can't cry, it's just that it's not time yet. ”

"Three years have passed in the blink of an eye, and many things have changed. My hair has grown, I'm taller, I've gotten prettier, I can buy canvas shoes in the window, even though they're cheap, I play the violin very well, I get a lot of scholarships, it's easier to earn money, I meet someone I like in the library. ”

"At that time, Pei Yanchen, who was eighteen years old, is now almost twenty-two years old. Although life is still a little helpless, someone who appears next to me is like a lamp in the dark, precious, full of hope, grateful, and glad to have come to this world and experienced.

The life I thought I would have after graduation has now been lived, and I see the light of day.

Cheng Xiaoyu, do you know? You are the dawn of my black life. ”

Pei Yanchen's eyes were full of tears, and those tears were as fragmented as moonlight, released like fireworks.

Then Pei Yanchen kissed Cheng Xiaoyu's cold lips, and outside the huge bay window in front of the window, there was a howling wind rushing into the distance of the light.

Cheng Xiaoyu stared at Pei Yanchen's black and stone-like eyes, which were full of touching love.

I don't know if it's tears or alcohol, at this moment Cheng Xiaoyu was powerless to resist, he stroked her pink back, and the soft and smooth plump feeling poured into his palm. Then came a flurry of surging physiological reactions.

Tears slid down Pei Yanchen's smooth cheeks towards his chin, and then along his neck, flowing into the pair of towering softness in his chest, sliding down into the deep ravine with scales.

Cheng Xiaoyu's throat was a little dry, Pei Yanchen sat on Cheng Xiaoyu's lap, there was a slight shyness on her face, Cheng Xiaoyu's hands that played the piano and were sensitive slipped into Pei Yanchen's floral dress, he unbuttoned his underwear, and then a girlish fragrance permeated the tip of his nose.

Cheng Xiaoyu buried her head in Pei Yanchen's hair, bit her hot ear, and murmured, "Aren't you afraid that you will regret it?"

Pei Yanchen just responded to him with jerky more intense movements.

Cheng Xiaoyu turned over and put Pei Yanchen down on the big bed covered with white sheets, her long clouds and waterfalls were scattered among the pillows, like a Pandora who opened a magic box.

He stared at her slightly trembling body and closed starry eyes, her flushed cheeks, and the cherry lips that had to be pursed because of her shortness of breath, and forgot everything in his heart.

He wanted to sink into lust and alcohol like this, at least for a moment like this, he could not think of anything..........

(The following abridged word count will appear in Lifan)

(To be continued.) )