"Yang Xiaohui is missing," He Ning said to the girl, according to what she learned from the school before, the girl's name is Liu Mengmeng, and the coolness and simplicity shown by the other party made He Ning feel quite good, "We know that you haven't been in contact with Yang Xiaohui much recently, but after all, the two of you were roommates who lived together in the same dormitory in the past, and you may know each other better." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Liu Mengmeng looked helpless, smiled, and asked He Ning: "Do you think so?"

"Isn't it? As far as we know, you have lived in a dormitory for a year, and even if you put aside other activities such as attending classes and studying outside, you should have more time to communicate than others, right?" He Ning always felt that Liu Mengmeng's words seemed to have a few different flavors.

"That's right, compared to others, I must have a little longer time to talk and get along with her, how to say it......" Liu Mengmeng pondered for a moment," I got along with Yang Xiaohui during that time, in fact, it was quite good, the two of us were sometimes free, and they would go to the movies together to buy something, and occasionally chat in the dormitory, but if you ask me to say how well I know her person, I really dare not say, I think I don't know Yang Xiaohui, usually she gives people the feeling of being very kind with a smile, a good temper and a very good type of getting along with each other, I thought so at first, so I also felt very happy, after all, in the dormitory in the school, what kind of person is your roommate, is it easy to get along, this has a great impact on your quality of life, The roommate I met in my undergraduate years was not particularly ideal, so when graduate school started, I was really worried that it would be troublesome to meet the kind of roommate who was not easy to get along with, and after seeing Yang Xiaohui, I felt that it was no problem now, and the two of us must be able to get along well, what will it ...... later?"

"Didn't you get along well later?" He Ning couldn't help but ask when he saw her suddenly groaning.

Liu Mengmeng shook her head and smiled a little helplessly: " It's not good, I can't talk about it, but if you want to say it's good, it's still not good, let's put it this way, I live in the same bedroom with her, I don't look down and see each other for more than a year, now I look back and let me say what I know about Yang Xiaohui herself, I can tell you very frankly, I can't say it at all, she is indeed very kind, not difficult to get along with, at the beginning it feels really good, but after a long time, you will have a feeling that Yang Xiaohui's face seems to have always been wearing a mask, a kind mask, I feel that you get along very well every day, and also talk and laugh, and also chat and talk about some things, but after a long time, you can slowly feel that she may have a certain degree of understanding of you, but what kind of person she is, you can't say at all. ”

"So you mean she just looks like she's getting along well, but she's not actually like that?"

Liu Mengmeng nodded: " Yes, so I liked her a lot at the beginning, and I really liked it, because there weren't many female classmates in my major, and there was a senior sister or something who could talk, and if they had a boyfriend, they might spend more time with their boyfriends, so I thought that if Yang Xiaohui and I could become friends, it would be good to be with each other, after all, she was also single, and I was also single, and there was a lot of overlap in the daily leisure time of the two of us, but then I slowly found out that this thing didn't work, she was not so cheerful and outgoing as she seemed on the surface, and those were just illusions, My expressions to her are sincere and honest, but she is just a response similar to a performance, after a long time, I also found out this, and I will definitely not be comfortable in my heart, so I gradually drifted away from her, and slowly did not have any dealings, and then she moved out to rent a house by herself, and now our bedroom has also arranged for a new person to move in, and the intersection between me and Yang Xiaohui is completely gone. ”

"How can you see that Yang Xiaohui's friendliness and enthusiasm for you are just a performance?" asked He Ning.

Liu Mengmeng smiled: " This kind of thing, you let me say how to see it specifically, I can't say it so clearly, it's a feeling that can only be understood and not spoken, you think about it from my point of view, when you get along with a person day and night for more than half a year, you usually chat and talk together or something, but you suddenly find that the other party understands a lot of things about you, but you don't add any new understanding and understanding of the other party, that kind of self is more and more transparent in front of the other party, but the other party is still a cloud in front of you, that feeling will not be goodWill it make you feel a little uneasy and uncomfortable? I just have this uncomfortable feeling in my heart, I slowly found out, sometimes I say something to Yang Xiaohui, Yang Xiaohui smiled very sweetly and happily at me, but as soon as she turned her face, the smile on her face disappeared instantly, and she became a little melancholy and unhappy, I thought she was in a bad mood, afraid of affecting me, so I forced a smile, but I asked her what was wrong, she immediately looked very cheerful, as if nothing happened, and told me with a smile that it was okay. I understood that she actually didn't want to talk to me about her private affairs, and this situation didn't happen once and a half, Yang Xiaohui was very closed to outsiders at all, and she didn't really like to deal with us. ”

Tang Li listened to Liu Mengmeng say this, and did not express doubts, but he also did not have too much empathy, after all, he is a man, men still have a certain gap with women in terms of personality and emotional sensitivity, to the way of thinking, and the feelings are not so rich and delicate, it is difficult to have empathy. He Ning followed Liu Mengmeng's description to think about it, and found that she could really understand the feeling that Liu Mengmeng said, she had also tried the kind of fake closeness shown by some female classmates before, and later found out that the other party was disguised, she did feel uncomfortable in her heart, and then she alienated that person.

"Then do you know that anyone is pursuing Yang Xiaohui?" asked He Ning.

Liu Mengmeng nodded: "I know a little bit about this, when we were still roommates, some boys found excuses to approach her, and wanted to ask her to have a meal together, go shopping or something, Yang Xiaohui politely declined, and did not give anyone a chance, probably because she didn't want the boy she liked to have any misunderstanding." ”

"Didn't you say that Yang Xiaohui closed herself off and didn't reveal her heart to you?" asked Tang Li.

"There are some things that she doesn't need to reveal at all, I have my own eyes, I can see, I can feel it. Liu Mengmeng pointed to the eyes behind her glasses, "I didn't think about it so much at first, and then I slowly felt that there was a situation, she would sometimes suddenly tell me where she wanted to go, and ask me if I wanted to go with her or if I had nothing to do, I would naturally accompany her if I had nothing to do, after all, at that time I was still very naïve to feel that the so-called friendship is that you accompany me when I need you, and I am obliged to accompany you when you need me." After a few times, I found out that every time she suddenly pulled me to do something, I always met a very famous senior brother in our school, and the two of them obviously knew each other, every time Yang Xiaohui met that senior brother, the expression of her speech would become different, even if I was not a person with a lot of emotional experience, I could see that Yang Xiaohui liked that senior brother. ”

"You said that senior brother is very famous in school, so you should know him too, right?"

"I don't know him, he doesn't know me, so it's more accurate to say that I know him like this," Liu Mengmeng replied with a rigorous attitude, "That's a senior who is two years higher than me and Yang Xiaohui, the computer department, called Bao Mingxuan, also studied in our school as an undergraduate, and then was admitted to the graduate school of this school, and now they have graduated." He was definitely a man of the year in school during his undergraduate years, he was indeed very talented, and he was relatively easy to please girls, so when I found out that Yang Xiaohui liked Senior Brother Bao, I didn't think there was anything to make a fuss about, not to mention that half of the girls I knew in my undergraduate years had a different degree of affection for Bao Mingxuan, and one-third of them were estimated to be, the difference is that some people feel that they can only watch from a distance, and they dare not approach or do not plan to approach, and some people are more brave and move forward. I heard that when Senior Brother Bao was in school, when he exaggerated, for example, he encountered a special day like Christmas, Valentine's Day or birthday, love letters and gifts, and he received a big bag. Later, after going to graduate school, I may have paid more attention to my studies and put more attention to my studies, which is still quite popular, but that kind of limelight is much more constricted than in the undergraduate stage. ”

He Ning and Tang Li never thought that they wanted to inquire about Liu Mengmeng's pursuit of Yang Xiaohui by Gong Guanghao, but they actually heard a familiar name.

"Why is Bao Mingxuan so likable to girls? You say that he is talented, what do you mean?"

"It's the more superficial aspect," Liu Mengmeng smiled, "For example, he is handsome, he is dressed more fashionably, for example, he can dance, sing well, he can play the guitar, he has talent, I can't say anything else, but these should be enough, after all, at the age of undergraduates, getting all of this is basically enough to attract a large number of girls to be a fan of him." Let's put it this way, it was early at that time, it was several years ago, and there were not so many tricks now, otherwise I wouldn't have had some fan support group or something like that in the school to besiege him inside and outside the school. ”

"What about you, what is your impression of this Senior Brother Bao?" He Ning asked casually as if he was completely unfamiliar with the name Bao Mingxuan, without any impression, let alone seeing him in person.

Liu Mengmeng shook her head: "Objectively speaking, a boy like Senior Brother Bao must be very good and very attractive, but subjectively speaking, as far as I am concerned, he is really not my dish." You don't know about me, I'm not a character who particularly likes to be lively and public, I prefer to live my life peacefully and steadily, and do my own thing, so like Brother Bao's particularly high-profile and extraordinarily flamboyant type, I can't stand it, I can't stand that a man will always be surrounded by a group of girls, with such a man, the rhythm of his life will definitely be disrupted, and even more so that you can't keep your original self at all, when two people are together, unless it's a state of parity, otherwise the stronger personality will inevitably dominate, the other personality out of weakness gradually becomes a vassal, in short, the loss of self. I don't have anything good as a person, but there is nothing bad about it, and I want to live the life I want well, and I don't want to become anyone's little tail. ”

"But Yang Xiaohui hopes, huh?"

"Everyone has their own ambitions, and everyone has their own different tastes and pursuits. Liu Mengmeng shrugged her shoulders, "From the perspective of a bystander, Yang Xiaohui can pretend to be affectionate to me, but in fact, she is self-closed in her heart and is unwilling to open her heart, so I think she should not be regarded as a person who particularly likes to be in the limelight and especially likes to pursue excitement, but she just went to a lot of interest groups, even if there are no graduate students in some interest groups, they are all undergraduates, and most of them are freshmen and sophomores, and they are relatively easy and have no employment burden. For those who are burdened by going to school, she also has to mix with others, and most of the things she chooses are things that Senior Brother Bao seems to be good at, isn't this a typical favorite. If you are willing to want to be the other party's entourage, then there is nothing bad about it, after all, the choice you make must be willing, and there will be no pain and unwillingness to lose yourself. ”

After finishing speaking, she smiled again: "Sometimes I really don't understand Yang Xiaohui, looking at her pretending to be close to or something, I can't learn the behaviors and practices at all, I think she seems to be very mature and sophisticated, but looking at her efforts to get Senior Brother Bao to pay attention to her, I think she may still be a relatively young little girl in her bones, and the kind of admiration for Senior Brother Bao feels completely like that kind of girlish feeling, and I can't see a little mature and sophisticated." ”