Countless memories and fragments swept over Catherine's brain like a comet's tail: the first time they caught a glimpse of the sugarcane forest, the second time they had an argument with Cheng Xiaoyu at Santa Monica Beach because of a misunderstanding, this fool actually thought he was committing suicide, and this scene was so similar to this movie, which made her wonder if Cheng Xiaoyu had borrowed from him and her story. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ（BGM――《Firenze》，Haneda.Ryoko）

At this moment, Cheng Xiaoyu's countless expressions, his voice, his calmness and laughter overlapped with Jack... Then Catherine saw through his pupils an ever-expanding pale blue space, and she herself was desperate to run through it.

She easily crossed the infinite abyss, never ceaseless to use her body to draw graceful arcs in the void. Then she realized that she was still clinging to Cheng Xiaoyu, trembling violently, and she herself and the figure became one.

Cheng Xiaoyu's golden hair drooped on her eyelids, and his head pressed tightly against hers.

Then Cheng Xiaoyu's arm slid under her neck, and the bodies of the two completely touched together, as if they had been rehearsed in advance.

The feeling of happiness was like a green vine spreading inside her, and the vine stretched freely and bloomed all over her body. Catherine saw a grayish-white flower that shimmered in the dark or underwater.

Catherine wondered why people still wanted to go to heaven.

..........

When Cheng Xiaoyu opened the car door and stepped out of the Renault Coupe.Deville car, the set was already empty, and Erica Simon had already left after the scene after the two kissed, because it stands to reason that the two would change their clothes and come back to shoot.

But the moment Catherine Blanchetra got on the door, Erica Simon knew that maybe something would happen to them, and if it did, she didn't feel abrupt at all, she thought it was all so beautiful, when we were young, we always did crazy and unreasonable things, but isn't that what youth is all about?

Erica Simon walked to the door of the set with a smile on her face and told Carlson Robert that the couple was still simmering and that they should not bother them.

The bright light of the spotlight made him unable to open his eyes, his body was dripping with sweat, and he still felt a little dizzy, not knowing why all this happened so naturally.

Many times when actors act, they will get too involved in the play when they are very affectionate, even if it is not their original intention. It's like the audience watching a play, and they will cry unconsciously, even if the person in the story is not themselves.

Cheng Xiaoyu hadn't figured out how to face it, so he smiled, turned to Catherine Blanchett and said, "No one, get dressed and come down!"

Catherine Blanchett's face was not unusual except for a little pale, and she said, "Wait!" She closed the door and cleaned up the messy carriage, and then after a few moments she got dressed and got out of the car, but the nervousness still clinged to her.

Cheng Xiaoyu stretched out her hand to support her, and she felt Cheng Xiaoyu beside her very clearly, as if she was having a gorgeous and exaggerated dream, and Cheng Xiaoyu was the subject of the dream and the only character in it.

She walked towards the outside of the set with Cheng Xiaoyu in her arms, and then looked at him sideways, although only half an hour had passed, it seemed like a long time had passed, not just a few hours, like a few days, or even a month.

Cheng Xiaoyu turned his head to look at Catherine, and said in an apologetic soft voice, "Can you continue filming?"

Catherine Blanchett held back the pain and said, "Of course, I'm in good shape now, and tomorrow I'm filming my hard work just now, isn't it in vain?"

Cheng Xiaoyu joked: "Dare you to use me just now! I have become a prop for your experience?"

Catherine only hesitated for a moment and replied confidently, "Hey, you won't take it seriously, will you?" Rain! We're just acting, you know that our American girls are very open to sex, it has nothing to do with real feelings, and if you were someone else, this kind of thing might happen too. ”

Catherine Blanchett's expression of indifference was so real, but the heart-rending pain she felt when she said this was also so real, but she knew that she was just stealing some unreal love while he was unprepared, confusing life in the play with life outside the play, and it would be painful, but she didn't regret it at all.

For her, nothing has to be perfect, love with regrets can be engraved for a lifetime, since he is not sure to get him, it is better to let himself become a memory that he can not forget, no matter how many years they suddenly meet in the sea of people, seeing is like seeing an independent lighthouse in the ocean, and then the heart is turbulent, when you have not yet felt mixed tastes, pain and regret or silence and sadness, tears will unconsciously slide down.

That's it, just love, no regrets.

When she was a child, she read fairy tales and always wanted to know how the princess and the prince lived happily together, but like seeing the prince in the fairy tale, the prince always loved the princess alone, they traveled, they played, and they grew old together through the vicissitudes of life.

But it's just a fairy tale, and it has to be kept pure, so I have to say "The prince and the princess live happily together".

The reality may be that as the princess and the prince grow up, their ideas and attitudes towards life will be very different, and people will gradually drift apart, the castle may be dilapidated and withered due to poor management, and the roses in the garden have long since fallen and withered.

Many stories in the world have no ending, so they leave people with countless thoughts, so some stories are happier without an ending than with an ending.

Catherine Blanchett thinks she doesn't want to be vulgar, so it's perfect that the story ends here.

This sentence fell into Cheng Xiaoyu's ears but made him have mixed feelings, this seems like the best result, and it seems like the worst result, but in any case, this matter is not right or wrong, just like a fish yearning for the sky so he struggled to jump out of the sea, but accidentally jumped onto the boat, is the fish wrong?

Cheng Xiaoyu couldn't accept such an answer with peace of mind, he said softly: "I know you're lying." ”

"Jack, I love you. Catherine stopped suddenly, her hazy eyes fixed on him.

Cheng Xiaoyu stood up straight, Catherine put her hands on Cheng Xiaoyu's shoulders and clamped them tightly, as if she wanted to ask for a promise from Cheng Xiaoyu, and seemed to be checking to determine whether everything that had just happened was true.

Before Cheng Xiaoyu could speak, she raised her head slightly and kissed him on the lips, as if they had kissed him thousands of times.

"I still have a clear separation between life and movies, so don't try to tempt you with words and actions to be your appendages, give us each other space and freedom, which is the greatest respect for me. ”

Cheng Xiaoyu turned his head to look at the Renault Coupe.Deville in the spotlight, the black crane camera next to him was like a strange hand in his sight, and the fluffy radio microphone was like a dandelion blooming in the shadows.

In fact, making a movie is like experiencing life again, every shot is constantly missing and making up for endless regrets, some shots of us smiling happily, some shots of us crying loudly.

24 squares, 25 squares, only one square away from sync.

Cheng Xiaoyu nodded, his life and Catherine Blanchett's life could not be synchronized in reality.

Their emotions were temporarily sealed, and at this moment she looked at Cheng Xiaoyu, with a calm and calm expression as usual, she grabbed his arm, and these emotions came up like a flood.

She looked at Cheng Xiaoyu's slender and white hands, at his hair that she had forced to dye yellow, and at the creases left by her stepping on his markers just now.

"Let's go out! Hurry up and finish filming today! Tomorrow, no, I'm making up some shots the day after tomorrow, so you don't have to be a stand-in!"

......

Cheng Xiaoyu and Catherine Blanchett walked out of the set almost an hour apart, and the staff did not find it strange, and it was not uncommon for the actors to adjust for a few hours before the passion scene.

Soon, Erica Simon and the members of the props team and lighting team entered the set again to rearrange it, so that the last bit of passion scene could be finished, and the performance of the two was so smooth and natural that Erica Simon couldn't help but sigh, what a natural pair.

......

Neither Miles nor Catherine Blanchett could sleep well that night, searching through the walls for the sound of their heartbeats revealing details, but all they could hear was the noise of the waves.

Catherine Blanchett turned on the bedside lamp, closed her eyes in the dim warmth, as if she could still feel the heat of the spotlight, she got up and grabbed the pull switch of the bedside lamp, only to hesitate to turn off the bedside lamp, and let the bedroom sink into darkness.

Just like Jack and Ruth, some love is fleeting in life, burning to ashes, but frozen into eternity like film in memory.

(The filming plot of the big ship ends here, and the character of Miss Catherine should have spent more pen and ink to write, but I thought about it, and it can be regarded as "just right" to write now, although the plot about her is not rich, but the character's character description is barely plump, but many details have to be chewed carefully to be experienced, many people ask Catherine's *** but I think the point of the previous chapter is the best, and it can't be written for sensory stimulation****** There are still many people who say that Cheng Xiaoyu has a tendency to become a breeder/horse, but in fact, Cheng is really restrained enough, you must know that the vast majority of people who engage in art are hedonists, and they are unrestrained in their treatment of food, alcohol and love, they need these things to promote their artistic creation, of course, Cheng can only be regarded as half an artist. ）