After the college entrance examination, the next day, Li Xiaoyan still got up at six o'clock in the morning to play basketball for half an hour, came back to clean the room, buy groceries, wash clothes, and read books. The doorbell rang in the www.biquge.info of the pen "Fun" pavilion, Li Xiaoyan opened the door, I don't know, a girl who looks okay, steady and confident, knowledgeable and courteous, and feels. opened his mouth to speak, and his voice was pleasant: "Are you Li Xiaoyan?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Yes." The girl said, "My name is Chi Minsheng, from Class 7." Li Xiaoyan nodded and said, "Oh." Chi Minsheng said, "Let's talk." Li Xiaoyan said, "Please come in." Chi Minsheng said, "Can you come out?" Li Xiaoyan said, "Wait a minute." I went back to the house and changed my clothes and shoes, took the key, closed the door, went downstairs with the girl, took the girl to the park outside the community, and went to the pavilion, there was no one outside, Li Xiaoyan asked: "What's the matter?" Chi Minsheng said: "About Cheng Donghao." Li Xiaoyan said, "What?" Chi Minsheng said, "I'm his girlfriend." ”

Li Xiaoyan looked at her seriously and didn't say anything. Chi Minsheng said: "We have always had a good relationship, although it has not been made public, but he suddenly broke up with me before because he liked you." She stopped and looked at Li Xiaoyan, Li Xiaoyan nodded, and waited for her to continue, but she didn't say anything, and kept looking at Li Xiaoyan, which forced Li Xiaoyan to feel that she had to say something, so she said: "If he doesn't like me one day, you can also go to someone else." Chi Minsheng said: "You don't like him, or do you not like him so much?" Li Xiaoyan said: "If you don't show up, I don't think I like it so much, and when you appear, I think I'm a little bit like that." Chi Minsheng said: "Because someone grabbed the toy?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Maybe." ”

Chi Minsheng said: "I can't live without him, he is all I have in this life." Li Xiaoyan felt that she was a bit exaggerated, hanging on others too early, it was an insecure danger for herself, an inexplicable burden for others, and it was unfair to anyone. You can not choose, others still have the right to choose, and you can't take it away. Li Xiaoyan had objections, and she didn't want to argue with her, looking at her and couldn't resist her stubborn eyes, she could only look at the second button on her chest, close her mouth, and don't say anything about death, just listen to her. Chi Minsheng looked at Li Xiaoyan with an attitude that a dead pig was not afraid of boiling water, calm and plain like a leaf. turned around on the spot and said: "You know that he is a Beijing hukou, and his grades must be a famous school in Beijing, let's make a bet, whoever can be admitted to Beijing will follow him." If they are all admitted to Beijing, whoever does well in the test will follow him. Li Xiaoyan raised his eyes and looked at her: serious, very serious, so that it felt like a rabbit ear was about to be stared at. The two looked at each other seriously for more than ten seconds, no one blinked, Li Xiaoyan lowered his eyes first, and nodded solemnly. Chi Minsheng said, "Answer me." Li Xiaoyan said: "That's it." ”

Chi Minsheng turned around and left, Li Xiaoyan looked at her back, Zhijian was full of emotion, his steps were light and firm, clean and neat, he was indeed in love with his life, Li Xiaoyan was ashamed, sighed, and felt embarrassed in his heart: give up on him, can't bear to live up to Cheng Donghao, don't give up on him, can't bear to bruise Chi Minsheng. I don't know what it's like to be without him, I don't love if I don't love it, since I don't love it, or I don't love it so much, I don't have to be greedy, mislead others and myself, and cut through the mess quickly, this bet is just right.

Li Xiaoyan bit her lower lip and left the gazebo, thinking that Chi Minsheng was not under him, and he was so pure and enthusiastic about Cheng Donghao, he would not feel it. Since they have been together, they have liked it once, should they throw away the food when it expires? Or do they have an inside story that they don't know, it is really inappropriate? Anyway, Cheng Donghao did not handle the matter between them well, let Chi Minsheng find his own door, leave his tail to solve it to himself, then solve it for him, this is also quite good: men have a man's way, and women should also have a woman's way. No matter who loves whom, since it is all love, who is the same as everyone, and gains and losses are not so important.

Cheng Donghao called and asked, "Where are you going to report?" Li Xiaoyan said, "What about you?" Cheng Donghao said, "Beijing, are you coming?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Don't go." Cheng Donghao said, "Then where are you going?" Li Xiaoyan said: "This province." Cheng Donghao was silent for a while and said, "Come to Beijing, you have to come sooner or later anyway." Li Xiaoyan said, "Why?" Cheng Donghao said, "My home is in Beijing." Li Xiaoyan said: "I'm afraid it's not enough." Cheng Donghao said: "Okay, whatever you want, this province is not far away, and it is the same when you come back after graduation." Li Xiaoyan said: "I'm not interested in the places that everyone yearns for, and so do people." Cheng Donghao said: "What do you mean?" Li smiled and was silent, and Cheng Donghao said: "What happened?" Waited for a while, and said softly: "Tell me about it." He waited a little further and said, "Are you interested in someone that no one aspires to?" and said, "I'm not interested in someone like that." He waited a little more and said, "You know that somebody likes me?" and said, "Isn't that normal?" and said, "I'm such a young man, isn't it?" and said, "I only like you, and I want to marry you." Li Xiaoyan said: "I am a child of an ordinary family in a small place, and I am not a person of the same world as you, and I can't control the big city and the wealthy family, and I also feel troublesome." Cheng Donghao said: "Is it troublesome? I know you can handle it, and I will let you be willing to do it for my sake." Obediently, I'll be back in a few days. Hang up. Li Xiaoyan wanted to wait for him to hang up first, but after waiting for a while, Cheng Donghao said, "Hey, hang up." Li Xiaoyan hung up.

Li Xiaoyan thought about Cheng Donghao for half a night, the more he thought about it, the more he thought about it, the more distant he became, and the more he thought about it, the more inappropriate it became: people, they all talk about conditions: living conditions, working conditions, marriage conditions, dating conditions, and feelings are also products under certain conditions, so an iron law has been passed down from ancient times to the present: the door is right. I want to think about Chi Minsheng again: A simple and elegant skirt, that kind of fabric Li Xiaoyan has never seen, but at a glance, you can see that it is a high-end fabric, when the wind blows, it is light, soft, opaque, not sticky and stylish. The most tasteful is the pair of sandals: simple two white leather, the sole is soft, flexible, moderately thin, and when you walk, it fits very well with your feet, and there is no sound. Blown-out skin is born with good skin, but her kind of goodness must be strictly maintained. The back is particularly straight, and the body is straight. is also from a wealthy background, and the aesthetics and cultivation only reflected in appearance, Chi Minsheng is a grade higher than Tang Mei. Li Xiaoyan remembered his disgust with red tape, and was very unkempt, if he followed Cheng Donghao, what would he have to work hard to be? How much worry do you have? How tired you are? How much heart do you bear? In a word: I can't stand it. Life is precious, love is more valuable, if it is for freedom, both can be thrown.

Besides, thinking that Cheng Donghao is really not as good as thinking that Qin Guan can satisfy his desires, those most lingering and sympathetic sexual fantasies are Qin Guan, and the objects of those woven dream stories that make the heart tremble are Qin Guan, and Cheng Donghao is just a side ball. Li Xiaoyan's ideal lover must first be able to satisfy her surging sexual desire, and in addition to this first priority, it is to vote for temper, temperament, value orientation, and other conditions. In fact, only satisfying sexual desires already contains Li Xiaoyan's comprehensive evaluation of a person. For example, Qin Guan, who has been calm and calm, tolerant and stern for thousands of years, reflects his conditions and qualities in all aspects. Cheng Donghao is another, with a playful personality, energetic and cold and affectionate, although his demeanor is humble and courteous, but the kind of intelligence and sharpness in his eyes that looks at everything and understands it at one point makes people unconsciously jealous. They are all people who reject people thousands of miles away, but for Li Xiaoyan, Qin Guan's kind of detached and blatant self-satisfaction is even more attractive, especially those eyes, which are affectionate and crazy.

Li Xiaoyan believes that if there is one person like this, at least a hundred people will be like this, which is called a coincidence. Such people will be 80 years old, 60 years old, 40 years old, and 20 years old. So she Li Xiaoyan also has the opportunity to meet someone of the same age, let's believe these, even if there is not, there will be a similar. There is really no Qin Guan like that, and Cheng Donghao is okay with it. Maybe Cheng Donghao had also disappeared into the sea of people at that time, so there would be a person completely different from Qin Guan and Cheng Donghao in the sky of Li Xiaoyan, so it would be okay, this is the red dust of the world. How can you be as good as you want, but please be worthy of my heart.

Li Xiaoyan really couldn't sleep, opened the curtains, Mingyue was heading, made a cup of milk tea, sat in front of the window, thinking of Chen Yanyan in the second class who committed suicide for love, she thought that she would never understand the world that was favored by love, this is because of the innate rational brilliance, the tenacious vitality of the individual, like the bright moon shining on Li Xiaoyan's life, the life of the extreme self.

Li Xiaoyan still arrived at the basketball court at six o'clock in the morning, inserted it and played, Qin Guan gave her a rare look, Li Xiaoyan noticed, when he turned around, Li Xiaoyan also glanced at him, thinking: After staying up late, he was probably not in a good state, and he found out, he is the kind of person who can know how many goose feathers there are as soon as he passes his eyes, his heart is like a mirror, and he can't hide anything.

Cheng Donghao hasn't come yet, Chi Minsheng has come. Still on the pavilion in the park, Chi Minsheng silently handed over the admission notice, and Li Xiaoyan opened it and read: Tsinghua University. I only saw the four words of Tsinghua University, and everything else was blurred, not tears, not sweat, but the spirit could not be so concentrated, so that everything else was hasty. Chi Minsheng said: "I know yours are also down, so I came." Li Xiaoyan handed it over, Chi Minsheng took it and said, "It turned out to be the eight-year clinical system of Zheng University, and you didn't report to Beijing? Do you regret it? Don't you want to bet with me? Trick me? Do you think if you are not in Beijing, Cheng Donghao will follow you?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I want to report to Beijing Medicine, but I am not too sure, you can make trouble, it has nothing to do with me, don't come to me again in the future." With that, he turned and left the gazebo.