"But I can't forget. Ji Xuanyan's voice was so low that it seemed to come out of his chest, "I can't forget the events at that time, I hate all the people of Zhao Kingdom." ”

"Why do you remember? I don't want to think about those ......sins that shouldn't have been suffered by me," Jinse's tears flowed down her face, wetting her pale face, "You're not my child, I didn't know ...... at the time"

"If you had known that I wasn't your child at that time, wouldn't you have protected me and done those things for me?" Ji Xuanyan grabbed her hand, "You will leave me to fend for myself and make me a person who is humiliated by them?"

Jinse didn't have the strength to break free from his grasp, and the bones of her hand felt as if they were about to be crushed, making her gasp in pain.

"Let go, let go of me!"

"You say, I'm not your child, wouldn't you do those things?" Ji Xuanyan asked in a low voice.

"I ......" Jinse raised his head, his face full of tears, "Why did you torture me?" I don't know, I don't know anything, you can let me go......"

Ji Xuanyan looked at her quietly, slowly let go of her hand, and said, "I'm sorry...... It's not your fault, it's my fault, I shouldn't have come into this world. ”

Jin Se wept silently, "You were just a child at that time, and you didn't know anything. ”

"But why?" asked Ji Xuanyan confusedly.

"What, why?"

"Why did love disappear? You loved me and were so good to me at that time, but after knowing that I was not your child, all love was gone. Ji Xuanyan whispered, "Chongkui is the same, obviously she loves me, why can she leave without a sound and live with others?"

Jin Se looked at him blankly and asked, "What did you say? Chongkui? Chongkui is still alive, where is she, who is she living with?"

Ji Xuanyan stared at her coldly: "She is no longer your child." ”

"No, she's my child, I know, she was ...... when she was younger"

"Your child is dead!" Ji Xuanyan said loudly, "Her soul is gone! Even that body has become a monster! Now Chongkui is mine! It has nothing to do with you!"

Jin Se trembled, his lips closed one by one, and he wanted to say something, but in the end, he couldn't say anything, just whimpered and cried, and his face couldn't be wiped clean with tears.

Ji Xuanyan looked away, such a mother made him feel sad, he had lived under the protection of this weak woman since he was a child, she was so weak and stupid, but because of her, he could survive in the hellish city of Handan.

He had seen how miserable the child who had taken his place was, and if that life was what he had experienced, he ...... now I don't want to survive anymore.

Not to mention being able to be with Chongkui.

All the qiē was given to her by this woman.

He didn't know where he came from, he didn't know who he was, but he regarded her like a mother, his own mother, even if she had betrayed her, but he didn't resent her at all.

In this life, he allowed her to make any mistakes.

"Mourning ......" Slowly, Jin Se finally spoke, "I haven't loved you, for so many years, you are my most important person." But now, now that Chongkui is back, I couldn't be by her side to protect her when she needed me the most, and I owe her so much grief that I just want, just want to take a good look at her, even if it's just for a day. ”――

The 38th Festival just happened to write the chapter of Jinse, what a coincidence~~~ All the mothers in the world are great, don't hurt them the years, happy holidays~~~ By the way, ask for a monthly pass~