In the room, the scholar on the bed gently fanned his nose, breathing evenly as if he had fallen into a deep sleep, Su Su listened to Li Xiaoyu's intermittent story, she thought about it, hesitated for a moment, and said:

"Let me tell you something, about a few days after the end times... That was a long time ago, I was in a team, I didn't know that I had Xiaoai at that time, and I didn't realize that I had awakened the ability, and my whole world was dark and hopeless at that time, and I saw a lot of human degradation, including how men sold their wives, how parents sold their daughters... Then someone in the team came to me and said that if I was willing to sell my body, he would give me enough food and clean water... I hesitated, really, I hesitated..."

"How, maybe?"

Li Xiaoyu looked up at Su Su in disbelief, she thought about it, she only met Su Su in the Apple Villa area after the end of the world, at that time Su Su was very adaptable to the end of the world, Li Xiaoyu never thought that Su Su had also experienced such a thing,

"I, I only know that you weren't like this before, and you were much, much weaker than you are now. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

Thinking of the year of college life that she had experienced with Su Su, Li Xiaoyu sometimes wondered if Su Su still had a twin sister? Otherwise, how could Su Su's personality change so quickly compared to before.

"Each of us needs time to adapt to this society, and everyone will struggle and hesitate at times."

Su Su leaned back on the chair, her body was soothing and natural, her legs in high leather boots were folded, her eyes seemed to remember a very long past, there was a faint sense of fascination, she smiled meaninglessly, looked back at Li Xiaoyu again, and said:

"I wasn't born to adapt to the end of the world, I once really thought that in order to survive, I, a woman who doesn't know anything and doesn't know anything, seems to have no other way to live except to go out and sell, and then there is a long hesitation and struggle, at that time, my love life had problems again, so just when I hesitated and struggled, I found out that I was pregnant."

Xiao Ai really saved Su Shu's fall, just a little bit, her mind was about to slide into the abyss, even if she awakened the water system ability before discovering Xiao Ai, but the water system ability of the first order, what can she do?

In that initial chaotic era, the first-order water system and wood system abilities, in the face of the gold water system and earth system that can fight and carry, are actually nothing, and many female water and wood talents have also betrayed themselves for various reasons, or found a man with good ability to attach, so that in the team, compared to ordinary women, the first-order water system woman can only be defined as a high-level prostitute at most.

What's even more terrifying is that everything that happened to Su Su, including the eyes of those men looking at Su Su, and their intention to play with Su Su, were all seen by Xie Qingyan.

Xie Qingyan didn't speak, didn't refute, didn't speak, didn't accept or refuse, as a man who kept saying that he loved Su Su, he was silent.

At that time, no one pulled Su Su, she either went out to sell it in exchange for a bite of food for her and Xie Qingyan, or desperately overdrafted her ability and released water to the team, and she and Xie Qingyan could still eat in exchange for a mouthful! For a woman who was like a silk flower before the end of the world, Su Su's choice was self-evident.

In this struggle, Su Su discovered the existence of Xiao Ai, it was this child, in the dark world, who lit a lamp of hope for her, under Xie Qingyan's strong backlash, she was hesitant to beat Xiao Ai, but the conditions for abortion in the last days are not allowed, and as soon as she has the idea of going out to sell in her heart, she will think of the child in her belly.

In this way, day by day, Xiao Ai grew in her belly, and she felt that the hope in her heart was getting bigger and bigger, and the future was getting brighter and brighter.

So Su Shu gritted her teeth and persevered, and she had to endure the pain of overdraft every day, but she never went out to sell herself! Persist, persist, she can put more and more water, and she is more and more valued in the team, and then one day after giving birth to Xiao Ai, the ability mutates.

Li Xiaoyu opened her mouth, she didn't know what to say, she thought that the reason why Su Su became such a character was because she had concealed her true temperament before? Or because of Ye Yu's involvement......

She never thought that Su Su, like ordinary people, was in danger of almost slipping into the abyss.

"Su Su, I think... Your life is really dangerous, but fortunately, you discovered the existence of little love. ”

"So this little crisis of yours is nothing at all, even if you are taken advantage of by those men, but your heart is still standing on the abyss, you are not voluntary, as long as you are not willing to fall, you can still live independently and self-reliantly."

Unwilling depravity, and willing depravity, there is an essential difference between the two, Li Xiaoyu feels that she has been hit, she is afraid of the end of the world, afraid of people's hearts, afraid that she will be QJ, into a catastrophe of depravity, but she doesn't know that there is a situation in this world, which will make people voluntarily jump from the cliff into the abyss, this kind of situation, Su Su has experienced, compared with Su Su, Li Xiaoyu is not very lucky today?

Seeing Li Xiaoyu nodding silently, Su Su smiled at her and said, "Actually, you are really quite good compared to me back then, you see that I didn't have the courage to kill zombies with a knife back then!" ”

What she said was that at that time in the Apple Villa area, Su Su tied up a zombie and asked the survivors to kill, at that time, except for Li Xiaoyu, no one dared to pick up the knife on the ground, and compared it in a different position, Li Xiaoyu was really much bolder than Su Su, at least after the end of the world, after Su Shu awakened the ice ability, Su Su dared to really go out of the team to fight.

Hearing Su Su's encouragement, Li Xiaoyu couldn't help laughing, she raised her head, looked at Su Su, and said:

"Su Su, I want to see Li Anxin."

"Li Anxin?" Su Shu tilted her head and thought for a while, as if a member of the women's self-improvement team came over before, and asked her what to do with Li Anxin, so she said: "She was rescued by your women's self-improvement team, but now it seems to be very bad, so she is lying in the health center." ”

The scholar has been in a daze, and the thick fog has always existed, and in the thick fog, the love fragrance released by Li Xiaoyu has not spread out because of the wrapping of the fog, but it has not disappeared, so it is conceivable that the men who were confused by the emotional barrier will torture Li Anxin into what it will look like.