Chapter 250: Two Kinds of People (Asking for Votes and Rewards)
Going around and going back to the original point, Xintong really feels tired! Unlikable, saying outrageous things, doing despicable things, all hit her fragile heart, making her more annoying, more arrogant, and more shameless. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info What is this called? Broken jars are broken.
She is different from Chengyun in the end, Chengyun only loves A, but she still loves B, loves C, loves D......
Licking the screen at the little fresh meat, isn't it called cheating? It's not a big deal in her eyes, but in Chengyun's eyes, it's a betrayal.
"She loves Seong-yoon, but Seung-yoon is not what she likes." Many people may be confused by this sentence, right? Xintong just wants Chengyun to understand that not all people have the same thoughts as him, and not all people who love each other must have the same view of love.
What is love? Love is feeling, love is inclusive, love is by no means looking for another self in the world.
It is precisely because two people who love each other are different that there is a collision, a spark, a passion, and a ....... Surprise?
Xintong hates Chengyun's possessiveness and despises her own flowers. Since the two people got along, there has been no exchange of ideas except for physical collisions, sparks, passions, and surprises.
She knew that Chengyun didn't really understand her, and she also knew that the two just wanted to get closer, she couldn't touch his scales, and he wouldn't touch her softness. The two men were cautious, but they drifted apart.
Is love like that? Can the body really communicate? Xintong disagreed.
It's good to be separated, let Chengyun think clearly about what kind of person he loves, and let Xintong think clearly about what kind of existence Chengyun is in her heart.
Xintong put away her thoughts, she completely let go of her heart, although the derailment was very exciting, but it was also very tiring to worry all day long.
She admits that she's been in love with Kieran for a long time, and even if it's just a mess of data, even if it's now an uncontrollable mess of data, she still can't let him go.
Who is more important, Kieran or Seongyoon? Xintong can only give the answer: sincerity is more important. So why hurt Seong-yoon? Isn't concealment harmful? Xintong feels that this problem should also be faced, she is such a person, if Chengyun can't accept it, it is not appropriate to be together again.
Honesty is the cornerstone of love, isn't it? Deception can never be exchanged for true feelings!
Xintong has never felt that she is a good person, to be precise, she is a weirdo, Abule's years of study have already made her completely see through men and women, and completely see through love and love.
Look at how many people's lovers around him are completely incompatible with him, but they are still happy and sweet, and those families composed of two people with similar personalities, how to say? Most of them are bland and boring!
Some people may say that life is dull, but that is just his own wishful thinking. He has never seen it, he has never experienced it, he has never seen it, he has never experienced it, there will always be topics and laughter between two people. And Xintong has seen that her dead parents are exactly like this.
Her father was very knowledgeable and rigorous, and her mother did not like to study, cheerful and lively. A wonderful combination of a scholar and a scumbag, but it left an indelible impression on Xintong's childhood. Her parents have completely different personalities, but they love each day until they are old.
In the end, they chose to die together, without taking into account the need to take care of the young Xintong, and their love was so selfish that it also caused a lot of harm to Xintong.
She doesn't want to become Chengyun's appearance, to accommodate Chengyun, she is her, she has her original character, if Chengyun doesn't love her, then she doesn't want this love.
But is it really that simple to ask for mutual respect? Is her view of love really correct? She questioned the moment Seong-yoon left.
Seongyoon's blow to her was much bigger than she expected. She was mentally prepared, but at that moment, she found that she couldn't bear it at all, and she could only suppress her nerves that were about to collapse with cranky thoughts. She was reluctant to be sincere, she loved him deeply.
But her pride did not allow her to bow her head, she was not allowed to abandon her principles, she thought that she could become a little cowardly, and said to Chengyun: "Don't go, I will only love you in the future, I am wrong, don't leave me." ”
But she couldn't say it after all, so she made up her mind not to rely on men anymore, and now she shamelessly begged him to stay by her side, she couldn't do such a cheap thing. Her self-esteem doesn't allow her to do so either.
She felt like chopsticks that were broken hard, not bent but broken! But can it be continued? Xintong didn't know.
Falling in love with someone is really uncontrollable, and Xintong falling in love with Kieran is also uncontrollable. Kieran was so much to her liking, he was like the perfect mate, and he couldn't fault the slightest. It is inevitable that Xintong will fall in love with it, because it is set according to her heart. She still remembers that when her grandfather was repairing Kieran once, Xiao Xintong who was standing aside pointed and said, saying what kind of person she wanted to protect her and love her, Xintong thought that her grandfather was just listening, but he never thought that he was all satisfied with her.
Because Kieran is a mess of data, and because Xintong knows the reason, can she control herself not to fall in love with it? I'm sorry she really tried, but she couldn't. Kieran is like herself, who can not love herself?
But do you really want to be with yourself? It's like two partners with similar personalities getting married and living together for the rest of their lives.
Xintong doesn't want to, and she doesn't want to, this is the real reason why she chose Chengyun. Xintong doesn't want to be with Kieran for the rest of his life, Kieran is good, but what is the difference between getting along with himself and being alone?
Chengyun is the person she really wants to live her life, and Chengyun is her favorite. But the domineering sincerity can't tolerate a single explanation from Xintong. He interrupted Xintong's words several times, and really didn't leave a way out for their love. This made Xintong very sad and confused, are they really destined to fail?
If she gives an explanation, will Cheng Yun really be able to listen? With Xintong's understanding, he won't. Maybe all the sweetness that they can bear between them is crushed at this moment, and they will finally enter the run-in stage of each other like all lovers. This, perhaps, is a good thing.
Will Chengyun change his mind, he won't, Xintong will change his mind, she is not sure. This is the difference between them, and the real difference between them. Some people think that once they fall in love, they will never regret it, they will conscientiously manage their love, and some people think that if there is no longer love, they must separate, and it is to manage love or something, and real love does not need to be managed, only by feeling.
It just so happens that Chengyun is the first type of person, while Xintong is the second type of person. A lot of things are just different, and there is no right or wrong.