Chapter 64: The Deer Is Uneven
When Lin Yuna heard that the final color chosen by fans was pink, she couldn't help but feel very aggrieved.
Although she is the face of the group, and she is also the one who has the most opportunities to appear on camera, judging from the number of statistics obtained by the company, her role in the circle of fans is not very prominent. But who can blame this? After all, she is not very outstanding in singing and dancing, and she has always focused on acting, it can be said that Lin Yuna did not completely regard herself as a member of an idol group in her heart during this period, she joined Girls' Generation as an undebuted actor.
She has to participate in the show as the face of the group, practice songs and dances, and participate in auditions for a variety of different roles, so it can be said that since her debut, she has been the hardest in the entire girlhood.
The problem is that many auditioned roles are obviously not suitable for her, and occasionally some roles are very suitable for her, and the producers are not very willing to assign roles to new actors who are scattered all over the company, so she has nothing to gain in film and television.
Lin Yun'er, who is almost exhausted from running every day, does not have more time to develop her image like others. Coupled with her personality, she doesn't have much interaction with fans, so Lin Yuner's fans can only rely on her face, and the only way to become fans is to be on the show. The outside world even commented that she was a pure vase of girls' generation.
Of course, Lin Yuna wants to prove herself.
Now, the fans choose to support pink color, which can be regarded as representing her failure in a sense. She filled in the sky blue on the 100 questions and answers, and she saw the blue ocean contributed by SJ fans, and she thought that the blue like the sea was beautiful.
Xu Xian saw Lin Yun'er crying and pouted, she and Yun'er had a very close relationship, and knew that although this sister could laugh when facing everyone recently, she was actually very melancholy. Xu Xian glanced back, and saw that no one was following her, so she got into the car and closed the door, she was not very good at comforting people, but she knew that she had to stay with Sister Yun'er at this time.
Yuna cried for a while, and when she saw Seo Hyun looking at her worriedly, she laughed a little, which made Seo Hyun stunned.
"Little guy, don't worry about me, I'm fine. β
Xu Xian didn't speak, raised his hand and pointed to his eyes, signaling that you are crying.
Yun'er cried a little just now, felt a little better, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "It's okay, I just feel a little unwilling." β
Xu Xian nodded, shook his head again, and said, "Actually, pink is also quite beautiful." β
Yuna smiled and said, "Do you remember going to SJ's concert before? After dark, when you look at the stage, the blue light is the most beautiful, and the other colors are always a little discolored." β
Xu Xian nodded and said, "Well, remember." β
"Forget it, don't talk about this, do I wear makeup?"
Xu Xian looked at Yun'er, nodded and said, "It's okay on your face, your eye makeup is a little spent, Sister Yun'er, your dark circles are very strict." β
Yun'er took out her makeup bag and said, "No way, how can I have time to sleep." β
Xu Xian nodded: "Well, in fact, everyone is the same, fortunately, there is Phoebe's massage method, and well, there is also a soothing fragrance." β
Yuna asked while touching up her makeup, "Hmm." By the way, what color does Phoebe like?"
Xu Xian tilted his head and thought for a moment: "She wrote black, but she said that she didn't actually have a favorite color." β
Yuna smacked her lips and said, "I also kind of like black." Pink is not very fond of it. Not very strict. β
Xu Xian smiled and said, "Just now, Sister Taeyeon asked everyone to update the favorite color in the hundred questions and answers and add pink." β
"Well, I'll change it when I get back. β
"Sister, don't be discouraged, many things are arranged by the company, and you can't help it. β
"Well, I know, don't worry. β
After Yun'er finished speaking, there was silence in the car, Xu Xian watched Yun'er make up her makeup blankly, without speaking, Yun'er put away her makeup bag, turned her head and saw Xu Xian staring at herself, and couldn't help but smile and ask, "What's wrong?"
Xu Xian shook his head: "It's okay, I've always felt that your lying silkworm is really strange." β
"It's not the first time I've seen it, so there's something curious. β
"It can cover up bags under the eyes. Xu Xian said seriously.
Yun'er couldn't cry or laugh, and said, "Little guy, you know how to bully me." β
"I'm telling the truth. β
Yun'er sighed: "It's the truth, that's why it's bullying me." After Yun'er finished speaking, she saw Xu Xian pouting, so she quickly changed the topic and said, "By the way, I heard that you and Phoebe went to check the sound field, and Phoebe is fine, why did you want to participate in this?"
Xu Xian really diverted his attention: "It's nothing, it just feels interesting." β
Yun'er and Xu Xian are too familiar, so she knows that this girl is not telling the truth, so she said, "What's the matter?
Xu Xian blushed, pursed his mouth, lowered his head and said, "You recite lines here." "The implication is that sister, I'm not there, I don't think it's boring.
Yun'er smiled, shook her head and said, "I really didn't expect you to get along with Phoebe, but it's been almost two months, why are you still afraid of people now?"
Xu Xian nodded.
"People actually like you to mess with you. Yun'er said as she suddenly reached out and stroked Xu Xian's hair a few times.
Xu Xian dodged back, but because he was sitting in the car, he didn't dodge Yun'er's hand, and his hair was still messed up by Yun'er, and he was angry for a while, looking at Yun'er aggrievedly.
Yun'er saw Xu Xian's little expression, and said with a smile: "Haha, little girl." Okay, I was wrong. β
Xu Xian brushed her hair and gave Yuna a white look.
Yun'er shook her head and leaned back on her seat with a smile, and said with a somewhat lonely expression: "I can't sing, I'm not good at dancing, and I don't like these very much." I thought that my acting skills were enough, but I didn't expect that the company had no foundation in the film and television industry. β
Xu Xian glanced at Yun'er and asked, "Sister regrets it?"
Yun'er was silent for a moment, shook her head and said, "No regrets, no time to regret." β
Xu Xian said while cutting his hair: "Didn't Mr. Li Xiuman say it before? The road of an actor is actually more difficult than the road of a singer, and it is really difficult to get a good role without enough fame." β
Yun'er nodded, shook her head again, and said, "I don't know anymore, sometimes I'm also quite confused." β
Xu Xian didn't speak, she didn't know what to say.
Yun'er suddenly turned her head to Xu Xian and smiled: "I suddenly found out that you and Phoebe are really similar, I mean personality." β
Xu Xian's eyes widened in confusion.
"You see, among the people Phoebe hasn't remembered, you're the best one to get along with Phoebe, and you both have a lot of things in common, such as watching cartoons, studying, and reading books. And you both were the first to get up, and you are very organized. You two are the two most stable on the stage, and you two also supported the encore stage last time. Aside from your looks, you two really look a bit like twins. β
Xu Xian blinked, she couldn't understand the train of thought of the sister in front of her, it was too incoherent.
Yun'er saw Xu Xian's appearance and knew that she was stunned by herself, so she shook her head and smiled: "You little guy is so boring sometimes." β
Xu Xian shook his head and said, "Sister Yun'er, you'd better not talk about the twins in front of Fei Bi's eyes, her family is gone, and she didn't say if she has brothers, sisters, brothers and sisters, and it will make her sad to mention this in front of her." β
Yuna was stunned for a moment, nodded, stopped talking about the topic just now, and was about to say something else, when she heard her phone ring, picked it up and saw that it was a text message from Taeyeon: Xiaolu, assemble~, hurry up.
Yuna was about to say something, but she heard Xu Xian say: "Sister Taeyeon is here, it should be our turn." β
Yuna nodded and said, "Well, let's go." β
Seo-hyun opened the car door and heard Yoona muttering behind her, "How many text messages does she have to send a day, I feel like my phone is full of text messages from Sister Taeyeon." β
Xu Xian nodded: "It's the same in my phone, almost all of them are her text messages." β
Yuna smiled, followed Xu Xian out of the car, closed the car door and asked as she walked, "By the way, besides me, which sister do you like the most?"
Xu Xian glanced at Yun'er in confusion and asked, "What?"
Yuna smiled, "Didn't you just say that you are very similar to Phoebe, so ask who you like, I think it's Sunny." β
Yun'er's question was obviously small talk, but Xu Xian thought about it seriously for a while, and then said, "Except for you, I like Sister Xiaoyuan the most." β
"Oh, why? Didn't you say she messed with you a lot?"
"Well, I can't wait to be killed when I make trouble, but Sister Xiaoyuan is very reliable and gentle and considerate when she calms down. Xu Xian said and nodded vigorously.
"I thought you were going to say Tiffany. β
"Sister Tiffany is good, but she has some habits that make me feel awkward. β
"What habit?" Yuna wondered.
Xu Xian blushed and said, "She was very bold when she was in the dormitory. β
Yun'er became even more curious: "What kind of bold method?"
"Well, nothing. Xu Xian continued to blush, but he didn't want to say anything.
Seeing that Xu Xian didn't say anything, Yun'er thought about it and shook her head and said, "Little guy, I know, you don't adapt to some of Tiffany's habits, right." β
Xu Xian nodded.
Yuna shook her head and smiled: "She only came to South Korea when she was fifteen years old, and she has always lived in the United States before, of course, it is not the same as what we are used to." Don't be too rigid. β
"Well, I know. Xu Xian nodded again.
"By the way, what are Phoebe's habits? Although I suddenly feel that I can't see her a lot of the time, except for breakfast and supper. β
Speaking of Phoebe, Seo Hyun smiled, she liked Phoebe more and more, in fact, as Yuna said, Phoebe and her are very compatible.
"Phoebe, it's quiet, she doesn't talk much, but every time she speaks, it makes sense. Well, it's just a little bad, she doesn't like to wear pajamas. β
"Last time I saw you two watching cartoons together. Yuna nodded.
"Well, Phoebe can't remember faces, so it's troublesome to watch movies and TV series, but cartoons aren't a big problem. Xu Xian was happy, and the only person in the dormitory who could accompany her cartoons was Phoebe.
"Alas, that girl is pitiful. Yuna nodded.
Seo Hyun nodded, shook his head again, and said, "I don't think Phoebe thinks I'm pitiful, and even Sister Sunny doesn't think that way." β
After Yuna heard this, she also nodded and said, "Also, Sister Sunny said in the sign language interview before, in fact, we put our position too high, and no one needs us to be pitied, as long as equality and respect are enough." β
Xu Xian nodded, but she didn't know that the equality and respect that Yun'a said also included Yun'er herself.
Perhaps in the eyes of ordinary people, people with disabilities are pitiful, but people don't necessarily think so. Yuna thinks of herself, although she is designated as a faΓ§ade by the company and has more opportunities, but for these opportunities, she must participate in more trips than others. Now, judging from the results, he has almost become a faΓ§ade that does not live up to his name.
Yuna actually knows why the company has set itself as a faΓ§ade, in addition to her own combination positioning, there are also reasons for her own family relationship.
Lin Yuna knows that although her image is in line with the positioning of the current group, five years later, Girlhood will no longer be able to use innocence as a selling point. She is also unwilling to rely on her face to eat all the time, as a person who is not outstanding in singing and dancing, she can only go on in acting, so her sense of crisis is heavier than others.
However, because she is in the company, it is difficult for Lin Yuna to get the same opportunities as young actors from film and television agencies during auditions, some roles are not allowed by the company to take over because of her image, and some roles that match her image are because she is a newcomer in the film and television industry, so she has no chance to get such a role.
Lim Yuna just wants to be treated fairly, just like those deaf and mute people mentioned by Sunny, who don't need mercy and just want to be treated equally.
(I'm sorry, but there was a fire the night before yesterday, and I really don't have time to deal with the fire survey these days.) This chapter was written in the past two days. οΌ