Chapter 589: The First Lie (I)
Xintong didn't hear his answer, walked up to him, and said to him, "Brother Rantian, I'm asking you." Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Burning Tian lowered his head, he looked like this now, he really didn't have the face to see her.
"I'm sorry, Xintong. ”
"I don't want to be sorry, I want to know why?"
Burning Tian raised his head and looked back at her blankly, he could see the urgency in her eyes, he didn't know how he was going to say these words.
"Don't you want to say it, how long are you going to hide it from me, and I won't blame you even if you do something sorry, because you're Uncle Jace's son. ”
"I didn't, I didn't betray you. ”
Ran Tian knew that Xintong would misunderstand, but he didn't want him to misunderstand himself. Relative to the dead, the living are the most precious.
Burning Tian's words made Xintong wonder, did he deny it? Did he still want to continue to lie to himself, or did he really blame him.
His expression was wrong, he must have something to hide from himself.
But the denial of the burning sky made Xin Tong breathe a sigh of relief, he knew that denial was better than silence.
Xintong: "Can you tell me? Do you know what I've been doing all these days? I forced myself not to think about you, not to expose the unbearable things I couldn't bear. But do you know how hard I have to make myself accept reality? Okay, let's not talk about that for now, I'm going to ask you one last time, have you ever betrayed me!"
Ran Tian looked at her with red eyes, and his heart was so distressed, how could he not know the pain in her heart, because he was also having a hard time these days.
When the law of killing came to persuade himself, didn't he already make up his mind to have a showdown? But why did he retreat when he saw her? The fault was not in himself, why didn't he dare to admit it? It was not his own pot, why did he carry it? Was it because of guilt? Or was it because he was involved?
Burning Tian was in a complicated mood, and he looked at her and felt that everything had become unreal.
The past comes to mind frame by frame, the seriously ill mother, the crying sister, the heartless father and the laughing her.
What a beautiful word for childhood, but for him, there was only one person in childhood who would smile and say to him: "Brother, come here, why don't you laugh, don't you? I'll teach you, so that you can just show your teeth." ”
The little girl is still in the period of changing her teeth, and she can count the teeth in her mouth with one hand, but that smile is unforgettable.
Ran Tian: "Xintong, I can tell you what I know, but are you really sure you want to know? This incident has made me what I am now, and I believe it will not make you feel better." ”
"Am I better now? Is my life better now? Your selfish decision to bear it alone is so unfair to me, I have grown up, and I am not the little girl who hides behind you and needs your protection. ”
I have grown up, but my image in your heart has not grown, and you still treat me as a child. Xin Tong didn't say this.
If she could, she also hoped that she would always be a child, and that she would not have to endure the trials and tribulations of life. It is lucky to have someone to protect you, but it would be a great tragedy to assume that you will be protected for the rest of your life.
People, only if they are strong, strong enough to protect themselves, can they survive well in this society, whose judgment and whose protection are not important, the important thing is to ask yourself how you want to live.
If you don't experience suffering, you can't experience growth. The flowers in the greenhouse cannot live in a storm, and the inconspicuous grass can grow alone in the cliffs.
The constant blows and constant tribulations will also make the idiot become resolute, Xintong feels that she was an idiot before, simply enjoying the beauty provided by others, thinking that this beauty will continue forever.
It wasn't until everyone was gone and her beauty was broken that she said goodbye to her once stupid self.
Xintong: "I'm sorry brother, I shouldn't have said this, people will always change, I have become another person you don't know, and you still think I am still the one in your heart." But I like myself more now, although I am not innocent but independent enough. Don't underestimate this independence, I don't know what it means to be strong without it, I always wanted to rely on others, rely on grandpa, rely on Uncle Jace, and when it comes to the game, rely on you, rely on Chengyun. I don't know if God is against me, or if I'm really an unpleasant person, I was abandoned again and again on the way to rely on, but now I understand that it's better to rely on others than on myself, I want to stand up on my own strength and not be defeated by anything. ”
Xintong and Ran Tian had a heart-to-heart, she didn't know if he could understand what he meant, she didn't ask him to understand, she seemed to be talking to herself, she didn't want to express herself fluently, she didn't want to be easy to understand, she was just admonishing herself.
Not everyone can be understood in this world, and two people who do not have the same experience cannot become friends if they cannot understand each other.
No one can be friends with the whole world. Xintong doesn't want to please the world, she just wants to please herself.
She doesn't ask Burning Sky to understand her, she doesn't ask anyone to understand her, she just needs to be herself. In the face of difficulties and setbacks, everyone will have them, God will not easily spare anyone, only by knowing what misfortune is can we recognize the appearance of happiness.
Rantian: "I'm sorry, Xintong, I know I should have told you all this earlier, but I also have time to digest myself, I will also be confused, I will also be sad, I want to be able to protect you, when I know all this, I just want how to cover it up, how to remedy it but I don't think it's too late." ”
Xintong: "It's Jayo, right, he also used the same trick against you to deal with me." After the Eastern Continent Guild War was over, he trapped me in the Hall of Anger Prevention. ”
Rantian: "I know, Chengyun has come to me, I know about you." ”
Xintong: "What is your relationship with Jayo, and how long have you been helping him?" ”
Ran Tian knew that Xintong had misunderstood, and he hurriedly denied it: "I never knew Jia You, and I am not his subordinate, but I know why he did this to me." ”
Xintong was very puzzled, didn't Rantian know Jia You? Brother Ran Tian was not Jia You's subordinate?
"What do you have in your hands that can make Jayo so jealous?"
"The codebook, the last page of the dust codebook. ”
"What? How could the codebook be in your hands?"
"It's my dad. ”
"Uncle Jace, how could he have a codebook, wouldn't he?"
Looking at the lonely eyes, Xintong could not think of anything, the codebook in Uncle Jace's hand is the key to the bug in the Eastern Continent, the codebook has always been in the hands of Grandpa, how could it be in the hands of Uncle Jace?
Burning Sky doesn't know Jayo, how can Jayo know that the codebook is in his hands, unless the person who is connected to Jayo is not Brother Burning Sky, but Uncle Jace!