Volume 1 Chapter 58 Quiet Time

Looking at Erin's back, Thor pretended to sigh slightly.

"Obviously, I've been messing around with Shogues these days and I've been spoiled by him. What a simple person, alas~! ”

"Flutter~" Erin finally couldn't hold back her laughter, and secretly stomped her foot because she was not determined, obviously she was angry, as if she was ...... Are you angry?

She walked out into the darkness on the other side of the exit, crouched down around the hem of her skirt and picked up something, then walked over and handed it to Thor with her head bowed.

"For you. ”

Thor took it suspiciously, a wooden box made of thin pieces of wood glued, which looked rudimentary.

Slightly weighty, and unaware of what's inside, Thor ran his fingers along the crack of the box to pull the lid open.

A fragrant chicken leg was lying inside, still warm.

The moment I saw the chicken legs, it must be fake to say that I was not moved.

Some people's hearts are like a piece of ice, no matter how strong the wind and rain are, no matter how cold the enemy is, and no matter how sharp the blade is, it may not be able to make him retreat a bit. But after staying in the cold for a long time, sometimes a sudden little warmth and care can melt the ice into water in an instant.

Thor took the chicken leg out and brought it to Erin's mouth.

Erin looked up, her little head bobbing from side to side.

"I'm not hungry, I've eaten, really, I'm full. ”

Thor pursed his lips and said in a pretended stern tone:

"It's not a question of whether you're hungry or not, you suddenly came to me in the middle of the night, who knows if you want to take the opportunity to poison me with a chicken leg. So you have to take a few bites yourself before I can rest assured. ”

This hateful fellow, even if he shares it gently, can say it so awkwardly, Erin smiled and lowered her head and opened her mouth.

After forcing Erin to leave three tooth marks, Thor lowered his head and tore silently.

After eating, Thor pulled a rag next to him and wiped his hands, and then spread his hands.

"It doesn't seem like a problem, oh, yes, it tastes good. ”

In the warm candlelight, Erin had a soft smile on her face, quietly looking at his pretending to be indifferent and bad, and I don't know when my heart suddenly imprinted his appearance.

Sometimes when I think about it desperately, there is only a pile of messy fragments, and when I don't think about it, those fragments are silently pieced together in my heart, lingering.

Now, he was standing in front of him.

Erin couldn't help but pounce again, almost knocking Thor down, but this time Thor didn't dodge and was hugged tightly.

In fact, Saul is not slow to be emotional, on the contrary, he is still very sensitive.

Observing words and emotions is almost a basic survival skill for most orphans.

Sensitive people should judge the other person's attitude towards themselves from a subtle look, expression or tone of voice when they see each other, so as to decide whether they should smile or show their fangs.

When he first met Erin, Thor didn't really think too much about it, after all, there was a special background of famine at that time, and he thought the whole thing was like a beautiful misunderstanding.

It's also good for everyone to walk warmly with each other for a while, and then return to their respective tracks. Maybe there will be a little regret in the end, but which troubled times have not parted.

But when the disaster passed, Erin would still be around from time to time.

She was like a pure little white flower, suddenly squeezed into Thor's barren life, and even made her life full of cobwebs bright for a while.

Thor suddenly instinctively resisted, and he didn't know if he was resisting the relationship itself, or if he was at this age that he didn't know.

Later, Thor finally found out why.

He remembered that he couldn't have feelings, and that if he was with Erin, Erin would be his weakness.

I need to maintain a strong posture at all times, and this strength comes from the fact that I have always been a person.

If you can live, you can live, and if you deserve to die, no concern is the most powerful weapon.

After a long silence, Erin finally asked.

"You're going to ...... Are you with me?" Erin pressed her face against Thor's chest, hugging him tightly, and could feel her shiver faintly.

"Haha...... The people who can give answers to this kind of question are usually liars like Hughes. Thor tried to escape.

"I'm just an orphan with nothing, I've been facing this dark world alone, I don't even have the qualifications to be vulnerable, I can only turn all my cold gaze into my own strength. ”

"There are some mistakes that you can't make, otherwise you won't even have a chance to correct them. ”

"I have long understood that a person will only really grow up when he has lost all his support. It is also clear that when the real darkness comes, even the shadow will leave you. ”

"Hmm...... I'm sorry, but I don't really have much experience with relationships, and I'm a little incoherent. I didn't know what I wanted to say, and suddenly I felt like I had a lot to say, but I couldn't say it. ”

Erin listened quietly on Thor on his chest until his words were over, and in distress, she spoke stubbornly again, not giving Thor any chance to escape.

"I don't care what you have, I just want to be with you, so...... Will you be with me?"

Thor's gaze above her head was a little sad for a moment, and he felt that all his sharp words had lost their power in the face of the dazzling girl in his arms, because he couldn't speak.

But Thor knows very well that his hands are soaked in blood, and if you see it, you'll be scared to tears.

And those enemies who have yet to come, and the unknown dangers, think of what Erin will do to her and the family she values if she gets too close to her......

How can I?

“...... I can't, at least not be with you for the time being. ”

Thor could feel her words come out of her mouth, and her clenched arms loosened visibly.

"Is it because of Sister Presia?" asked Erin suddenly.

Thor was stunned, and suddenly became a little angry, Shogues that idiot, how can this kind of thing be said casually.

It's not that there's any emotion involved, it's that Thor is afraid that Erin will be involved.

In many cases, it is because of the inadvertent words that are grasped and dissected by the enemy, so as to restore the entire state of affairs, and finally subvert the overall situation and bring irreparable tragedy.

Without waiting for Thor's answer, Erin spoke again.

"Actually, I've seen it before, on the night I first saw you, the way you looked at you. Then I suddenly felt a little jealous, a little greedy, and wanted to be the only one in your eyes. ”

"Then I heard about Presia's misfortune, but I felt that I could take her place, or even surpass her, and I would warm you. ”

Thor sighed slightly in his heart.

"It's not because of her, in my eyes she's a mentor, a sister, a friend, and then the opposite sex, not to mention ...... She has rested in peace. "Coming to rest," Thor added in his heart.

Thor hugged Erin tightly, his gaze over her head, pondering for a moment before re-speaking.

"Well, my real thoughts now are that in my life's priorities, the first is survival, the second is personal strength, and the third is feelings. This means that feelings, while a part of my life, will never be a major part. ”

Thor didn't lie, he initially lived alone in his own world, and he didn't even have feelings in the order of his life.

Later, when he met the sisters Sorgus and Covill in the cold winter, his cold life gradually changed.

I saw the look of emotion and knew what it was all about.

So Saul felt that he needed some feelings to correct his humanity so that he wouldn't let himself get lost in a series of negative emotions brought about by killing and revenge, so he gradually had feelings in the order of life.

"And now I don't want to get married too early, it makes me feel as if my life hasn't lived clearly, and it's over all of a sudden. I can even sketch what we will look like in the future, marriage, life, having a few more children, and those who are lucky enough to grow old without illness or disaster. ”

"That's ...... Isn't it good?" Erin pressed her chin against Thor's chest and looked up at him.

"It's not bad, it's that I've seen it. ”

"But maybe I'm a little harsh, maybe life is supposed to be like this. As soon as you open your eyes and close your eyes, a day passes, and when you open and close your eyes again, your life will pass. ”

Erin's low sobs suddenly came from her arms, and Thor was a little stunned, this stupid girl, she hadn't finished her words, and she had obviously misunderstood.

"If, you're willing to wait for me a little longer......" Thor scratched his head.

"Are we together?" said Erin, looking up suddenly, the intense emotion in her eyes almost overflowing.

Now that he has made up his mind, Thor's eyes are also determined.

"Yes, after that, even if time changes and thorns a few times, even if the end of the world comes, I will always be by your side. I am your shield at all times. "If I had been alive then, Saul said to himself.