Jiang Ying had nothing to say.

I don't know why, she suddenly remembered what it looked like when she was in the demon world, when the master asked her to help hand over the package.

At that time, Shi Niang looked very happy, really very happy, and her eyebrows and eyes were full of the most gentle smiles.

But when she wrote the poem to her master, although she still had a smile on her face, there was a trace of imperceptible sadness in her eyes.

It looks very sad and sad.

At that time, Jiang Ying thought that Shi Niang's happiness was due to learning that the master was still alive and that she could help bring some gifts over, and that Shi Niang's sorrow was because although she knew that the master was still alive, the two could not be reunited, and could only be separated.

But now Jiang Ying figured it out.

The sorrow in the eyes of the master is not because she can't reunite with the master.

It's because she may never see Ji Dan again for the rest of her life.

What Jiang Ying doesn't understand, Yan Suxin understands.

If there is one person in this world who knows Ji Dan best, then that person must be Yan Suxin.

"Master, to be honest. ”

Jiang Ying slowly stood up, silently walked to the door, and wanted to push the door to leave, but she couldn't help but stop and spoke softly.

"Master, I know that you have made up your mind, and no matter how much I say, it will be useless. I just want to tell you that I don't really have that big ambitions, I'm just an ordinary little girl. ”

"I want to live an ordinary life, I want the people I cherish to be safe, and I will have the compassion of the people in the market, but it is only to the extent that I can do it. To put it bluntly, I'm just the most ordinary ordinary person......"

"I just don't want to watch you die. ”

After finishing speaking, Jiang Ying didn't wait for Ji Dan to say anything more, and directly pushed open the wooden door of Ji Dan's room and left quickly.

Because Jiang Ying knew that the master would not say anything.

Even with the slightest hope, what you are waiting for is only a disappointing ending.

It's better to be more interesting and leave early.

Sure enough, as Jiang Ying thought, looking at her back as she left a little lonely, Ji Dan only opened his mouth slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it.

Those unspeakable words finally turned into a silent sigh.

Looking at Xuan Fu's room, Jiang Ying felt that she was in such a state and mood that she really couldn't sit down and talk with Xuan Fu properly, so she simply hid in the medicine garden.

Finding a clean stone step to sit down, Jiang Ying directly poked the wooden bracelet on her wrist and motioned for Fuyao to come out and speak.

"As Master's apprentice, not only did I not understand Master's feelings, but I also couldn't understand Master's thoughts...... Am I going too far?"

Seeing Fuyao also sitting down beside him, Jiang Ying hesitated for a moment before lowering her head and asking. "I have caused so much trouble to Master before, and Master has never really disliked me, nor has he felt that I am a burden, but has always helped me solve the problem...... But now I can't understand him......"

"But I really can't do it, I really can't force myself to accept Master's idea of giving up his life for such a reason that sounds almost absurd......"

"Because you're not him. Jiang Ying was almost a little choked up in the end, Fuyao reached out and took her thin shoulders in his arms, stroked her long soft hair for a while, and said softly.

Empathy is actually the biggest joke. How can you really understand what the other person thinks? You are not your master, so you can't understand his feelings as a pillar, and he can't understand your unwillingness to watch him die. That's fair. ”

"The most I can do is just not to interfere with what Master is doing with my own thoughts......" Jiang Ying raised her head, looked at the blue sky a little blankly, and said softly. "I don't know if it's the right thing to do...... If I see Master one day, will she blame me for stopping Master?"

"No, it won't. Fuyao shook his head slightly. "After all, she is Ji Dan's wife, and she knows Ji Dan much more than you, and she understands that even she can't convince Ji Dan. If Yan Suxin is still Ji Dan's natal spirit plant, I guess she will also stand with Ji Dan without reservation to finish this game...... Regardless of the outcome. ”

"At the end of the day, I'm still selfish...... I didn't want to lose Master, and I didn't want to lose Senior Brother Xuanfu, so I tried everything I could think of to save, to persuade, to redeem ......."

Jiang Ying's voice became softer and softer.

"I didn't think about whether they really wanted to be saved, they wanted to be persuaded, they wanted to be redeemed...... A lot of times what I think is good is my wishful thinking. ”

"Actually, the other party doesn't need it. ”

Fuyao was also silent, because of this sentence, he really didn't know what to answer--- he was not Ji Dan or Xuanfu, and he couldn't guess what they really thought in their hearts, so naturally he couldn't answer this question.

"When I think about it, I'm really a failure...... It's like doing everything you don't need......" The corners of Jiang Ying's mouth hooked up a self-deprecating smile.

"I don't know if they need you to do this, but I know I need you. Seeing Jiang Ying's increasingly depressed expression, Fuyao carefully straightened her body and said seriously.

"Although there are some things that I can't tell you at this time, I can tell you that many of the accidents you think are probably fateful reunions...... What I haven't done for thousands of years or tens of thousands of years, with you by my side, it's as natural as it comes. ”

"So don't be presumptuous, and don't speculate for no reason. No one can see the side of others that is hidden in their hearts, and no one will ever know how much they occupy in each other's hearts. ”

"I don't know what other people think, but I can tell you. You're right here. ”

Fu Yao took Jiang Ying's hand and gently pressed it on his chest where his heart was beating strongly. Obviously, it was still through a solid chest, but Jiang Ying could feel the powerful pulsation there very clearly.

"It hasn't beaten for a long time in thousands of years of silence. Fuyao's smile is very gentle, and in the eyes of people, there is always a healing power. "You brought it back to life. ”

"So I don't care what others think of you, you are the most important existence to me. ”21010