Chapter 254: Forced
Kong Sisi said: "You like it there too, right? Cheng Donghao said: "Don't you like it? Kong Sisi said, "Don't you like it? Cheng Donghao said: "I don't care, I don't like to travel, I don't have anywhere to be comfortable at home." Kong Si thought: This is what Li Xiaoyan once said, Li Xiaoyan is like a turtle that will always nest in his own soil nest and will not go anywhere. If you really have a heart to see the world, no money and no time are not reasons, the only reason is laziness and short-sightedness. If you don't say this, you can also give him another explanation: busy with his career and disdainful of meaningless wandering.
Kong Sisi said: "Then don't go." Cheng Donghao nodded, and Cheng Shuxian said: "Let's go, I still want to eat the Jiashi melon, Korla's fragrant pears, and such big pomegranates that you brought from there last year." The photos are also very beautiful, I want to see them, if it weren't for the old age, I wouldn't be too lazy to move. Lu Meirong said: "I want to go." Cheng Shuxian said: "Then let's go." Lu Meirong said: "Okay, take a set of wedding photos, we didn't take them when we got married." Cheng Shuxian said: "Then don't go, it's so troublesome." Lu Meirong sat on the armrest of the sofa next to Cheng Shuxian and said, "Although you are old, your demeanor is still the same, but your temples are white, and your appearance is not too far away." ”
Kong Sisi said: "That's it, Dad, you must go there to make up the shot, you will know when you go, it is very beautiful, and the meaning of its beauty is not only color and pattern, but also spirit and soul." As soon as you stop there, you can listen to the gospel from outside the heavens, and after the initiation, people's state and mentality will immediately be different, and you can clearly feel that you have advanced to a new level. Lu Meirong's eyes lit up and said, "Like being blessed by the living Buddha? Kong Sisi said, "Hey, Auntie, that's how it feels." Lu Meirong said: "I must go to make up the wedding photos, anyway, there is Donghao, you are idle like the Buddha, it is better to go with me, I will be grateful to you for the rest of my life." Your head is full of haze, let the wind wash it away for you. Cheng Shuxian said: "Okay. ”
Early the next morning, Cheng Shuxian and Lu Meirong went to the Golden Pagoda in Gansu, Kong Sisi gave Sister-in-law Jiang a leave, and Cheng Donghao and Kong Sisi were left in the huge house. Cheng Donghao's daily diet and daily life are taken care of by Kong Sisi, except for not sleeping together, Kong Sisi is already the number one in the family. Kong Sisi knew that although the list of ingredients and recipes in his hand was given by Cheng Donghao, it must have come from Li Xiaoyan's hand, he had been eating in turn, and he was not allowed to move a little, once Kong Sisi added a little bit of his own creativity, Cheng Donghao would never enter it, he would rather do it himself, Kong Sisi could only strictly follow the rules and follow Cheng Donghao to eat.
In the evening, Cheng Donghao and Kong Sisi drank evening porridge, and Kong Sisi watched Cheng Donghao go upstairs. I'm going to have my menstruation these days, and I can't eat with Cheng Donghao, so I secretly bought quick-frozen crispy fried fresh milk, fried it myself, and made a bowl of beef and walnut crushed hot and sour vermicelli, and I ate it in full swing, cleaned up and went upstairs. Leaning on Cheng Donghao's door frame, he saw Cheng Donghao sitting there looking at the computer, completely ignoring Kong Sisi. Kong Sisi looked at Cheng Donghao's focused and serious side face, his skin was very good, young and plump, quiet and quiet, naturally revealing fascinated emotions, and exuding a sweet aroma.
Kong Sisi walked over, Cheng Donghao twisted and glanced at Kong Sisi with the corner of his eye, and continued to look at his computer. Although Kong Sisi has always wanted to know what he was looking at so intently, he tried to avoid letting Cheng Donghao find out that she had this intention, and deliberately didn't look at it if she could see it, hugging Cheng Donghao's shoulder from behind, intending to kiss him from head to face to neck, and his hand kept touching, Cheng Donghao stood up, turned around and held Kong Sisi's arm with both hands, and said, "Don't, huh?" ”
Kong Sisi stared at his eyes, observed carefully, his eyes were clear and clear, Kong Sisi couldn't see the slightest lingering, and said a little disappointed: "We have been married for a year, and Li Xiaoyan has already followed Tian Junhua, we should slowly live a normal married life." I asked, your illness can only be cured by the efforts of the two of us as a couple, your diet should also be adjusted, start taking some medicine, let me rub it for you, there is skin contact, and venereal diseases still need to be cured by sex, especially psychogenic. Believe me, we are husband and wife, what is wrong with you, the saddest and most worried and painful is me, only I am sincerely for your sake, anxious for you, hated to suffer for you, for you to suffer, others are outsiders, irrelevant people. If someone has a man and a family, who cares about you? Your home is me, I am your woman, you are really your woman, we are a family. ”
Cheng Donghao said: "Yes, I know, but this really can't be done, don't force me." Kong Sisi said: "It's not that I forced you, but you forced me." I've been letting you go, no matter what you've become, what have you become? You're a man, a man, not a ......, not a ......, you know? Cheng Donghao said: "I'm sorry. Kong Sisi said, "I'm sorry? It is the most cruel, irresponsible, and shameless thing for a man to say these three words to a woman, I am your woman, your woman, understand? I am yours and I am yours. Cheng Donghao said: "Yes, I know." But please ....... Kong Sisi said, "Please me?" Please respect you? Love you? Obedience to you? Do you have a titular Mrs. Cheng? ”
Cheng Donghao lowered his eyelids, and Kong Sisi said: "I've always listened to you, but see if you have the slightest change of heart?" We've been together for five or six years, and you don't let me touch it, but secretly you break off the connection with Li Xiaoyan, have you ever respected me? Have you ever taken care of me? Have you obeyed me? Be my husband? Kong Sisi burst into tears and was filled with righteous indignation. wiped a handful of tears on his chin and said: "Donghao, I'm not complaining about you, because I want to live with you for the rest of my life, you have done everything with me except for going to bed, and everything depends on me, I know that you are also working hard, but the most fundamental intimacy between husband and wife is the most important manifestation is to go to bed and have children, no matter how much you do, what is it?" You and other women who have nothing to do with you can do the same in public, how can it be a proof that you and I are husband and wife? I want a child, and I want a child to prove our relationship and substance. I can have a husband in name only, but I want a child who is connected to you and me by blood and blood, as a proof of my dedication and love for you. Even if we are separated one day, the child will give me the courage and strength to live. ”
Kong Sisi stepped forward gently, hugged Cheng Donghao, and said: "Just this time, I want this time, today is my ovulation period, just today, just today, I want me, please, even if it is only once in this life, I am willing to guard you for the rest of my life." I know that you and I are for the good of the group, no matter what it is, let me have me, give me a healthy and smart child, let me have a child for you, and for me. Cheng Donghao said: "I also want children, I can't." I want to wait until I can before I happen to you. Kong Sisi said: "Are you trying to train with Li Xiaoyan?" Cheng Donghao said: "Li Xiaoyan is Tian Junhua's woman now, it has nothing to do with you and me, it has nothing to do with it anymore, don't mention her in front of me in the future, I don't want to hear anything about her and her anymore." Kong Sisi said: "If you don't enter, how do you know if you can shoot?" Since I'm your only woman now, let's train and do it. Do it slowly, get good slowly, snuggle it slowly, and grow it together slowly. Kong Sisi stood close in front of Cheng Donghao, put his hand into Cheng Donghao's crotch, as soon as he touched it, Cheng Donghao flashed to the side, turned around, stood one meter away from Kong Sisi, and put his hand in his trouser pocket.
Cheng Donghao said: "If I could, I would go to you, but now I don't want to." Kong Sisi withdrew, stood opposite Cheng Donghao with a cold face, and said, "Are you guarding Li Xiaoyan like a jade?" Cheng Donghao said: "It's all said, it has nothing to do with her." Kong Sisi said, "Then sleep with me." Cheng Donghao said: "I feel sick when I think about that now." Kong Sisi said: "That is the disease has to be cured, you have to take medicine, and I will go to the doctor tomorrow." Cheng Donghao said: "I don't take medicine, I have no physical problems, psychological problems are essentially the embodiment of personal subconscious needs and non-needs, I am such a person, it has nothing to do with Li Xiaoyan, it has nothing to do with you, I am such a person, maybe I shouldn't get married, I was sorry for Li Xiaoyan before, and now I'm sorry for you." ”
Kong Sisi said: "Then nothing will happen, as long as you sleep with me, let me sleep in my arms, at least there is psychological comfort, you think about it, you don't know that the empty half of the bed is the whole empty world for me." Cheng Donghao said: "No, I can't bear it, I'll go crazy." The woman made me nervous, very nervous and desperate. Kong Sisi said: "Then why did you still go to Li Xiaoyan?" Cheng Donghao said: "I haven't looked for her since I got engaged to you." Kong Sisi said: "If you don't admit it, you don't have the sincerity to live with me." Cheng Donghao said: "If you don't believe it, you don't have the sincerity to live with me." Kong Sisi said: "I am not sincere? How have I helped you all these years? It can be said that I have worked hard and endured humiliation, how can you still have sincerity from me? Money, power, power, everything a man wants to have, I spare no effort to help you get it, even my life has to be with you, do you really want me to use death to prove my love for you? Let me die at your hands like I'd rather than pull it out? ”
When Kong Sisi said this, he was also startled and deeply regretted, why did he mention Ning Bu at this juncture? Kong Sisi glanced at Cheng Donghao weakly, Cheng Donghao didn't seem to care, he lowered his eyelids, picked up the white water on the table and took a sip, and said, "If it's too hard." Kong Sisi said, "I know." Kong Sisi turned around and left Cheng Donghao's room, still worried in his heart, he was overwhelmed by his own words, Mu Yanming's angry finger at Ning Buba's funeral was enough to show that this secret fact has been widely known, how could Cheng Donghao not know? How can you get out of the relationship? If he doesn't ask, he will take the liberty of explaining, but he will not confess. I didn't want her to die, but who knew that she would die well, and she caused a lot of trouble for herself. In fact, her death really shouldn't be blamed on others, it's completely her own fault, so old, when she meets a man who hooks up slightly, she immediately pounces desperately, stupid to death, and really died. Phew, deserved.