Chapter 159: Perception

Li Xiaoyan felt that there was a place in his heart that had never been discovered or moved, as if it had been sealed for thousands of years, and at this time it began to move, just like an ancient lotus seed about to break through the ground and sprout under the water. Li Xiaoyan was a little overwhelmed by the pen, fun, and pavilion www.biquge.info and she carefully appreciated the subtle, transparent, chiseled, and powerful situation in her heart, which she couldn't and didn't want to ignore once it appeared, and was speechless.

Li Xiaoyan thought about Cheng Donghao carefully, and indeed as he said, even if he is engaged to someone else, married, or even, it will not prevent him from being loyal to Li Xiaoyan, and that spiritual sense of belonging must be as accurate as DNA replication. To be honest, Li Xiaoyan has no doubt about this at all, although she even hopes that this is not the case, but Cheng Donghao is like this, so Li Xiaoyan will never leave him unless it is a last resort, but this kind of last resort, Li Xiaoyan really can't think of it, so Li Xiaoyan feels that leaving Cheng Donghao is an impossible proposition.

However, this Senior Brother Long is really special, no one has ever given him such a deep, strong, smart, and joyful feeling of life, never. Li Xiaoyan believes that even in the long river of life, this feeling is a rare treasure, enlightenment and enlightenment. How could they miss it? How could they pass by? How could they only look back? Li Xiaoyan secretly thought that he must have something to do with this person. She suddenly realized Mu Yanming's mood: no matter what, we have to get to know each other, take care of each other and go through life together. Friends, it seems, can only be, friends.

After class in the afternoon, Li Xiaoyan shamelessly followed Zhang Heye and said, "What is that Senior Brother Long's name? What grade is it? What is the study? What about the dormitory? What about the telephone? Where can I usually find him?" Zhang He also said: "What do you want to do?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Just get to know him." Zhang He also said: "Don't try to hear anything about him from me. Li Xiaoyan said: "I asked you to give you a chance to perform." Zhang He also snorted and said funny: "Why do I want this kind of opportunity? Hmm? rotten and smelly like carrion?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Are you familiar with him?" Zhang He also said: "It's okay." Li Xiaoyan said: "Introduce to the sisters." ”

Zhang He also said: "Are you in love with him?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Just kidding, I can only have Cheng Donghao." It's just that after seeing him, he can't move, so I think this is an unfinished fate left over from the previous life, no matter how good or bad, I have to go, otherwise there will be unpredictable aftermath, and the good and bad are uncertain, so it's better to take the initiative to attack and take the initiative to resolve it. ”

Zhang He also thought about it and said, "There is something I want to tell you." Li Xiaoyan said, "What?" Zhang He also said: "Cheng Donghao is impotent." Li smiled and said, "What?" Zhang He also said, "Maybe it's not because of the dead pig." Li Xiaoyan said, "Oh?" Zhang He also said, "It's because of you." Li Xiaoyan said: "Didn't I say it earlier: because I look like a dead pig." Zhang He also said: "This time it has nothing to do with dead pigs." Li Xiaoyan thought for a while and said, "Because of what?" Zhang He also said: "Because you empathize and don't fall in love." Li Xiaoyan said: "Just kidding, when will I ...... What do you mean?"

Zhang He also said: "Cheng Donghao loves you very much, very much, and I can't add more." Li Xiaoyan said: "So, I actually love him very much." Zhang He also said: "Yes, pay attention: you said so these two words." Li Xiaoyan said, "What's wrong? Zhang He also said: "You are passive love, not active love." Li Xiaoyan said: "What's the difference?" Zhang He also said: "You don't love Cheng Donghao so much, compared to his love, you are a drop in the bucket, broken copper and iron, and you can be said to be worthless." Li Xiaoyan said: "Is there so much difference?" Zhang He also said: "There is more than that." Li Xiaoyan said: "Whatever you say, anyway, I have done everything to him." Zhang He also said, "You don't." Li Xiaoyan emphasized and said conclusively: "I have." Zhang He also said: "Tell me first, what do you mean by pouring everything you have?" Li Xiaoyan said: "What a person really has is his body, and I have completely handed over my body to him, along with all the added value of my body: care, love, trust, understanding, support, in a word: spirit and body." ”

Zhang He also said: "What a duplicitous executioner." Li Xiaoyan said: "Who is who?" Zhang He also said: "Cheng Donghao is impotent because you are in love with someone else." Li Xiaoyan said: "I didn't, didn't I say it? Zhang He also said: "You fool, fool, are you really stupid or pretending to be stupid! Despicable and shameless!" Li Xiaoyan wrung her eyebrows and sighed at Zhang Heye, looking innocent and confused. Zhang He also let out a sigh of relief and said, "That Senior Brother Long, Long Qichen, what's going on?" Li Xiaoyan said: "It's just that I have a good impression and feel special, so what kind of love is it? I feel that there is still a gap between love and love." Zhang He also said: "That is love." Li Xiaoyan's mouth was dry, his heart was empty, and he said, "Is that feeling love?" Zhang He also said: "Yes." Li Xiaoyan said, "Hell!"

Li Xiaoyan's heart was disturbed for a while, and he said: "No, I don't even know myself, how did Donghao know?" Zhang He also said: "This has to be said to be the magical place of love, which he subconsciously perceives." Li Xiaoyan recalled carefully: When Cheng Donghao was impotent, Li Xiaoyan had indeed met Long Qichen. Could it be that when she saw Long Qichen's heart for the first time, Cheng Donghao, who was thousands of miles away, sensed that the hearts of people who love to the extreme are really connected? When Li Xiaoyan was muttering that it was a coincidence, he already believed it a little in his heart, and said: "It's so far away, even if there are brain waves and electromagnetic fields, they will fail, how can he perceive it? What you said is too mysterious, besides, we are all engaged in natural science, and the subconscious and perception are too unreliable." ”

Zhang He also said, "How do you know that this is not a natural science?" Li Xiaoyan said, "You are talking about theology." Zhang He also said: "Even if it is theology, how do you know that theology does not belong to natural science?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Monkey King has seventy-two changes?" Zhang He also said: "Do you really think that this will not become science? A long time ago, everyone thought that white light was the simplest, but at that time, who would have known that white light contained seven colors of light? It was the least pure of all visible light? A long time ago, everyone thought that light was continuous, but who would have known that light was composed of a kind of elementary particles called photons? A long time ago, everyone wanted to fly, thinking that immortals would fly, but you see now, airplanes are everywhere. Then there are God: Newton, who believed in God, Copernicus, who believed in God, Galileo, who believed in God, Einstein, who believed in God, Steve Jobs, who believed in Buddha. Do you think they're fools? Is the natural sciences really not supernatural? Are you so sure that subconscious perception is not the natural sciences, not even medicine?"

Zhang He also looked at Li Xiaoyan's eyes, she was obviously a little stupid, Zhang He also said: "Man is the spirit of all things, God knows, the earth knows, and people will perceive." It's best not to think that if you don't say it, no one will know if you don't even know it, especially for someone who loves you so much, everything is under the great sun, and you don't want to hide anything. If you ask Cheng Donghao, Cheng Donghao will know nothing like you. But his subconscious has already felt it strongly, he has been stimulated unbearably, and even collapsed in the love between men and women, which is reflected in the body, you love someone else, and he is impotent. ”

Li Xiaoyan was obviously frightened, and Zhang He also said: "Let's be clear: because you don't have the real love for him that he wants, his subconscious will associate you with a dead pig." In this sense, his subconscious is right, and for him, a shell without love is actually a dead pig, and when it manifests itself, it is impotence. Why didn't he get impotence before? It maybe, or maybe it must be, the love you wanted to get was not stimulated before, and you still had a little love aura in him, so he didn't get it and it didn't have much stimulation, and with that little bit of aura support, he could still be hard. Now that your true love has been stimulated by other men, you have given it to others, very thoroughly, and even that little bit of poor aura is gone, how can you let him support it? If you want me, I will also have impotence. It was you who ruined Cheng Donghao, and he was ruined in your hands. I'm not saying it's your fault, but how can you judge this? maybe, well, maybe it's better not to judge, it's fate, it's fate. Zhang He also solemnly drew a cross on his chest and pointed to the sky. added: "Not necessarily, I'm just giving you an idea." Zhang He also patted the shoulder of Li Xiaoyan, who was scared silly, and left.

Last time, when Zhang He also said that Cheng Donghao's impotence was due to a dead pig and Li Xiaoyan, Li Xiaoyan was convinced and felt that it must be; this time Zhang He also talked about subconscious perception, and Li Xiaoyan was convinced again, and felt that this time it was true. The sky was very cloudy, Li Xiaoyan felt that his eyes were black for a while, and he didn't know if it was late or cloudy. Is it because of himself? Did he ruin Cheng Donghao? Because of his betrayal? Because he couldn't bear it? Because he loved himself too much? How could all this be redeemed? Li Xiaoyan's legs were weak, his throat was blocked, and tears fell one after another.

Li Xiaoyan Qian donkey skills are poor, and he returned to the dormitory with a disgraced head, and he didn't want to drink the evening porridge, so he climbed into bed and lay down, looking at the ceiling and pondering the countermeasures: I have to give love to Cheng Donghao, even if it is not the kind he wants, I must spare no effort to love him. Maybe after a long time, he will be able to reawaken that thing. was broken by Zhang He, Li Xiaoyan felt more and more that his feelings for Senior Brother Long Qichen could only be explained with love, but he couldn't love it.

Li Xiaoyan decided to go to Cheng Donghao, terminate his marriage contract with Kong Sisi, and to hell with all the money, wash his hands and quit the rivers and lakes from now on. As long as she has Cheng Donghao in her arms, she will love her with mercy and love, and she will be relentless for a lifetime. After making up her mind, Li Xiaoyan climbed out of bed and went to drink evening porridge. Jing Huaran said: "What's the situation? Just now, I was still discouraged, and in an instant, I was resurrected with full blood?" Li Xiaoyan said: "The realm changes with your heart, one thinks of hell, and the other thinks of heaven." What happened to you and him?" Jing Huaran said: "I don't care about him now, I can do whatever I like, and he can't help me." Li Xiaoyan said: "This is the right way." ”