Chapter 108: Slap in the face
"Don't guess, you can't guess. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info" Shen Junru said: "Now that something has happened at home, we have already made arrangements, as long as you and Ying'er don't have an accident, there will be no accident in this family." ā
"Why?" Gongsun Jin still couldn't figure out why things had come to this point, "Because Ying'er and I are both people who don't help the family, do you want the old lady to drive us away?"
In the past, everyone called me lord and madam, because the Gongsun family didn't have a frame, and the children and grandchildren just had a name, but now let's look at this title, especially when it comes out of Gongsun Jin's mouth, it seems so raw and estranged.
Shen Junru said angrily: "Don't you make any more trouble, don't you think the house is messy enough?"
He shook off Gongsun Jin's arm, straightened his clothes, and said solemnly: "Anyway, what is the arrangement at home, you don't need to know now, you will naturally tell you when it is your turn to know, and you don't need to take care of it, just take care of yourself." ā
Shen Junru flicked his sleeves angrily, turned around and wanted to leave.
Gongsun Jin's voice floated faintly from behind him.
"It's because I'm an outcast, and Ying'er isn't from the Gongsun family, so you don't want us anymore, don't you?" He looked at Shen Junru's back, as if looking at the high-ranking Gongsun family, and muttered: "I know that you only like people who are helpful to the family, and you won't need waste like me, since I was a child, the old man thinks I'm useless, I don't have hope for me, and I don't care, but now, there are difficulties at home, I just want to do what I can do, why do you all think I will only add to the chaos?"
Gongsun Jin's emotions were very excited, his eyes were red as he spoke, and the hands on his side were clenched into fists, and his muscles were bursting up.
"Where do I want to make trouble, I've always wanted to help, but you don't let me help, you've always isolated me outside, whether it's family matters, or personal contacts, always kick me out alone, you don't want me for a long time, take this opportunity to give me up!"
The more he talked, the more he went too far, he didn't care about Shen Junru's feelings at all, and he just wanted to vent his sadness and sadness with all his anger.
"I thought that as long as I giggled and pretended to be confused, I could always treat myself as a member of the Gongsun family, but now, I can't deceive myself," he lowered his head and said: "If a family doesn't need you to stretch out a hand in difficult times, it will be you who will give up forever, and such descendants are still called descendants?"
He asked Shen Junru, and it seemed that he was asking himself.
He didn't really know what he said, some of them were words that had been held for a long time, and some of them were temporary outbursts of anger, but no matter which one they were, they were what he wanted to say the most at the moment.
Gongsun Jin never knew that he would have such a day when he would get out of control, and it turned out that he would also yell at the proud son of the Gongsun family!
"Is that just how you think about yourself?" Shen Junru turned his back to Gongsun Jin, his voice was low and rough, as if he hadn't had a good rest for many days, "So that's how you think of us?"
Two rhetorical questions, different objects, spread out all the contradictions in the blue sky and white day.
He slowly turned his head, closed his eyes, and said in a deep voice, "You have disappointed me too much. ā
"It's you who let me down so much!" Gongsun Jin didn't know what was wrong, even if he had some grievances and sadness when he was a child, but after so many years, he should know that the old lady really loved him, and the people of the Gongsun family respected him, but he couldn't get out of his own predicament, so he didn't want to see other people's predicament.
"I just want to know the truth, I know I'm not qualified, but I still want to know what happened!" Gongsun Jin yelled, "I don't want to live alone in a daze, many people think I'm debauched and uninhibited, but who forced this?"
"It's all you! It's you who only need a proud existence, and you don't want to have two grandchildren who are in the limelight, so you discarded me!" Gongsun Jin said: "I don't want to be discarded by the family, so I have to choose another path, I can only be on the opposite side of you, become the scum of the family, how proud you are, how embarrassed I am, I will always be at the bottom for you, all for you to be discarded!"
Do you think that because you have read a lot of books, you know so much hypocrisy? So you are all used to fool the old man and the old lady, but in fact you are the wolf in sheep's clothing!"
"Smack!"
There was a crunch.
Gongsun Jin's face was turned to the side, and five bright red fingerprints appeared on it.
"Are you finished?" Shen Junru shook his sour arm and looked at Gongsun Jin opposite with cold eyes, "You can continue to say it before you finish speaking, and I will fight you until you wake up." ā
Gongsun Jin was stunned.
He had never been slapped in the face, and no one even dared to speak out in front of him.
Today, he was slapped hard by his most respected cousin, and he didn't reserve any strength at all, so hard and so hard, it was clear that he wanted to make him hurt.
Gongsun Jin really hurts.
His heart also hurts.
His eyes were completely red, but he stubbornly refused to shed tears.
"I still have to take care of my family's affairs now, I don't have time to argue with you here, you go back, if you have any resentment, I will go to you. Shen Junru said calmly.
But where no one could see it, the hand he hid in his sleeve was already clenched into a fist and couldn't stop trembling.
"I ......" Gongsun Jin's voice seemed to be stuck in his throat, and all the words converged in his throat, but he couldn't spit it out.
"You don't have to say it, I'll go. Shen Junru turned around and took a step forward, this time he never looked back, and ran forward on the ridge.
Gongsun Jin lowered his head and looked at the tears hitting the ridge under the scorching sun, like a flame burning, and the blood-colored flowers bloomed miserly.
It was his tears, this time it was gone, and next time it won't be there.
There won't be any more.
"What?" When Momoru heard the guard's report and reported the scene on the ridge to her, Momoru thought there was something wrong with her ears.
"What did you say?" she asked again in disbelief, "You say, Shen Junru, hit, Gongsun Jin?"
"Yes. The chief of the guard said with certainty: "This is what my subordinates have seen with their own eyes, and there will be no mistakes." ā
"But this is obviously wrong, what else is wrong. Tao Ru walked back and forth, unable to figure out the crux of the problem.
The chief of the guard remained silent and stood aside, they were only responsible for reporting to the princess what the princess wanted to know, and as for what the princess thought when she heard it, the guards were not in a position to ask more.