Chapter 112: Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

On such a night, Zhao Fei sat at the window of his home, looking at the starry sky outside the window, and began to miss the past days and Lin Wei.

In fact, if you meet at a certain intersection in life, you are destined to never forget you again!

It's like Zhao Fei himself likes to walk around the street corners of the city alone in the autumn rain, not knowing where to go.

There are leaves under your feet that have been knocked down by the rain, and when you step on them, there is a cool wind between your feet.

Zhao Fei felt that he was very much like a lonely passerby, and he didn't like the hustle and bustle of the city.

Just one more look at the crowd.

She held up an umbrella and was shut out.

It's like through the glass window of a café, you can see the men and women in the red dust, looking at each other, whispering, smiling, and silent......

The rain has been winding over the glass, entangled my vision. Blurred. I can't see clearly.

Maybe on a rainy autumn afternoon, you might sit in a seat inside the glass window, and the seat opposite you is empty.

There was a drizzle in the sky.

The leaves of the sycamore tree, the old locust tree, or other trees, in the wind, in the rain, in my eyes, look at each other.

Take a sip of your coffee.

No milk added, no sugar.

Thick. Bitter.

Fragrant.

There is also a hint of sweetness in the aftertaste.

It is Zhao Fei's favorite drink.

It seems that at that moment, Zhao Fei seemed to see Lin Wei's figure again, walking gently through his life in front of the window!

In the silence of midnight, the rhythm of an old song is chirped, the lead of the moon is faintly gazed, and the thoughts are in the sky.

Thinking about it. A cup of quiet tea, accompanied by the pale silver moon hair, taste the rhyme of the thousand-year-old streamer.

The wind is silent, and the heart is silent.

In his thoughts, Zhao Fei fell asleep.

In the dream, before dawn, Zhao Fei and Liu Hao had already gone to the meeting place - the soybean milk fritter stall at the entrance of Zhangqi Hotel.

A beach golden winged tiger drove over and stopped next to the breakfast stall, and every time it was the eldest brother Lao Li who came first.

Zhao Fei finished paying the boss early and turned around, and a tall figure walked towards this side. Wearing a royal blue long coat and a white lace turtleneck dress, she set off her excellent figure, and her long flaxen curly hair naturally rested on her shoulders. The clear and bright eyes are accompanied by the eyelashes blinking deeply and brightly, the fair skin reveals a faint red pink under the cool breeze of March, and the shallow smile is like the first warm sun in the cold winter......

When did Liu Hao stand up, blocking Zhao Fei's sight.

"Wow! Dr. Lin's assistant is good!"

"You're in a hurry, maybe you're just a passerby. Zhao Fei pushed Liu Hao away from his sight.

The two watched as the woman in blue walked towards their breakfast table and sat across from them.

Before the woman could speak, Liu Hao rushed to say, "Dr. Lin is really happy to have such a beautiful assistant!"

The woman smiled, put her local tyrant's golden Hermè backpack on the side of the bench, and sighed softly, "Don't you know me?"

The two rubbed their eyes, looked at each other, and said in unison, "Lin Wei!"

"Lin Wei!"

"Lin Wei!"

Zhao Fei opened his eyes and found that it was just a dream of his own.

Zhao Fei didn't have the heart to continue sleeping, sat down in front of the computer, and began to search on the Internet for PTSD, Post-traumatic.stress. disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder.

Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a delayed onset and persistence of a mental disorder that occurs after an individual experiences, witnesses, or encounters one or more of the actual deaths, threatens to die, or is seriously injured, or threatens physical integrity, involving themselves or others.

The occurrence of PTSD is associated with many factors, which are mainly divided into family, psychosocial factors (such as gender, age, race, marital status, economic status, social status, work status, education level, stress events, personality characteristics, defense styles, childhood trauma, domestic violence, war, social support, etc.) and biological factors (such as genetic factors, neuroendocrine factors, neurobiochemical factors, etc.).

Among them, major traumatic events are the basic conditions for the onset of PTSD, which is extremely unpredictable.

Seeing this, Zhao Fei remembered "Billy Lynn's Halftime Battle" directed by Ang Lee, which tells the story of Billy Lynn, an American soldier in the Iraq War, who returned from victory with his comrades and was hailed as an American hero, but at the same time, he also witnessed his comrades being killed and suffering from PTSD. Even after returning home, he could not enter a normal life, and the cruel shadow of war always haunted him.

"Oh my God!"

Zhao Fei stretched out his hands to cover his face, rubbed the muscles on his face, and prayed that he would never be PTSD.

Zhao Fei continued to search on the Internet.

He was going to see a movie called "American Sniper".

The actor Kyle, during his ten years of service, has received two Silver Star Medals, five Purple Star Medals and other honors. After retiring from the army, he moved with his family to settle in Central Lothian, Texas, and established a company that provided combat and weapons training services to the military, police, businesses, and individuals.

Kyle then wrote an autobiography, The American Sniper, which was published with great success and made the New York Times bestseller list. Subsequently, another of his co-authors, "American Guns: 10 Weapons to See American History", was published, which tells about 10 classic weapons he used.

In addition to starting a company and writing a book, Kyle is committed to helping retired veterans overcome "post-traumatic stress disorder." He co-founded a non-profit organization called the FITCO Care Foundation, which established the "Hero Project" to provide physical rehabilitation equipment, personal training, life assistance, psychotherapy and other services to physically injured and psychologically traumatized veterans.

However, in the process of helping a veteran to heal his psychological trauma, Kyle is tragically shot and killed. He was shot and killed by a Marine Corps veteran.

Kyle took the veteran to the shooting range to help him with PTSD, but was shot in the back by the veteran.

The veteran, who had been unemployed for a long time after being discharged from the military, had just been discharged from a psychiatric hospital after being diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder.

It's scary, PTSD is a terrible mental illness.

Zhao Fei turned off the computer and sat alone in front of the computer in a daze for a long time.

Do you really have to go to the hospital to diagnose yourself?" he thought to himself.

I looked at my watch, five o'clock.

It was almost dawn, Zhao Fei promised Xiaoxue's father to go to the cycling shop to help today, he was ready to take a nap, and devote himself to a new job and a new life in the best state.

Just as Zhao Fei was lying down, the small titanium alloy spinning top on the computer desk flashed a blue light, which was instantly extinguished.