Chapter Seventy-Five: Blood Quality
Li Xiaoyan suddenly dreamed of Qin Guan in the morning, was startled, and woke up. The feeling of hurt www.biquge.info came in bursts, lonely and uncertain, like a person leaning on the ruins, looking at the vast wilderness, dazed and unaware. A person was stunned on the bed, motionless, and his heart was almost unbearable. Li Xiaoyan closed her eyes, tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, and she finally got through the effort, wiped her tears with a pillow towel, and got up. Thinking about this time, Qin Guan should be on the court, the familiar court, the familiar figure, the row of tall poplar trees outside the familiar court. The more Li Xiaoyan thought about it, the more difficult it was to let go, and she was immersed in an unspeakable and uncontrollable pain mixed with sadness and desire, saying that it was pain and a little enjoyment and infatuation. This deep feeling is contained in the deepest layers of the body, in the bone marrow, in the blood, in the nerves, and in the endocrine. Li Xiaoyan sighed and washed his face. Tears flowed down layer by layer, Li Xiaoyan pressed the basin, and simply let the tears flow until the grief stopped. I washed my face again and looked in the mirror, and it was slightly pale. I combed my hair twice with a comb and went downstairs with a basketball in my arms.
Li Xiaoyan walked to the basketball court and saw a different person who was familiar with her, as if she was in a different world. Gritting his teeth, throwing everything away, slapping the ball, turning twice, and going straight to the basketball court, Li Xiaoyan said to himself: This is my life.
Zhuang Feng looked at Li Xiaoyan with a strange look and said, "What's wrong?" Li Xiaoyan said, "It's nothing." Zhuang Feng said: "There are tears in my eyes, and I have something to tell my brother." Li Xiaoyan said: "Love." Zhuang Feng said, "I can't help you." Li Xiaoyan said, "Why don't you talk about girlfriends?" Zhuang Feng said: "Of course there is no suitable one." Li Xiaoyan said, "I'll introduce you to one." Zhuang Feng said: "Don't talk." ”
The weather is so good, Li Xiaoyan thinks that this is a sign that he misses Qin Guan is sincere, and he should miss him? How is it possible? Li Xiaoyan feels that his true heart is exposed to the sun, and he can't and doesn't want to hide it. However, Li Xiaoyan's body remembers Cheng Donghao, and it is inevitable that Cheng Donghao's figure will appear in his head from time to time, and he feels that Cheng Donghao is intertwined in his body. Li Xiaoyan had no choice but not to distinguish it, it was really a thing that could not be helped.
Zhong Zizheng's final exam is in front, and Li Xiaoyan's final exam is in the back. Li Xiaoyan gave Zhong Zizheng the last general review before the exam, and after the review, Li Xiaoyan said: "This semester is here, you come out." Zhong Zizheng followed Li Xiaoyan to the hall, and Zhong Hanyu put down the book. Li Xiaoyan sat on the sofa and said, "Uncle, this semester is here, settle the bill for me." Then I have an exam, then I have an exam, and then I have a month of summer internship on vacation. Zhong Zizheng said: "Then let's start school again." Zhong Hanyu said: "That's it, can you come to school?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Then I can't ask for it." Zhong Hanyu took the money for Li Xiaoyan, nine hundred yuan, and counted it in person, Zhong Hanyu said, "I'll send you." Zhong Zizheng said, "I'll go too." Li Xiaoyan said, "Okay." ”
On the way, Zhong Hanyu said, "I'll invite you two to drink something delicious." Zhong Zizheng said, "I want to drink cocoa blackcurrant peanut milkshake." Zhong Hanyu said, "How is it? Zhong Hanyu turned a corner and drove to a café. The brown eaves are wide and overhanging, the dark mahogany facades, the soft lighting, and the large bright glass windows let in a warm yellow light. The three of them entered the door, and it was all pure solid wood, walls, roofs, and a few thick tree trunks, piercing out of the roof, I don't know if it was true or not, and there were four seasons of green scattered trees. On the lower floor, there are short solid wood tables and red cushioned wooden chairs, where a few tables of guests are sitting, and on the upper floor are large tables and sofas, surrounded by a circle of people, all looking at the computer, quietly not knowing what they are doing.
Zhong Hanyu took Zhong Zizheng and Li Xiaoyan to sit under a tree trunk, Zhong Zizheng and Li Xiaoyan asked for a milkshake, Zhong Hanyu asked for aloe vera milk and pistachios, beef jerky. Li Xiaoyan said: "It's better here than a bar. Zhong Zizheng said: "You can also drink here, my dad sometimes comes here for a drink, I come to rub the delicious food, but I don't come often." Zhong Hanyu said, "Do you often go to the bar to play?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I've been there once." Zhong Zizheng said: "That's where women go, it's better for a little girl like you to come to this kind of place." Li Xiaoyan said: "It's like you've been there." Zhong Zizheng said: "My dad took me there, and I feel that the people there are too bold and do a lot, so it is not as calm and casual as here." When I have a girlfriend, I bring her to this kind of place, and I will never take her to a bar, like my mother, a woman would go to a bar, a choleric person. My mom said that she is a choleric person, a character trait determined by physiological factors, and she can't help herself, so I don't blame her. What is a choleric person?"
Li Xiaoyan said: "This is one of the temperament classification methods, this classification method comes from the ancient Greek doctor Hippocrates' temperament theory, there are four kinds of body fluids in the human body: yellow bile, blood, mucus, black bile, the proportion of each body fluid is different to determine the difference in human temperament, according to this, he divides human temperament into mucous quality, blood quality, bile and depression four temperament types. The general characteristics of polyhematoma are: high emotional excitability, quick thinking, speech and action, rapid mood changes but not much intensity, and poor stability. Active, energetic and flexible. Optimistic and friendly, sociable, impetuous and rash, lacking stamina and perseverance. It is involuntary, reactive, and malleable. Extraversion is strong. The general characteristics of mucus are: low emotional excitability and involuntary reactivity, composure, emotional stability, deep thinking, and slow thinking, speech, and movement. Moderate communication, rarely exposed heart, perseverance, indifference, strong self-control. Less susceptible and more tolerated. Extraversion is pronounced. The general characteristics of choleric substances are: high emotional excitability, rapid response, drastic mood changes, and poor inhibition. Prone to impulsiveness, enthusiastic and straightforward, inflexible. Energetic, fast-moving, short-tempered, stubborn, and prone to carelessness. Less susceptible and more tolerated. Extraversion is pronounced. The general characteristics of depressive nature are: very sensitive, good at perceiving details, seeing subtle things, careful and cautious, sensitive and suspicious. The inner experience is deep but the external manifestation is not strong, the action is slow and not lively. Easy to get tired, easy to recover after fatigue, indecisive and lack of confidence. Inversion is evident. ”
Zhong Hanyu said: "Such a simple classification is not appropriate. Li Xiaoyan said: "Yes, not so absolutely. Everyone does not simply belong to a certain temperament type, but a mixture of multiple temperament types. There are major and minor divisions. And temperament itself is not good or bad, nor can it determine a person's social value and contribution, like Pushkin is a typical choleric characteristic, Herzen is a typical polyamologic characteristic, Krenov has obvious mucous characteristics, and Gogol has depressive characteristics, but they have all achieved extraordinary achievements in literature. ”
Zhong Zizheng said: "This is science, and it must have statistical significance. Different temperament types will affect people's attitudes and methods towards work and others, do you deny this?" Zhong Hanyu said: "No, but acquired cultivation can be balanced and changed. Zhong Zizheng said: "In your mouth, everything can be changed, and there is a special trust in people's subjective initiative." Zhong Hanyu said: "What should I do if I don't trust? Do you want to do something by resigning yourself to fate?" Zhong Zizheng said: "Just believe in people's subjective initiative, and trust people without discernment, sometimes like a fool, although you seem to be very smart, you have suffered so many losses, and people are deceived round and round, but you are still unswerving." Zhong Hanyu said: "Believing in a person is not a judgment but a choice, when saying this kind of thing, it is based on a kind of not afraid of losses, not afraid of no gains, no gains, no gains, no peace." Compared to doubting everything, knocking down everything, embattled, and uneasy, I would rather choose to believe, of course, I don't believe everything, the harmless disadvantages in life, get by, if you are too careful, it is unnecessary, and it is too tiring. On the surface, I chose trust, but in fact I chose Enron. ”
Zhong Zizheng said: "If others don't say it, what about my mother? You just believe in her too much, so our father and son were almost killed, and she ended up with others." Zhong Hanyu said: "I don't believe her, this is love, even if she doesn't choose me, the love is still there in the past." Didn't I help her this time?" Zhong Zizheng said: "Suffer such a big loss, don't have a longer memory, I don't care if I am a son." She has never loved you, and even I don't love you when she is tired, and legend has it that there must be a mother who falls to death when her child is born. Motherhood is great, nature or something, half of it is true, half of it is orthodox propaganda, and no one says about the implicit nondescriptness, so that our father and son can catch up. Zhong Hanyu said: "She is also very painful, desperately trying to find happiness but never finding it." We are merciful to strangers, not to mention that she is your mother. Zhong Zizheng said: "Forget it, you are always so indecisive." ”
Zhong Hanyu said: "People are together to find happiness, if you can't, don't be together, she is with that man, it means that she still has fun with him." Zhong Zizheng said: "I can't understand, a choleric person, it's enough for me to have her in my life, I think I'm bloody, and I have to find a mucus person to find a wife in the future, or even a depressed person." Dad, you seem to be depressed" Li Xiaoyan said, "What do you think of me?" Zhong Zizheng said: "Mucus." Li smiled and said, "I want to find a sunny blood." Zhong Zizheng said: "The two of us are a couple, I don't care if you are older than me, how about waiting for me for a few years?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I already have someone." Zhong Zizheng said, "Classmate?" Li Xiaoyan said, "Yes." Zhong Zizheng said: "Then I will also study medicine and find a peer." ”