Chapter 1877: He's Anxious Now

When Han Zitong left this dormitory, it was really dark outside.

I personally opened the 'door' to send her out, probably because the dragon in the dormitory was still very warm, and when the big 'door' was opened, and the cool breeze outside hit her, she shivered a little, and almost tripped on the 'door' sill and fell.

Luckily, I was able to hold her with one hand.

I said, "Miss Zitong, the road ahead is uneven, you have to be careful." ”

She glanced back at me, the red light from the lantern under the eaves shining on her face, and she could see a fine layer of sweat on her forehead, and she coughed lightly and said, "Thanks for the reminder." ”

Several palace 'maids' standing in the courtyard hurriedly came up and helped her out.

I watched her back disappear into the night, and I slowly closed the big door.

Looking back at the table, the few words written in tea had almost disappeared, but I was still very cautious to wipe the last remaining water stains with my hands.

In fact, tonight, I didn't talk much to Han Zitong, because there were too many things happening tonight, and I reminded her that it was possible for her to get the position of queen, which was quite a load for her already 'messy' and 'messy' mind, so I couldn't say more.

But I knew that I needed to keep an eye on her for the rest of the day.

And I need to make her feel the pressure little by little, and let her know that if she is not the queen, if I remain in the palace, it will not be a good thing for them.

Next, there is still a lot of work.

So, I didn't delay any longer, and after letting the 'Hua' bamboo bring in hot water to wash up, I went to bed early to rest.

Nothing was said all night.

The next day, I also heard some rumors outside, after all, overnight, Xiaolian, who was originally flying in the harem, was beaten to death, and Han Ruoshi, who has always been in the limelight, stayed in the 'jade' palace and closed the 'door', which inevitably made people think about it, and they were all speculating whether Pei Yuanxiu had a new move.

However, he didn't do much, he was just dealing with the turmoil in the Xishan camp, and it seemed that he had also left the palace, and he returned to the palace after lunch at noon, and came directly to my side. When he entered the 'door', he probably thought that I was still taking a nap, so the force of pushing the 'door' was very small, but when he walked in, he saw me lying on the table writing, and there was already a pile of ashes in the brazier next to me, and there was a paper that was about to be burned, slowly turning into nothingness in the flames.

He came over and stood behind me, looked at me for a while, and then said, "Are you writing Buddhist scriptures?"

I heard his voice, but I didn't stop writing, but continued to write stroke by stroke, until I finished the last word, then put down the pen and gently pinched the already stiff fingers.

He said again, "Are you writing Buddhist scriptures?"

"yes. ”

"Why did you write Buddhist scriptures?"

"It's almost the death day of the Queen Mother, I originally wanted to go to the Linshui Pagoda to chant for her old man, but they didn't let me go, I had no other way but to write a little Buddhist scripture here to comfort her old man's soul in the sky. ”

He was silent for a moment, and then said: "That place is cold and 'yin' is heavy, you are pregnant with a child, don't go." Just write Buddhist scriptures in the house, and cultivate your 'sex'. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw me twist the corner of the sutra with one hand and lift it up and put it on the brazier, and with a shake of my fingers, it fell down and fell on the pile of ashes just now, and immediately, the flame was ignited, and the flame swallowed the paper again.

The Buddhist scriptures were in flames and turned into nothingness.

He said, "Why burn?"

I said calmly, "Dead...... After the death of so many people, my heart is a little uneasy, and I hope that the souls of these people can transcend as soon as possible and enter reincarnation as soon as possible. ”

He looked at my drooping eyelashes and said, "I can have people do things." ”

"That's your business," I said lightly, "I just want to do what I can do." ”

“……”

Probably this sentence made him feel a little cold, he didn't say anything more immediately, but turned his head to look around, although this dormitory used to be lived by the emperor, and it was indeed more gorgeous and comfortable than other places in the harem, but I don't know if it was because I wrote Buddhist scriptures here, this place has also become empty and quiet.

He looked around and asked me, "Do you need anything else?"

I said, "If you can, ask them to send me a little more pen and ink and paper." Writing Buddhist scriptures is no better than others, and it is not good to write a bad word. ”

He was silent for a while, did not speak again, walked to the other side of the couch and sat down, quietly accompanied me to write Buddhist scriptures, and later heard that there were people in the imperial study who asked to see, he got up and left, and when he left, he also specially told the 'flower' Zhuyun Mountain who was guarding outside, don't let me be too tired and too distracted, but let them prepare enough pen, ink, paper and inkstone for me.

Perhaps in his opinion, it is much better for me to find something to send affection to than to spend years sitting idle.

It's just that although I write Buddhist scriptures, my heart is not as calm as I said.

After a while, several sheets had been broken, and they had to be burned all of them, but fortunately, they were clever and immediately brought me new ink and paper, and I left the window ajar, and continued to write while looking out.

I'm calculating when Han Zitong will come to me.

She didn't come to me, but when she did, that's when she promised me.

I can calculate some of her thoughts, the only thing I can't calculate is what step she can do for Pei Yuanxiu, which is why I am still taking risks now, if she is really so high-spirited and wants to keep me for the people she loves, then I will really call the heavens and the earth unworkable.

After a while, I heard a sound of footsteps outside, and someone was talking to 'Hua' Zhuyunshan, asking to see me.

Unexpectedly, when I looked out of the crack in the window, I saw not Han Zitong, but Geerdi.

How did she come to me?

Of course, 'Hua' Zhu and Yun Shan knew that I had an enmity with her brother, but seeing that Geldi came over with a kind face to ask for a meeting, they were also a little hesitant, so I walked over and opened the 'door' by myself, and said with a smile: "Miss Geldi, how expensive is it to step on the cheap ground today. ”

Seeing that I came out to greet her, 'Hua' Zhuyunshan knew that I was going to see her.

Geerdi walked over slowly, looked at the place where I was standing, the big 'door' was open, probably different from the places she usually saw in the harem compared to the place where she lived, and she said: "The place where Miss Yan lives really can't be said to be a cheap place. ”

I laughed and turned sideways, "Please come in." ”

She also followed me in, although she had been here before, but only looked at the 'door', this was the first time she had entered this dormitory, looked around curiously, and then walked to the 'bed' and looked at the paper on the table where I had just written a few words, and asked, "What is this?"

"Sutras. ”

"Ah, I know, I've seen it. ”

"Oh, where have you seen it?"

"At Brother Losh's, he often burned some in bursts. ”

“……”

I was originally standing beside her with a little banter and a wary smile, after all, this "Phoenix" is from Shengjing, the sister of Evil Hou Qi, if I suspect that the thing she pushed down Han Ruoshi is true, then what means does she have for me, I really have to be on guard, but I didn't expect that as soon as she opened her mouth, she said something I couldn't believe it.

Is there a sutra in Losh?

And it's going to burn some for a while?

How can a person like Luo Shi write Buddhist scriptures, not to mention writing Buddhist scriptures, he is afraid that he will not even be able to touch the edge of Buddhist scriptures!

On second thought, I immediately understood.

It's Huang Tianba, it's the Buddhist scriptures he wrote, in the past in Yangzhou, when he was almost dying of the plague, what he couldn't release was a volume of the Ranga Sutra!

The days spent on the grassland must have been very painful for him, and when people are in pain, they always have to find something that can comfort their souls, maybe love, or someone he has loved, but he has lost both of them, and the only thing left is probably the Dharma.

I knew that it was useless to think too much, but when I thought of Huang Ye, my heart couldn't help but hurt like a knife.

Gerdy looked at me a few times, then looked back at me and said, "What's wrong with you?

I hurriedly disguised it, "Oh, it's okay. ”

I thought about it for a moment, and then asked, "I don't know what Prince Luoshi has been busy with lately? If Pei Yuanxiu is going to ascend the throne, will he come to watch the ceremony?"

"He's so busy now, so he's not so free. ”

Probably by the way, Gerdi said this, my heart sank, and I was about to ask something more, but her eyes flickered, as if she realized something, and immediately turned her head and said with a smile: "He has a lot of things to do every day, and if he doesn't solve those things, he won't be available." ”

I immediately realized that she was perfunctory.

Although, her perfunctory is indeed a little too clumsy in front of me.

But I also understood that since she was perfunctory, she said that she did not intend to tell me the truth, and of course I would not be stupid enough to ask again, and at this time the palace 'women' brought hot tea and snacks, so I smiled and said, "Miss Gerdy go and sit over there and drink some tea." ”

"Okay. ”

She agreed to come with me to the table and sit down.

After both of them took a sip of tea, and looked up at each other again, I obviously felt that something in her eyes was flickering again, as if something was about to come to her mouth, but she hesitated and did not speak, so I smiled and said, "Miss Gerdy came to me today, there must be something, you might as well say it directly." ”

She looked at me with her eyes: "You're very direct. ”

I smiled and said, "I've lived in your Shengjing for a while. ”

I want to get up directly, and I can be as direct as you prairie daughters.

She said, "Okay, then I'll get straight to the point." I came here today just to ask, Miss Yan, are you going to be the queen of Yuan Xiu?"