Dad Li Lianfeng didn't come back at noon, Li Xiaoyan, mother and daughter, tomatoes and egg sauce, copied celery, and bean sprouts as a panel. Lu Yao www.biquge.info said: "How does it feel to be an intern in the First Affiliated Hospital?" Li Xiaoyan said: "It feels like being a doctor." Lu Yao said, "Can't you reach the doctor?" Li Xiaoyan said, "Don't dare to be enough." Lu Yao said: "Scared like this?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Well, I'm still a little white rabbit." Lu Yao said: "It's only the first grade, and there are still seven years to go, take your time, don't worry." Li Xiaoyan said: "I feel that my head is a little insufficient. Lu Yao said: "People who work hard will think like this, it is because they feel stupid that they work harder, and those who think they are smart will slack off." Li Xiaoyan said: "I don't know how people in Beijing Medicine learn. I have heard people say: the more excellent people work harder, the richer people are more diligent, and the wiser people are more humble and learn. As a result, polarization has increased, and is not caused solely by the social environment and the exploitation of surplus value. ”

Lu Yao said: "You already have a goal to work towards, and you only have to achieve it." Don't always stare at others, try to be the best version of yourself, and form a unique and distinctive personal style. Focusing on others is of no use at all, only troubles. There is a saying that people have to die more than people, and goods have to be thrown away. Take it easy. Ever since I met Donghao with your dad, he has called every other month, and he has already sent boxes of dried fruits twice, and he sent them again yesterday. Li Xiaoyan said: "He won't send anything else except dried fruits?" Lu Yao said: "He must have thought about it for a long time and felt that it was best to send this." Li Xiaoyan said: "Alaskan cod, North Atlantic salmon, Hokkaido sea cucumber, these can be sent, as well as bird's nest, shark fin or something." Lu Yao said: "This girl is really tricky." ”

Li Xiaoyan said: "I haven't asked you yet, why don't you give me living expenses?" Lu Yao said: "You are all from other people, why should we give you living expenses?" Li Xiaoyan said: "But I am still your daughter." Lu Yao said: "The daughter who married out spilled the water." Li Xiaoyan said: "I haven't married yet." Lu Yao said: "I'm so embarrassed to say that they are all husband and wife." If it weren't for your father's soft-heartedness, I wouldn't have let him take care of the apprenticeship. Li Xiaoyan said: "Mom, are you so ruthless?" Lu Yao said: "Donghao originally wanted you to go to Beijing for internship, but then your father wanted you to come back, I think you have something anyway, it's better to follow Donghao." I did it once, and it will be like that for thousands of times. Li Xiaoyan said: "Mom, do you want to speak so explicitly?" Lu Yao said: "You have done everything, let me tell me what is there?"

In the afternoon, Li Xiaoyan flipped through the information outside the general market, went to the market to buy vegetables, and came back to make dinner. The family ate and chatted in the living room. Li Lianfeng said: "Just go directly to Director Ke outside the general area tomorrow, and take your ID card, student ID, and letter of introduction from the school." Li Xiaoyan nodded.

Director Ke is forty-five years old, his demeanor is still the same, but his temples are slightly white, his body is thin and tall, his lower abdomen is flat, there are muscles on his arms, and his steps are steady.

Director Ke saw Li Xiaoyan and said, "I will give you a few suggestions before you work: first, it is useless to be cute, second, it is useless to be naïve; third, you must pay great attention to details; fourth, no matter what you do, you must treat yourself as a personal messenger; fifth, take illness as a teacher, be open-minded, logical, and keep forging ahead." Li Xiaoyan nodded. Director Ke said, "Nodding your head, answer me: Do you remember?" Li Xiaoyan said, "Yes." ”

Li Xiaoyan is a diligent student, and when he went to the First Affiliated Hospital, he was still a little bit indispensable, because Zhang He also set an example, and then he let go, and became pervasive. There are two senior brothers from River University of Science and Technology who are interning here, who are already in their fifth year, Bao Quan, Gao Yuxin, who is very good to Li Xiaoyan and has the practice of half a teacher. The two of them lived in the dormitory of the hospital, except for eating and sleeping, they soaked in the hospital, and almost did all the chores outside the hospital. As long as you are willing to learn and find the entry point of learning, it will be very helpful for your theoretical learning. Li Xiaoyan nodded and was taught.

It was already dark when Li Xiaoyan got off work, and when he arrived at the hall on the first floor, he saw a figure and was shocked in his heart, as if it was Qin Guan. Hurried over to see that it was gone. Li Xiaoyan stood there and thought: Could it be that I am wrong, I miss him too much, and when I see similar people, I will think it is him, and the more I think about it, the more it is him, it must not be him. Li Xiaoyan let out a sigh of relief, turned around and walked out of the hall.

The next morning, I went to play ball, and saw that Qin Guan was fine, nothing abnormal, and I was even more sure that I was looking at the wrong person. However, on this day, he left the court with Li Xiaoyan, Li Xiaoyan felt that there was someone behind him, and when he looked back, his heart was in his throat, and his eyes staring at him were stupid and did not move. Qin Guan's sparkling eyes pulled and walked past her without saying a word. Li Xiaoyan suddenly remembered a question: It is said that a woman who has lost her body can see that, first, it is body odor, when she is a virgin, there will be a natural milk aroma, that is, people often say that the milk smell is not dry; second, eyebrows, eyebrows will fall off after losing her body; third, the shape of the mouth, after losing her body, the corners of her mouth will fall down; fourth, her neck and waist will become thicker, and her buttocks will become bigger; fifth, the posture of her lower limbs will be loose and her flesh will be loose. And so on, in short, the signs are clear.

Although such statements can be affirmed as fabrications without scientific basis, Li Xiaoyan is a thief with a weak heart, and still thinks that there must be something different, maybe it is his expression. There are only men and women in the world, a woman who does not understand the world of men, but only owns half of the world, must be novel and confused when he looks at men, and a woman who understands the world of men and has the whole world will inevitably look at men with a look in his eyes: Oh, but that's it. Li Xiaoyan thought as if she suddenly realized: It must be so, her expression betrayed her, a look that cannot be reborn and retreated, a look that cannot be concealed, and a look that cannot be pretentious. Li Xiaoyan pressed her hand on her forehead, sad and helpless, at this moment, she felt that she was really a woman. Mature women can no longer use innocence as an excuse to be crazy, their words and deeds should be steady and moderate, and they should pay attention to elegance. Including the love for Qin Guan, buried deeply.

Li Xiaoyan went to work, it was still early from the standard time for work, and Bao Quan and Gao Yuxin arrived early. Li Xiaoyan followed the two of them to make rounds and consultations, reported to the teacher, wrote down the doctor's instructions they prescribed, and found the instructions of the commonly used drugs according to the suggestions of the two senior brothers, and memorized the single dose of the drug, the indications of each drug, contraindications, adverse reactions, and memorized it by heart. Not only do I work with doctors and surgeries, but I also work with nurses when I have time. After a busy day, it was dark again, and Li Xiaoyan did not get off work at the end of the day, but got off work after dark. In the past, I thought of the principle of a clear separation of life and work, and the principle of never interfering with each other, and I couldn't take care of it as soon as I went to work, because I was a patient when I went to work, and I was a book when I got off work.

Li Xiaoyan saw the familiar figure again, this time he turned around, both of them were stunned, yes, it was him: Qin Guan. Qin Guan turned his head expressionlessly and left. Li Xiaoyan stood there, his heart turbulent: Was he sick? Thinking that he was sick, Li Xiaoyan hated to immediately hold him in his arms and pour out all his tenderness. Li Xiaoyan cared for Qin Guan wholeheartedly, and even he felt shameless and incredible, since he was already a wife, he could still care about him as much as he did when he was spotless, and even more than before, that feeling was so deep, just like a winding path that was more secluded.

Li Xiaoyan was flustered for a while, full of love and wanted to burst out, and it took a while to stabilize his mind, maybe it wasn't that he was sick, then, his wife, children, parents, relatives, or friends, etc., he really didn't look like a sick person, Li Xiaoyan fiercely broke off his other conjectures, it must be that he was sick, dear him, poor him, thrilling, worried about him. Li Xiaoyan didn't want to follow him, so she secretly inquired about him, and if she couldn't see him on the court the next morning, she would go to the hospital computer to check and go directly to him to ask him for clarity. Li Xiaoyan didn't want to know about other people related to him except for himself, and he really couldn't stand the stimulation, but if he was sick, Li Xiaoyan wanted to get close to him desperately, take care of him, try not to leave any traces, just say that it was a golfer, and she even thought of what kind of calmness she should maintain when she saw his wife and children.

Li Xiaoyan ate a few pecans sent by Cheng Donghao with her parents at night with gynostemma blue tea, and thought about whether to call him for a long time, and thought about Qin Guan in her heart, she really couldn't get entangled with him, and she was afraid that he would hear something, more things are better than less things, forget it. At 9:50, Cheng Donghao's call came. Li Xiaoyan didn't want to answer, and after five minutes, he called a second time. Li Xiaoyan answered, Cheng Donghao said, "What are you doing? Don't answer the phone?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Go to the toilet." Cheng Donghao said: "How is the apprenticeship life?" Li Xiaoyan said: "With the two senior brothers of the River University of Science and Technology under the cover, I have learned a lot of things, and many things that have not yet been learned, and I have already apprenticed in advance." Cheng Donghao said, "Is it in the brain surgery?" Li Xiaoyan said: "General surgery." Cheng Donghao said: "Why don't you go to orthopedics?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Your orthopedic robot team doesn't want me, what should I do there?" Cheng Donghao said: "We have a prototype, I can introduce it to you, you will understand a little, I am now half an orthopedic expert." Li Xiaoyan said: "Bragging is not taxed." ”