Chapter 324: Heart-to-Heart Talk
The mountain wind hunts, blowing people as if they will drift away in the next moment. Wang Mei had been standing on the top of this mountain for an hour, and she didn't use the shield, so she let herself stand on the top of the mountain with the strongest wind.
It had been three days since she watched Master Qingjing enter the enchantment with Master Qingchen on that day. At that moment, the tenderness on the face of the Venerable Qingjing and the happiness exuded by the Venerable Qingchen for a moment were deeply imprinted in her heart. In the past three days, the impact of that moment has been echoing in her mind.
It turns out that there is really a love of "I will accompany you to death" in this world. She stood on the top of the mountain, allowing the two souls of Shuang Ling and Fetal Light to merge in her heart, and experienced the heart, liver, spleen, lungs, and kidneys surrounded by the seven emotions in her body, each emotion has its own color, and it also represents the impact of this emotion on the human body.
The happy line in the heart, the angry line in the liver, the thinking line in the spleen, the worry line in the lungs and the fear line on the kidney have begun to take shape.
On the one hand, her cultivation will be higher because of the comprehension of the seven emotions, but due to the constraints of emotions, I am afraid that in the future, once her emotions change, the physical reaction will be more obvious and intense.
And these seven emotions are just the first stage of refining the body in the step of seven emotions and six desires. After experiencing the seven emotions, she also has to understand the six desires of "seeing, hearing, fragrant, taste, touching, and meaning" and enter the second stage of the step of refining the body. It was not until the end that he was able to reach the point where his seven emotions and six desires could be controlled at will.
Therefore, although her physique at this time has been strengthened under the stimulation of the seven emotions, there is still a long way to go before she can finally control the seven emotions and six desires, so as to fully form the help of cultivation. The most dangerous thing is that during this period of time, she will be extremely sensitive to the seven emotions and six desires, and she will be easily influenced by them, and self-injure herself, this step of refining her body can be described as a double-edged sword.
She needs to calm down at all times, although she can temporarily separate Shuang Ling and Fetus Light to maintain her previous calm attitude towards the world, but every separation and fusion is an extremely painful process for herself, and once separated, her previous perception of the seven emotions will be weakened by a point, and even she consulted Tiger Face, who advised her not to frequently separate and fuse the two souls, so as not to cause irreparable consequences.
Because of this reason, she stood here, unprotected by the mountain wind for an hour, because her emotions were impacted by the feelings of the two masters, Qingjing and Qingchen, and the threads of various emotions were tightly contracted, making her even feel uncomfortable breathing for a while.
In the case that the two souls cannot be separated, she can only use external force to force herself to stay awake. However, she just stood here like this, it was not a way after all, she needed to figure out for herself what this kind of emotional swings that suffocated her were going on.
"Ah Mei, why are you here?"
However, before she could sort it out, the familiar male voice had already been found. Wang Mei suppressed the surging qi and blood that was awakened by Xie Changsheng's voice, and said lightly:
"I'm thinking about something. If you figure it out, you will naturally go back, and Changsheng doesn't have to worry. ”
"But what's on your mind?" Since Xie Changsheng had already found it, he naturally knew that Wang Mei had been missing for a while, and naturally he would not be sent away by Wang Mei in a few words.
Wang Mei still didn't turn her head, but she also felt that she had been thinking about a fruitless emotion for an hour, maybe it was really an area that she was not good at, and she really wanted to talk to someone at the moment, Xie Changsheng has always been called "Xie Family Yushu" in Jiankang, and his intelligence is naturally not low, maybe, ask him, can hear different opinions?
Thinking of this, Wang Mei hesitated and said, "I'm thinking about Qingjing and Qingchen's affairs. ”
"You can't figure out why Master Qingjing was willingly sealed with Master Qingchen, who is obviously a demon soul?"
The Xuanqian Gate and the Xuanjian Gate caught the spies of the demon clan naturally not just to find out the truth of the year, the Master Qingchen, Jiu Ming, and the round-faced old man were trapped by Wang Mei with an enchantment and handed over to the heads of the Xuanqian Gate and the Xuanjian Gate, and they were abolished by the elders of the two factions, sealed in a secret place, and tortured and guarded.
It can be said that what the Master Qingjing gave up for the Master Qingchen was not only the noble status of the Xuanjian Gate, but also the freedom and dignity of endless life. And what Wang Mei couldn't figure out was this, what kind of feelings could make a cultivator who had cultivated for tens of thousands of years make such a decision that was unfavorable to him?
"Exactly. I really can't figure it out. Could it be that in this world, there is really a promise of life and death in the word love? But why?"
Wang Mei has seen too many mandarin ducks flying around, and the education she has received since childhood is that husband and wife should respect each other as guests, if you ask her mother, if she is willing to die for her father. She believed that her mother would definitely be willing. However, the reason for this must be the consideration of the family's loyalty and interests.
My mother once told her that no matter what kind of friendship in this world, it will be overshadowed in the face of the measurement of interests. Even when the friendship is at its strongest, people will make irrational impulsive decisions, and after the return of reason, they will still involuntarily weigh the gains and losses, if the gains are good, if there are big losses, I am afraid that the impulsive decision that moved each other at the beginning is the source of a painful life.
She really couldn't figure it out, a cultivator who had cultivated for tens of thousands of years, couldn't figure out this truth? Her mother had only lived for thirty years, and she could tell her these truths rationally, didn't Qingjing Zhenren understand? She herself thought that she already had a deep friendship with Xiao Liulang, but in front of the interests of the family, she would still choose to protect the family and give up her children's feelings, could it be that she was wrong?
Thinking of this, Wang Mei's five organs were filled with a sharp pain, and it was obvious that such a question made her emotional ups and downs even greater.
"Ah Mei, look over there. Xie Changsheng didn't answer her question, but instead stretched out his hand, Wang Mei looked down, and saw two stone tablets standing at the front of her line of sight. It is the tombstone of the mother-in-law and the Master of Jiuqing.
When the mother-in-law grabbed Jiuming three days ago and separated his soul from the soul body of the Master Jiuqing because of the deprivation of the Master of Jiuqing, she ended her life and died with a smile. Tens of thousands of years of cultivation are not worth a person's life and death.
"You and I have lived in the center of the exchange of interests since childhood, and we don't have a deep understanding of the word love. You and I will sacrifice ourselves for the sake of the family, but there is no way to suffer for a lifetime for a person. I don't know if it's a blessing or a curse. However, every soul in this world has its own most important things, Master Qingchen is a love soul, and he only lives for love words all his life, you and I can't understand, it doesn't mean that you and I are wrong. “
As if knowing Wang Mei's entanglement, Xie Changsheng smiled slightly, he walked around to Wang Mei, who was more than a head taller than Wang Mei, he looked down slightly into Wang Mei's eyes, and said seriously and seriously:
"Ah Mei, in this world, all feelings are getting along, the Master Qingjing and the Master Qingchen have been together for tens of thousands of years, and all the memories are related to each other, and the same is true of the Master of Jiuni and the Master of the Nine Qings. Sometimes, habit is a terrible thing, and the person who has been by your side for tens of thousands of years to share your joys, sorrows, and sorrows with you is suddenly gone, and you will feel that this life will have no taste, and it is better to die with that person, otherwise, what is the meaning of a long life?"
Wang Mei didn't know whether what Xie Changsheng said was right or wrong, but she looked at the other party's eyes with only her own shadow, and listened to the other party's words of continuous persuasion, and suddenly her heart was quiet, from the moment the two of them were transferred to the Xuanchengmen enchantment, everything they experienced together came to mind one by one, and the process was very fast, but it strangely smoothed out all her right and wrong entanglements.
Then, big tears burst out of my eyes. Instantly blurred Xie Changsheng's handsome eyebrows, the mountain wind blocked by him, and the constant whistling on his side, this scene was still clearly remembered by Wang Mei after many years. What she often remembers most is the sudden increase in her heartbeat at that time, the moment when the seven emotional silk strings in her body frantically drowned her five organs, and the soft sound of a bud blooming in her ears.