Day 174 Similarities
This sentence came too suddenly, and even caught Chen off guard. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Yang Fan made such a decision because he didn't want to lose him, which Chen Shuo couldn't have imagined, because such words, in his opinion, would never come out of Yang Fan's mouth.
Just like Wu Ran, he is a person who will never admit defeat to others, even if he is sad in his heart, he will never bow his head to the person who leaves him, because he will not let anyone see his embarrassed appearance, let alone make anyone feel that he will not be able to live because of who leaves.
He used to be such a proud person.
Chen Shuo suddenly smiled, a little relieved, more satisfied, it turned out that his position in his heart was much more important than he thought.
"Okay." Chen Shuo nodded, which can be regarded as an agreement with Yang Fan's words, "Then let's slowly adapt to the relationship between brothers, you are the elder brother, I am the younger brother, no matter what happens in the future, it will not change." ”
Brothers? Yang Ran didn't just want this kind of fate......
He stepped forward and grabbed Chen Shuo's arm, and said as if he didn't intend to let him out of here easily, "Brother, what's there to do, you know what I want." ”
"I also said that we can't be together again." Chen Shuo's gaze was unusually firm, and he knew clearly in his heart that he could agree to anything from Yang Fan, but this one couldn't.
"Why? What happened to the adoptive mother? I don't care. ”
"I care, I promised him that I want to watch you get married and have children, and watch you live this life happily."
"Happiness? Don't you know what happiness I want? ”
Chen said that of course he knew, but he knew even more that it was happiness that he couldn't give.
"I can't go back, I can't go back." Chen Shuo muttered these four words, took away Yang Fan's hand that was holding his arm, turned around and walked slowly towards the door.
He didn't want that kind of happiness, but could he? No, very not.
Looking at the back of Chen Shuo's departure, Yang Fan was stunned in place, he didn't expect that his request to lower his head was still Chen Shuo's ruthless departure, didn't he care about him? Why leave.
He didn't understand, he wanted to ask for an understanding, but when he heard Chen Shuo whisper "can't go back", he suddenly had an indescribable fear in his heart, the expression on Chen Shuo's face looked more disappointed and sad than him, like a helpless tragedy, wanting to have him, he was willing to be with him, but in Chen Shuo's heart, there was a reason that he had no way to accept all this.
He wanted it, Yang Fan could be sure, but he couldn't ask for it, which Yang Fan didn't understand. He bowed his head, he said that he didn't want to lose him, what reason did he not want to come back?
Is it because of that woman? She turned out to be Chen's adoptive mother, who hadn't gone home for so many years, but she went to help others raise children? Yang Fan really couldn't guess what she was thinking.
Out of the door of Yang Fan's house, Chen Shuo walked to his car without stopping, and then drove away from the community.
He didn't dare to stop, and he didn't even dare to hesitate and ponder for a moment, because he was afraid that once he hesitated, he would really go to Yang Fan.
He couldn't do that, so he could only leave firmly, like a warrior who would never return, leaving all the happiness he wanted in the time that he couldn't go back.
Out of the door of the community, Chen said that he saw Hua Suo standing in the dessert shop opposite the door of the Yang Fan community, picking something.
He picked up his phone and called, "I'm out, at the door." ”
"Oh." Hua Suo looked at the cake and tart in his hand and said, "Wait for me in a minute, I'll go check out." ”
"Okay...... Chen said hung up the phone, turned around, parked the car in front of the dessert shop, and soon Hua Suo walked out with a large bag of cakes and desserts.
Hua Suo likes to eat sweets, and he likes it very much, he eats cream cakes and sugar every day, as if he can't live without sweets, I don't see him eating cakes, Chen Shuo can't help but think of L in "Death Note", a genius with a high IQ, but I have to admit that Hua Suo is really quite smart, he can see anything, and he understands it when he hears it.
In addition, Huasuo also has a habit, that is, to watch news broadcasts, every day thunder does not move, punctual and punctual will sit in front of the TV or in front of the computer, like chasing TV series to catch up on the news broadcast.
Chen said that he didn't understand it for a while, what is there to see about this news broadcast, isn't it all about it every day?
However, Hua Suo has his own unique opinion, saying that understanding the situation of world development and international dynamics is helpful to understand the heart of human beings, in fact, human thinking is affected by the international situation, because we are always under the influence of this situation, so the way of behavior and the way of thinking will have some influence.
But what's the use of that? Chen said that he still didn't understand.
Huasso gave him the answer mysteriously, it worked, and the law of crime sometimes followed this.
The answer to this song made Chen Shuo even more incomprehensible, and later he didn't bother to ask, because he found that Hua Suo's way of acting and thinking was indeed different from theirs, because he could always see the essence of things through a small thing, for example, he could see through someone at a glance, know his lifestyle, temperament, and way of doing things.
On the other hand, he can see through others, but he himself is indeed a person who is difficult to see through, and he has known him for these days, Chen Shuo has never known why he wants to help him, although Hua Suo said that it is because of Jin Wei, so he will also help Wu Chao.
But Chen said that he always felt that this was not the real reason, he seemed to have some other purpose, just what it was, but Hua Suo never mentioned it.
If it was really to help Jin Wei, Chen said that he felt that Hua Suo should go directly to Jin Wei instead of him, so he must have some purpose to achieve when he participated in the struggle with Jiangbei during the chaos.
"How's it going?" As soon as he got in the car, Huasuo asked.
"Fortunately, he promised not to find a slight trouble again, and he promised not to participate in the affairs between Jiangbei and Jiangbei during the chaos."
"It's so painful." Hua Suo smiled a little unexpectedly, "It's not like his style of acting, but that's right, you've been away for so long, he should have figured it out, if he continues to go his own way, he will lose more." ”
"I'm not going to reconcile with him." Chen said frankly.
"I know......" Hua Suo took a piece of cake and ate it, "Your personality is not suitable, and, Chen said classmate, if you believe me, you will listen to my advice, your feelings for Yang Fan are not real love, I think, it is more like a kind of worship, and attraction, but not the kind of attraction of love, it is instinct, because I sometimes look at you, I think your eyes are really similar, you won't be some relatives, right?" ”
No way...... Chen said that he was shocked and didn't know what to say, he could see this?
Are the eyes like? Why didn't he think, Chen Shuo subconsciously looked in the rearview mirror.