Summer is slowly coming, and the truth is like the sun before dawn, gradually rising from the horizon.

The results still came out, and the moment Chen Tingting knew the score, she seemed to be very calm, and in the eyes of others, Chen Tingting might have thought about it. Lu Xiaozhi, who was at the same table, knew that Chen Tingting cared about the score the most, how could she be relieved, not to mention that everyone who played with her did well in the exam, Lu Xiaozhi She suspected that Chen Tingting seemed to be depressed. Chen Tingting just thinks that the results are a foregone conclusion, and if she is sad and sad, even if she makes a big noise, what can she change?

Doing so will only make your parents and others look down on you, and they will only think that they are hypocritical. But then again, Chen Tingting seems to be very hypocritical, she almost didn't listen to the last week's class, where did she go to get good grades?

After lunch, Chen Tingting and her sister Shan Xiaoyuan went to the supermarket together. Shan Xiaoyuan is only in the second grade of primary school, so naturally she doesn't know what the pressure of studying is, she only has to eat, drink and play in her world, she only knows how to drag the corner of Chen Tingting's clothes, saying that she likes to eat strawberry-flavored cuteness, and she loves the pink Ayilian high heels. Even though she didn't do well in the exam this time, and even though she was severely criticized by her mother this time, she didn't seem to care at all. Chen Tingting knows that the younger she is, the more ignorant she is, the more she will have no conscience, perhaps, at such a young age, she will never know what conscience is?

"Tingting, I want to eat Golden Crown cookies, don't you want to buy them?" Shan Xiaoyuan stood on tiptoe and reached for the cookies on the counter.

"Chen Tingting, why are you here?" Not far away, Xu Ping carried a shopping cart and looked at Chen Tingting in surprise. Chen Tingting glanced at her, lowered her head and patted Shan Xiaoyuan's shoulder, Shan Xiaoyuan pulled the shopping cart very smartly and walked away. "Xu Ping, you did well in the exam, your score should be enough for the fundraising score of the senior high school."

Xu Ping couldn't tell whether Chen Tingting's tone was congratulating her or sarcastic herself. "You said that this meeting will discuss this serious issue, not very good!"

"At this point in time, who doesn't talk about scores?"

"Junior high school is over, and the scores are just in the past." Xu Ping looked at the rainbow bubble gum on the product shelf, "Actually, you don't need to think like that, just work hard and be happy." I'll go first. Xu Ping left with a shopping basket, Chen Tingting didn't go to the graduation party of the last class in order to avoid her scores, she didn't get her graduation photo, and even the graduation certificate was taken back by her mother, and she didn't leave any news. After that time, Chen Tingting realized how lonely she was, and no one would ever remember that there was herself in that class again. Three years later, Chen Tingting saw the graduation photo in the group, and she realized that she was in the eyes of the teacher, was she his student? If you want to blame yourself, you are naïve and naïve, and you have been an idiot for three years. Shan Xiaoyuan dragged a shopping basket full of snacks and came over, "Tingting, I have chosen." Chen Tingting glanced at Shan Xiaoyuan, sometimes she makes herself happy, but how long will this relationship last?

Sitting at the desk, flipping through her previous diary, sometimes she writes very seriously, sometimes she is so presumptuous, the handwriting left by the previous teacher, the teachings to herself, may be the happiest thing for her in the third year of junior high school, happy, sad, everything originates from this school. Chen Tingting also thinks that as long as she leaves here, will she remember every moment when she is sad here. This may have some effect, but in the future, Chen Tingting realized that she seemed to have found the wrong source, but in fact, Chen Tingting did not let go. Later, when Chen Tingting returned to this school, she never took the initiative to call every teacher here, she knew that this was wrong, but she just couldn't forget the past, and she couldn't forgive her past self. Sometimes, her mother asked Chen Tingting why she didn't go to say hello to the teacher, and Chen Tingting coldly replied, "They are the former Chen Tingting's teacher." ”

Probably from that moment on, she hated her past. At first, Chen Tingting was still scared, she was afraid to go back to school, and she felt embarrassed when she saw those teachers.

Later, she gradually got used to it, and she was not so afraid.

Time passes by second, and those diaries may be evidence of Chen Tingting's life in that school, from the first day of school to the day after returning from the high school entrance examination. In the past three years, Chen Tingting has always been afraid, she is afraid of the teacher's disappointed and impatient eyes, she is afraid that she will fail the exam, and the bright red score will always sting her parents' eyes. Now that she can finally put an end to this, she doesn't need to worry about it anymore. I have been brilliant and downtrodden before, but those are only before, not now, nor later.

It was raining in the days of the high school entrance examination, the wind outside was cold, and the examination room gave people a sense of calm. It is also raining in the past few days after the high school entrance examination, the sky is gloomy, the storm is pouring down mercilessly, the raindrops are rhythmically beating on the windowsill, and the rain seems to be pouring out some sad and tactful story.

Shan Xiaoyuan was watching a variety show on the sofa, still eating the cookies he bought today, and seemed to remember something. Shan Xiaoyuan ran to the door of Chen Tingting's bedroom barefoot, "Tingting, can I come in?" Chen Tingting came back to her senses from her daze, put away the diary, and locked the drawer. Of course. Shan Xiaoyuan gently pushed open the door, and after seeing Chen Tingting, she handed a cookie in her hand to Chen Tingting, "Tingting, I see that you are in a bad mood today, I found that this cookie is particularly delicious, do you want to try it?" Chen Tingting bent down and pinched her fleshy little face with her hand, "You are so greedy, you will grow fat, and if you are fat, you will not be beautiful." Shan Xiaoyuan seemed to be very embarrassed, took back the cookie and looked at it, "Then I'll eat it tomorrow, so I won't get fat." Chen Tingting shrugged, whatever you wanted. By the way, Tingting, do you want to go to my house to play? Shan Xiaoyuan's eyes were staring at me, waiting for the answer she wanted. Chen Tingting thought to herself that she was upset now, so it was better to go out for a walk and relax. Anyway, now that her parents see her, their mood will not be much better, the key is that they will be in a very uncomfortable mood, rather than this, it is better to go out and let off. So, she nodded. When Shan Xiaoyuan saw that she agreed, he jumped up happily, and the happiness in his heart was all revealed. "Great, great......" Shan Xiaoyuan said close to Chen Tingting's ear, "Tingting, I will sleep in a small bed tonight, and I won't rob your bed." Chen Tingting saw that she was cute and patted her, "You can sleep with me tonight, but go wash your hair first, it's not early, hurry up." Shan Xiaoyuan was even more overjoyed when she heard this, and in a blink of an eye, she picked up her pajamas and jumped to the bathroom, and before closing the door, she added: "Tingting, I want to hear you tell stories tonight, and my mother said that you have a lot of good stories." ”