He asked again and again, "What do you want?" What do you want me to do?

……

I looked at him in the hazy eyes of tears, I couldn't say a word, I just shook my head desperately, tears fell, I choked and raised my hand to push him away, but the weak hand was powerless to shake him for half a minute, this man realized my resistance, and immediately hugged me tighter. ◎↓塵緣文學網{}. {15} {CY}. {}↘

I leaned weakly into his arms, tears falling down the thin clothes on his chest, and in a few moments, they were moistening his clothes.

The cold wetness also spread to his heart along with his clothes.

He grabbed me with one hand, grabbed me with the other and struggled, pushed his hand, put it on his chest, and whispered: "I finally summoned you to the palace, what do you think I am for? I just want you to return to my side, I just want you to stay by my side!"

“……”

"I even want to lock you up here like this, never let anyone see you. What Liu Qinghan, what Pei Yuanxiu!" When he said this, his teeth were gritted, and the hatred that almost broke people's bones made me feel a chill even if I leaned on his chest and was surrounded by his hot body temperature, "They, don't want to touch you again!"

After saying this sentence almost angrily, his chest also rose and fell violently, as if he had suppressed it again and again, and finally suppressed the anger in his heart.

Then, he looked down at me.

During this period, no matter what he said, no matter how angry he was, I didn't say a word, the tears had dried, but tears slipped down from my eyes, and fell on the dragon robe he wrapped around me drop by drop, and the tears fainted little by little, like a wound on the dragon robe.

He hugged me hard, as if he didn't dare to look at my tears, and said in a hoarse voice: "Light, what do you want me to do? What the hell are you willing to stay by my side?"

“……”

"You say!"

“……”

"Even if you're going to be a queen—"

My heart suddenly felt as if it had been pinched hard, and my breathing was painful for a while, and I said calmly: "Your Majesty asked me what I wanted." ”

"yes, what do you want?"

I don't know why, my face was still full of tears, and there were even tears in my eyes, but I suddenly smiled faintly: "Do you remember when my first child was miscarried?"

This sentence was like a red-hot needle, piercing my chest through his body, and I felt myself tremble slightly, and even he seemed to tremble uncontrollably in pain.

It's rare that he and I will have the same perception almost at the same time.

It turned out that I hadn't forgotten it.

I smiled sadly and said, "Your Majesty asked me the same thing. ”

“……”

"I had already answered my majesty at that time. It's been more than ten years. ”

“……”

But my answer hasn't changed. ”

His breathing suddenly became heavy, as if my answer had become a boulder weighing on his heart.

I said slowly, "I don't have to give you what you can give." ”

“……”

"Even the most honorable position in this harem. ”

“……”

"What I want, not only did you refuse to give it, but you also destroyed it with your own hands. ”

“……”

"Now, why do you have to ask me?"

At this moment, I couldn't hear his breathing anymore.

I probably also know that it will be difficult for me to be good tonight, but he called me and did it to me, the mess of this place, I am full of pain, in fact, he doesn't plan to be good to me, and he has come to this point, he doesn't let go, I can't go far, so if the entanglement continues, when will it end?

Or did you really answer what I said at the beginning?

He wants to be entangled with me for the rest of his life, and in this life, he is destined to hurt each other?

He seemed to think of that night, and of the words I said when I was pale and emaciated, standing in front of him like a ghost, and suddenly his whole body became cold.

I slowly closed my eyes, and two more lines of hot tears slipped from the corners of my eyes.

At this point, I already knew that it was difficult for me to be good with him, but I didn't know that I and my daughter were in his hands, how would he treat me and how to treat Miaoyan?

Is it true, as he says, that he will lock me up and never see me again?

Just when I was welling up with tears and my whole body was trembling slightly, his somewhat hollow voice sounded above my head—

"So, what about the good words?"

I shuddered slightly and opened my eyes.

He looked down at me, "What about the wonderful words? Our daughter, don't you leave her alone?"

“……”

"Can't you see how much Miao Yan wants our family to be together, she reads me when she's around you, and she thinks of you when she's around me, don't you understand what it means?"

I froze in his arms and looked up at him, tears blurring my vision once more.

"I ......"

"What we owe to our children over the years is that no one can make up for it except you and me, do you have to break this dream of your children?"

I closed my eyes in pain: "Don't say any more!"

I even reached out to cover my ears, but he didn't give me a chance to escape at all, grabbed my two hands hard, and struggled to make me face him: "Don't you dare to listen, or do you want to make this child suffer, and you would rather let her accept the original hurt again, and you must resist me?!"

Every word of him, every word, pierced my heart so hard that I couldn't fight back, and even for a moment, I thought I was going to die.

Perhaps, if he is really dead, he can be a hundred and no longer face him.

I cried bitterly: "Don't say it again, don't push me, don't push me anymore......"

He gritted his teeth and held my hand that I was constantly struggling to refuse: "In my life, I have only forced you alone. ”

“……”

"What else do you want me to do, what else can I do to you?"

“……”

I looked up at him and listened to him say bitterly, "Do you really have to kill you to free me and free you?"

At this moment, my heart hurts beyond measure.

Do you really want to use death to free each other?

If that's really the case—

At this moment, a cry suddenly sounded in the dormitory.

Originally, my crying and his wheezing had been intertwined, completely disturbing the silence of this dormitory, and even forgetting the surrounding qiē, but as soon as this voice sounded, both he and I trembled.

The cry is—a wonderful word?

She began to cry in the inner room, and the crying became louder and louder, and she even kept calling me and calling him.

Pei Yuanhao and I glanced at each other, and suddenly both of them struggled to stand up, but just now I was almost violated by him, although there were no injuries on my body, I was almost completely prostrated and weak at this moment, and I didn't even have the strength to support my body, he hurriedly reached out and hugged me.

The heavy dragon robe was still wrapped around my body, and the messy hair of the two men was even tangled together.

I was held in his arms, and I was also startled, and said meaningfully: "Don't." ”

He said in a loud voice: "At this time, don't say no!"

After saying that, he carried me and walked inside.

From the outer room to the inner room, it was only a short distance, but countless curtains fluttered, the beaded curtains swayed, and he hugged me so hard that I could only lean on his chest weakly, listening to his every heartbeat, every breath, as if this road had become endlessly long.

Finally, we went into the inner room, and he gently lowered me to the bedside.

The wonderful words on the bed hadn't woken up yet, but she didn't know what she had seen in her dreams, crying so hard that her hands kept clutching in the air, as if she wanted to grab something, and even—she wanted to ask for help?

I hurriedly reached out and grabbed her hand: "Wonderful words, don't be afraid of wonderful words, my mother is here!"

He also reached out and grabbed Miao Yan's other hand: "Miao Yan, Dad is also here." ”

It seemed to be our hands, and it seemed to be our voice, giving her a little comfort, and finally, Miao Yan slowly calmed down, and her eyes full of tears opened to look at us, and after a long time of chaos, she finally said softly: "Daddy...... mother......?"

As soon as I saw her wake up, I finally put my mind at ease: "Miaoyan, it's okay." What's wrong with you?"

She also looked at me: "I dreamed, I dreamed that someone was bullying my mother's ......"

“……”

"Mother, are you okay?"

My heart sank.

I don't know what the protector summoned her soul to, but it seems that she is recalling the past little by little, and she is sensible little by little, at least the sentence just now, it is not like the innocent and ignorant child two days ago can say it.

I hurriedly tried to reassure her that she was okay, but before the words could be spoken, the eyes of the wonderful words suddenly changed.

She saw my wolf bèi's clothes, messy hair, and even, there were large pale red marks on the neck that the dragon robe couldn't hide—all of which were left by Pei Yuanhao just now.

Miao Yan's eyes suddenly became frightened, and he stood up: "Mother......"

Pei Yuanhao seemed to realize something, and suddenly froze there. The man who didn't care about the violence just now seems to have become a helpless child at this moment, he may not regret it, and this man has no regrets, but he doesn't know how to deal with the scene in front of him. I gritted my teeth, hurriedly put on a smile, and said, "My mother rushed over to see you just now, and I froze to death." Your father gave me a robe to wear, but my mother couldn't wear it at all. ”

As I spoke, I pulled up one side of my clothes a little more: "Look, isn't it a lot bigger?"

The wonderful words are still a little cloudy, look at me, and then look at Pei Yuanhao: "Really?"

He nodded busily: "Yes." ”

At this moment, Miao Yan finally breathed a sigh of relief, and lay back weakly, muttering: "Dad, don't bully your mother." ”

Pei Yuanhao paused: "Dad didn't bully her. Daddy won't bully your mother. ”

“…… My mother can't be bullied, otherwise, my mother will cry. ”

“……”

"Miao Yan is most afraid of seeing her mother cry. ”

At this moment, my tears were almost pouring out again, so I could only suppress myself, and stretched out my hand to caress her cheek: "Mother is also most afraid of seeing Miao Yan cry." ”

Miao Yan didn't seem to hear this sentence again, squinted his eyes, and then said softly: "Daddy, don't bully your mother, Daddy should take good care of your mother." ”

"Of course I will. ”

Hearing this, he squinted his eyes and laughed.

And this squint didn't open it.

The two of us were still lying in front of the bed and carefully guarding her, but after a while, we heard her even and long breathing, and the child, with tears still on his face, fell asleep again.

It's just that her sleeping appearance is obviously not as innocent as before, and there is no longer the ease of worrying, although she falls asleep so peacefully, I can also see her brows frowning slightly from time to time.

This time, the conjuring came back with a very different picture from the previous one.

My heart couldn't help but sink a little.

What does this child have to endure to be like an ordinary child and belong to his own joys, sorrows, and sorrows?

Just when my heart ached, a hand reached over and hugged me gently, I hurriedly turned around, and saw Pei Yuanhao sitting on my outstretched hand, this hug almost caged me into his arms, and he didn't look at me, just looked at Miaoyan gently: "You see, the child can only be quiet when he sees the two of us." ”

“……”

"Even if the child is ignorant and can't say what he thinks, can't you still understand it?"

I bit my lower lip and didn't speak.

He moved forward a little further, and this time, with his hands around my waist and chin on my shoulder, he gently grinded, and said, "You said you wouldn't ask for anything, so I asked you for something." ”

I said hoarsely, "What do you want?"

"I asked you for a chance. ”

“……”

"Give me a chance. ”

“……”

"It's also about giving children a chance. ”

“……”

"Are you really willing to let your children watch us fight and oppose each other, and we will not have peace in this life?"

“……”

"In the past, she was still young, no matter what lies we could tell, but now? she is recovering little by little, and she is growing up day by day, I don't believe you can't see it, Miao Yan is actually earlier than other children, do you think you can still round those lies? Or, do you think Miao Yan can't see it?"

“……”

"We can give her a happy life, why do you have to tear this happiness in half?"

How gentle his words were, the strength of his hands weighed, and I could feel that I was once again imprisoned by him, not only could I not struggle, but even the strength of struggle was taken away by him.

I lowered my head and looked at the sleeping words, she didn't know anything, she was praying that no one would hurt her mother, I don't know, all the hurt, in the deepest part of my heart.

I don't know how long it took, but I finally said softly: "You can use this child to keep me for a while, but you can't use her to lock me up for the rest of my life." ”

The man behind him was silent for a moment.

He slowly lowered his head, rubbed his lips lightly on my shoulder, and then kissed all the way to the base of my ear—

"At that time, I will lock you up for the rest of my life. ”