Chapter 381, Unfinished (1)

"I want to forgive you too, but if my mother knows, how can I forgive you, because of my own selfish desires, I don't hesitate to harm those who are kind to me, one of you is a cousin who is related to my mother, and the other is a personal maid who has served by my mother's side for many years, but you can betray her overnight without hesitation, your retribution is deserved in my opinion" Qing Huan looked at the two people in a daze and said, there was anger in the words, but more sadness, she had always thought that she had grown up in the garden and had no mother, but she knew that at that time she saw her mother in the deep memory and knew her helplessness, her pain, at that moment she knew that she also had a mother, just like every other child has a mother, even the chicks under the eaves have a mother bird to raise, and what she regrets most in her heart is that when her mother was slandered to death, she was too young to stand up at all。

"Han'er, your mother's affairs have been pressing on our hearts for more than ten years, and the person we feel most indebted to is you, and then I heard that you had a serious illness because of this, and all the memories of your mother have been erased, and the prime minister of Shangguan is afraid that you will touch the scene again, so he raised you in a remote garden, you can imagine what your childhood was like" Na Fang'er was red, her eyes were red, and she combed her messy hair neatly with her hands, but she raised her head, took a deep breath, and said with a pious and repentant gaze.

"Then why did you pretend not to know me when you knew me before?Are you afraid?Are you afraid that I'm here to seek revenge for my mother?" Qing Huan heard Na Fang'er's words, but he laughed coldly, and said with irony in his blue pupils.

"No, I actually plan to confess everything to you in a few days, although my Fang'er is not a young lady from a big family, but this dare to be bold and courageous, although I have been thinking about this problem for more than ten years, but whenever I dream back at midnight, I can always dream of the day when I met Miss in the market, she was dressed in white and dusty, her posture was beautiful and elegant like a god of salvation, she pointed at me fixedly, although this girl's appearance is plain, but her eyes are resolute, and she is willing to sell her body to bury her father for herself, filial piety is rare, so buy her back to the house, just such a fluttering sentence changed my fate destined to live in the bottom mud" That Fang'er had nine points of gratitude on her face, and a smile as if she was thinking about something very beautiful in life.

"But you ruined it, didn't you? disregard my mother's kind kindness," Qing Huan said firmly, but the letter felt funny, how qualified is such a person who cruelly kills his benefactor for his own interests?

"Han'er, you should know one thing, people are selfish, ninety percent of people in this world will not hesitate to abandon other feelings when they reach the critical moment of life and death, the so-called love, the so-called kindness, are not worth mentioning in the face of life" Fang'er, whose face was a little vicissitudes, took out a handkerchief from her sleeve and handed it to Qing Huan, who was still crying, but she said it firmly, and the voice seemed to be consolation and wake-up.

"There are very few people in this world who can sacrifice their lives to save you without caring about their own lives, and such people are worthy of your cherishment" Na Fang'er spoke again, but a pair of black eyes said to her very quietly, with pity and self-deprecation in her eyes.

"Han'er, you don't have to worry, now that you have fallen into such a situation, we will definitely spare no effort to help you, I have lived for more than ten years, I am tired and tired, and I have lived enough" That Fang'er raised her head again with complete relief, as if after saying this, the heavy shadow that had been pressing on her heart would disappear.

Chen Lizhi on the side was a little stunned and listened to Fang'er finish saying this, maybe he didn't expect her to say such a thing one day, he always thought that she was a person who was more greedy for life and afraid of death than himself, and looked at her with a swollen face that was slapped by herself, with a torn wound on the corner of her mouth, which looked extremely ugly, but this extremely soft voice was the same as when she first met her, when she first saw her, she was pruning branches and leaves in the plum blossom bush with scissors in her hand, and when she saw him coming, there was no panic on her face, but she smiled at him calmly, and the innocent smile has always remained in his heart。

"Actually, I hate you in my heart, but the person I hate even more is the mastermind behind the scenes, you are willing to find out your conscience to help me, and I will naturally be grateful in my heart" Qing Huan pondered for a moment, but raised a pair of blue eyes, and said to the two of them calmly.

"Han'er, although your uncle and I have no other skills and have contracted a disease, but you have found here, even if we are greedy for life and afraid of death, we will definitely be willing to help you" Chen Lizhi, who had been silent, finally spoke, but poured a cup of tea and handed it to her.

"Don't hate us anymore, I just want you to smile without any burden, because you smile very much like her, she laughs like a pear blossom blooming in autumn, so beautiful and kind" That Fang'er poured a cup of tea and handed it to Qing Huan, but there was a gratifying and moving light in her eyes, she couldn't wait to get to know Qing Huan, get close to her, and even wanted to compensate her for all the debts to Yanqiu.

Qing Huan heard this, and saw that Fang'er's expression of relief and pity for some reason naturally thought of when she was a child, when her mother softly called her name and took her out to play to buy sugar gourds for herself, she was in a trance in her heart, but the hatred in her heart was much less.

"Han'er, when do you want to leave, we can go with you at any time, I know that there is not much time left for my broken body like this, and I can do it before I die, but the guilt and sin in my heart that I can't breathe can be suppressed in my heart, and I will die without regrets" Chen Lizhi said in a deep voice when he spoke again, but his stiff back was unprecedentedly straight, and a pair of eyes that were originally muddy were extremely bright at the moment, which made Qinghuan's heart tremble slightly.

"You're hungry too, it's already noon, Han'er, you called your friend and Qinglong Gongzi to prepare for dinner, I'm going to cook vegetables, so that you come here to be hungry after all, we can't entertain well" Maybe it's because of all this, Na Fang'er doesn't have to pretend anymore, but she gently patted Qinghuan's shoulder and pulled up her hair and wanted to go to the kitchen to cook, but she never looked at Chen Li on the side.

"Okay" Qinghuan nodded lightly, but the emotions in her heart were extremely complicated at the moment, she hated these two people for killing her mother, but when they agreed to overturn the case for their mother without the slightest hesitation, the hatred in her heart had been half relieved.

"I've wronged you for so many years" Just when Fang'er's limping figure was about to disappear into the kitchen, Chen Lizhi whispered softly to the woman who was obviously less than thirty but had vicissitudes of life, in the end, he was not a man enough, one failed to live up to his conscience, and the other did not treat the person he once loved well, and he panicked and fell into trouble when he encountered something。

Na Fang'er was slightly stunned after hearing him say this, and her body trembled faintly, but she opened the curtain and walked to the kitchen in front without hesitation.

"No, here you go" Qing Huan saw that his coughing face was flushed, and his extremely pale face revealed a very abnormal redness, and his already rickety body curled up even more, and it looked very sickly, as if he could cough out his lungs, which made Qing Huan feel a little compassion in his heart, but he quietly poured a cup of tea and handed it to him.