In his free days, Li Feiteng will also be like an ordinary family man, sitting in the living room at home at six or seven o'clock in the evening, accompanying his children to play on the sofa, and then occasionally watch the news reported on TV.

Usually at this time, Gao Yuanyuan will go to the kitchen, she wants to show her cooking skills at home, and personally cook one or two favorite meals for him.

Whenever he eats, Li Feiteng will taste it carefully and pretend to be very delicious.

In fact, when Gao Yuanyuan picked up another piece of food and tasted it, she would find that the dish was very unpalatable.

At this time, he couldn't help but laugh at his wife, saying that she didn't bother.

"Humph......"

"Well, wife, all I can say is that you are a gifted foodie, a chef with no talent. ”

"No, to be exact, you can't be considered a chef. ”

When the couple were arguing, the three children on the table, Li Yuanfei, Li Xingzhi, and Li Qin, also used chopsticks to eat their mother's fried dishes.

As a result, all three children vomited their food on the table.

Li Yuanfei frowned and said seriously: "Mom, it's unpalatable, Dad is right." ”

"Dad was right. Li Xingzhi and Li Qin's two sons also echoed in unison.

Gao Yuanyuan was angry, Li Feiteng immediately pretended to be strict, and criticized: "Even if your mother's cooking is unpalatable, you can't waste food, and you can't spit out food casually in the future, you know?"

"Oh, got it, Daddy. ”

"What about the two of you?"

"Got it. ”

Gao Yuanyuan looked at the children with a dejected look. The cute look of listening carefully to her husband's teachings. She couldn't help but laugh out loud. He comforted the smaller Li Qin with his hand.

Li Feiteng also said to Gao Yuanyuan: "And you, educate children, don't be hippie and smile." ”

Gao Yuanyuan made a grimace at him and said, "Don't pretend, it scares the children." ”

"What to pretend, educate when it is time to educate, otherwise the child will grow up and be spoiled. It's all your responsibility!"

After Li Feiteng finished speaking, he was really angry and put the chopsticks on the table, got up and left.

The children were frightened by their father's momentum and movements, and they didn't dare to speak, until after he went upstairs, Li Yuanfei suddenly began to cry.

Gao Yuanyuan can be regarded as angry, this is her biological daughter!

She looked in the direction of the stairs and wondered, what the hell was going on?

Is it really angry, or is it fake anger?

Upstairs in the study. Li Feiteng smoked a cigarette with no expression on his face, he really didn't really want to be angry just now. But pretending to be pretended, the anger came.

He thought of Cheng Long and Zhang Guoli's sons.

Although Li Feiteng is different from celebrities, it is often difficult to guarantee that after a real child grows up, he must be good and excellent.

The dragon of China gives birth to the dragon, and the phoenix gives birth to the phoenix, which does not really describe the quality as the literal meaning says, but only the status.

Because, what can really be inherited, in addition to identity and status, these are innate, what qualities, what abilities, and what deeds Li Feiteng feels are all acquired.

Even if there is talent and genius, it needs to be discovered and trained the day after tomorrow to be useful.

Therefore, sometimes, Li Feiteng deliberately destroys his image of a loving father in the hearts of children and establishes another image of a strict father, which also has a certain help.

At least, in the process of growing up, they know to be fearful, not unscrupulous.

Growing up/human is not to say independent and free, but rather the beginning of unfreedom.

The so-called Cheng/Man is actually the path from freedom to captivity.

The freest age of man is probably only the period when children's thoughts are budding.

Fearless, fearless, the spirit of the newborn calf who is not afraid of the tiger can only be reflected in the children.

When people grow up, they have more fear.

Some people, once they grow up, cannot re-liberate their nature and return to a state of freedom.

Some people, perhaps in old age, have liberated their minds and regained their freedom.

No matter what kind of person he is, Li Feiteng is not a free man.

Because he is afraid, he is restrained.

Before she finished smoking a cigarette, Gao Yuanyuan pushed open the half-hidden study door, she walked in, and after seeing the contemplative Li Feiteng, she asked softly, "Didn't bother you, right?"

"It's okay, you sit. ”

Gao Yuanyuan walked over and opened the window, she frowned and said, "Smoke less, I don't even want to enter your study." ”

Li Feiteng listened, he extinguished the cigarette, reached out to hold her arm, and hugged Gao Yuanyuan in his arms.

"Alright, don't make a fuss. ”

"No trouble, sit with me for a while. ”

Li Feiteng wrapped his arms around her, and the emptiness and loneliness in his heart found a feeling of fulfillment from the embrace of his body at this moment.

"What's wrong?"

"Shhhh ”

"Who?"

"Reader......

"Readers?"

"Yes, we are all fictional characters in a novel, puppets of life controlled by the author. ”

"Hehe, it seems to be true. ”

"I think it's probably true. ”

Li Feiteng and Gao Yuanyuan were joking, the two hugged each other and slowly began to kiss each other.

This is a kind of communication without desire, or rather, using this kind of kissing to feel that each other is hot and flesh and blood.

In the recent past, his head has been empty, and his heart is empty, and he doesn't know what's wrong, and he always has very strange thoughts in his head.

I feel like a rootless duckweed, drifting with the flow and helpless.

It seems that all the qiē he got is empty, and there is nothing left at all.

Li Feiteng tried to let him find new hope and new motivation in life, but this ability to predict the future. Instead, it became an obstacle to his survival.

Because of the success of one qiē. It's all coming so fast. It came so effortlessly, and it came so falsely.

He can't put into words how he feels now.

If you have to describe it, Li Feiteng feels that he may be a sense of emptiness and exhaustion after the peak of his life.

The game of successful life is really tired of him playing.

Business, that's all there is to it.

"Wife. What would you think if I gave up on what I was doing now and wanted to find a new purpose in life?"

"I—I don't know what you're talking about. ”

"yes, I don't know what I'm trying to say. ”

Li Feiteng vented this irritable feeling little by little, he found that his heart was a little overworked, otherwise, why would he have such boring and life-weary thoughts?

It can only be said that people are drifting in the rivers and lakes, and they still can't help themselves.

Gao Yuanyuan said: "Let's go to the karaoke room." ”

"Good. ”

Li Feiteng hurriedly got up, and his villa was naturally decorated with a top-level fever karaoke room.

Stop. He hadn't sung in a long time.

Gao Yuanyuan went to turn on the computer and clicked randomly. A song by Wang Feng appeared on the big screen.

In this spring, Li Feiteng wrote it for free and gave it to Wang Feng, he used to lack money and fame, but now he lacks nothing, and he wants to write songs, just to let good songs travel through time and space and come sooner.

When the music sounded, he didn't turn off the original song, because he hadn't sung this song for a long time, and after being rusty, how could he sing it well?

"If one day, I'm going to leave!"

"Please bury me in, in this spring!"

"In the spring~"

The sound of manic music resounded in the karaoke room, and Gao Yuanyuan listened to his shouting singing, and goosebumps fell to the ground.

It's not that my husband sings so well, but that he looks like this, it's really rare to see him.

It's like, as if a usually steady man suddenly did something very childish, it doesn't seem ridiculous, but so cute.

After a crazy cry in spring, Li Feiteng was like a puddle of soft mud nesting on the sofa, Gao Yuanyuan sat over, she ordered a song "Mice Love Rice" and hummed softly.

"I love~ you, love you, like a mouse, love big, love rice. ”

"Hahahaha......" Li Feiteng looked at his wife's out-of-tune singing, and he couldn't help laughing.

Although I know that my wife has no musical talent, I haven't seen her like this for a long time, and it seems that he has returned to his real state again.

Li Feiteng's mood became much better, and he finally understood that he had been busy for too long and neglected his hobbies.

Music, singing, is actually something he often went to play after going to work in his previous life.

Although I have released a record before, it was a little effort that I took out of my busy schedule, and I still specialized in making music.

He should enjoy music again.

"I'll go first, you wait for the next pass. ”

Li Feiteng patted his wife on the shoulder, he was going out to make a phone call and ask how the program planning of "The Voice of China" was.

If the chief disciple was the gold medal program in 2001, then next year in 2002, Li Feiteng will make the music talent show the most popular and phenomenal variety show that year.

"Is the plan done?"

"Chairman, it's all right. ”

"Okay, Director Jin, the plan of the Voice of Huaxia will be uploaded to me tomorrow morning as an online version. ”

"Okay, okay. ”

Li Feiteng hung up the phone and nodded lightly, the plan has been completed, and it is basically just a matter of equipment and recording studio construction.

This is not something that can be rushed in a hurry, and it will take at least two or three months.

Therefore, the audition will probably start at the end of this year, and before the Spring Festival, some programs will be recorded, and then after the Lunar New Year this year, it will be officially launched.

It's just such a long period of time, Li Feiteng pondered, what should he do?

The Voice of China will definitely be popular, in addition to making money from advertising fees, what else can you make?

"There you have it!" Li Feiteng smiled in surprise as he thought of a good idea. (To be continued......)