Suddenly, the door in front of Chen Tingting opened a small crack, and the bright light in the room shone into the dark corridor. Chen Tingting couldn't help but put her hand in front of her eyes, "Sister, you're back." Xia Dongdong's mushroom head came out from behind the door, and his eyes were staring at Chen Tingting, "Hmm." Chen Tingting walked straight into the house, changed her slippers, and glanced back at Xia Dongdong, "Why don't you go back? If you don't go back, your grandmother will be worried." Now Chen Tingting doesn't want to see anyone, she doesn't want to see Xia Dongdong, she is jealous that Xia Dongdong is still so young, jealous that he still has such a long way to study, and jealous that he can still work hard for his dreams.

Chen Tingting knows that it is wrong for her to do this, but she will still transfer her emotions to others and let those innocent people become her punching bag.

Xia Dongdong replied politely: "Sister Tingting, I'll go home first." Xia Dongdong turned around and left, Chen Tingting never asked him if he was afraid of the dark, and closed the door ruthlessly. In fact, Chen Tingting at that time knew that Xia Dongdong liked to play with her, just like Shan Xiaoyuan liked to stick to her. may be jealous, Chen Tingting's prejudice against Xia Dongdong is so deep, so Chen Tingting also satirizes Xia Dongdong in a weird way.

Closing the door, Chen Tingting felt that the silence at home was empty. Dad sat at his desk as usual working on his materials, and Mom sat on the couch reading a collection of essays. Sometimes, Chen Tingting feels that she is a joke in the eyes of others. Her parents are both teachers, but why didn't she inherit the good genes they studied hard? Chen Tingting didn't understand what was in her world. "Mom and Dad, I'm back. Chen Tingting said casually, "Hmm" Dad responded without raising his head. Chen Tingting didn't know what was wrong with her, and every time her mother ignored her, she would find a way to stick to her mother until her mother talked to her. "Mom, why don't you ignore me?" Mom looked up at Chen Tingting, "Don't pester people if you have nothing to do, you have nothing to do, people still have something to do." Why bother to be bored, Chen Tingting had to ask in a low voice: "Is my uncle sick?"

"Yes. Mom looked up at Chen Tingting, Chen Tingting stared at her mother's eyes: "Serious?" "Lung cancer, in the hospital! You have time to see him, he misses you very much! By the way, tell him why did you take the high school entrance examination so badly?" The last thing Chen Tingting wanted to mention was her high school entrance examination, which was her scar, a scar that could not be healed by time, a scar that made her give up everything. "The reason why we didn't tell you is just because you were in the high school entrance examination before, and we are afraid that it will affect your mood. Now that you know your score, are you going to use this kind of score to see your uncle?" Chen Tingting stood there like a wooden man, at this moment, her heart was like a five-flavor bottle all shattered, numbing her every nerve. Chen Tingting returned to her room and sat quietly at the desk, thinking about her strange dream. Sometimes, Chen Tingting feels that her dreams are so real. To use an idiom, it's a nightmare come true.

The world is so big, a person's life is so small, everyone will encounter all kinds of unhappy things, some people will use the so-called optimism to face this cruel world, and some people will always bow their heads, they choose to escape, they are unwilling to face the facts. Chen Tingting just chose to escape, she escaped everything, she didn't want to compete. It's been nine years, she no longer wants to compete with Zhu Xiao and them, she has lost badly enough, she doesn't believe that there will be any comeback, she would rather go to the school that is loose in the eyes of others. That's right, this time, he really let himself go, and there is no turning back on this path. If you want to go over, look back at the cliff behind you, and see how delicate the wildflowers on the other side of the cliff are, that is where Chen Tingting once walked, but she can only wait and see from afar, because she can't go back.

Beautiful things are like a dream, so short-lived, but so nostalgic.

Chen Tingting is the youngest child in the family, she has been favored by a big family since she was a child, and the elders will think that there is a gluttonous girl at home when they go there, and the brothers and sisters will take her to play at a friend's house. When Chen Tingting was very young, her grandfather, who used to love her, passed away, and in her impression, her grandfather was a small eye, who used to lie on the bed, smiling and giving her candy to eat. It didn't take long for grandpa to lie peacefully in the ice coffin and fall asleep, at that time, she and Shen Bingning, who was one year older than her, lay on the ice coffin and watched grandpa for a long, long time.

After her grandfather died, she was sent to her grandmother's house. At that time, when her parents went to work, she stayed at her grandmother's house and lived with her aunts, grandparents, and grandmothers. Since then, she has been integrated into the family. During the day, my uncle and aunt went to work, and my grandmother went to work in the fields, so she obediently stayed at home, sitting in her grandfather's room and stacking blocks, entertaining herself. Later, she learned that her grandfather was sick and had been recuperating in that room. At that time, Chen Tingting was still young and didn't understand anything. I only remember that my grandfather would always bring a few bottles of milk to himself at that time, and Chen Tingting at that time only knew joy. Once eating fish and swallowing the fish stuck in his throat, my grandfather tore half of the bread and gave it to Chen Tingting and asked Chen Tingting to swallow it. Later, Chen Tingting went to kindergarten, and once her grandfather came to pick her up, which was the last time her grandfather went out for a walk, and since then, Chen Tingting has not seen her grandfather. The young Chen Tingting will never understand what death is, after all, she was very ignorant at that time. It's just that one time when he had breakfast, she looked up and asked her grandmother: "Grandma, do you miss grandpa?" Grandma was angry at that time, and she didn't remember what she said, but she remembered that her uncle glared at her fiercely at that time.

When Chen Tingting saw the review materials in front of the desk, she was inexplicably upset, so she simply stretched out her hand, and the materials and notes on the desk were waved to the ground by Chen Tingting, and the test papers in the books also spilled out with the fall of the books. On a white test paper, there are red ticks and bright red scores. Chen Tingting didn't understand why she didn't face her weak subjects well, why she let go of those subjects, and she didn't all have to cause herself to get to where she is today. There are no ifs in the world, Chen Tingting bent down to pick up the test paper and pressed it under the book.

The stars in the sky blinked and blinked, the street lamps outside the window illuminated the intersection, and the two girls walked by with schoolbags on their backs, drinking milk tea, and smiling. They should go to cram school, three months ago, Chen Tingting was also in cram school, but Chen Tingting didn't know if she was going to cram school or had another purpose. Alas, the drunkard is not meant to be in the bar!