Chapter 49: Depression



Zhan Xingchuan parked the car, then turned east and west with Ran Xixi, and walked towards a side door of the hospital. Coke has updated the finale

This side door usually doesn't leave, and occasionally when medical equipment is transported, there will be cars passing through here, and those gossip paparazzi can't of course know. On the phone, Lu Qinghuan told Ran Xixi that he was waiting for them here.

"You look back, no one is following us, right?"

Ran Xixi was very careful, she didn't want to be followed, in case a reporter mixed into the ward, it would be bad.

Zhan Xingchuan was more cautious than her, put one hand on her shoulder, and quickly looked around: "It's okay, keep walking, just turn a corner." ”

Sure enough, Lu Qinghuan was already waiting.

As soon as he met him, Ran Xixi saw that there were blood stains on Lu Qinghuan's white shirt.

It seems that the matter of Lu Qingyu cutting his wrists is real.

"No one is following, let's go. ”

Zhan Xingchuan said in a low voice, holding Ran Xixi's shoulders tightly, protecting most of her body in his arms, silently showing his vigilance between actions.

Even in the face of Lu Qinghuan, he didn't dare to relax completely.

"Follow me. ”

Lu Qinghuan nodded and led the way ahead.

Finally walked to the door of a high-end ward, before entering the door, Lu Qinghuan turned around and said worriedly: "His mood is not very good, you pay attention a little, don't choke him." ”

Ran Xixi nodded: "I understand." ”

She is here to visit the sick, not to quarrel, of course she understands this truth.

Lu Qinghuan glanced at Zhan Xingchuan next to him again, and it was obvious that he was even more worried about this person in comparison.

Zhan Xingchuan laughed: "Can't I not speak?" I don't say a word, just listen." ”

With his assurance, Lu Qinghuan relieved himself, reached out and buckled the door twice, then pushed the door and walked in first.

Ran Xixi and Zhan Xingchuan glanced at each other and followed behind.

It is worthy of being a senior suite, which not only has a large space, but also has a variety of furnishings, which does not look like a ward, but like a small apartment.

Lu Qingyu was leaning on the bed, wearing a wide hospital gown, his face was frighteningly white, there were several glass medicine bottles hanging above his head, and a bag of unknown liquid was slowly injected into his body along the transparent infusion tube.

"Why are you up? Didn't you lie down and rest?

Lu Qinghuan was shocked, he had only been out for less than twenty minutes, and there was no one else in the ward, and the nurses were all gone.

Hearing the voice, Lu Qingyu said slowly: "If you don't want me to die, don't let a group of people surround me, like a fly, I look upset." ”

As soon as he heard this, Lu Qinghuan had no choice but to stop his steps, he had originally planned to call those people back again.

"Look who's coming. ”

In desperation, he had no choice but to move out of Ran Xixi.

Lu Qingyu didn't look up, as if he wasn't interested at all, his eyes were empty, and there was no expression on his face.

Seeing this, Ran Xixi had no choice but to step forward and greet him: "I'll come to see you." ”

She also had a bouquet of flowers in her arms, which she had bought downstairs.

After speaking, Ran Xixi handed over the bouquet of flowers to Lu Qinghuan and asked him to find a vase and put it up first.

Hearing her voice, Lu Qingyu was really surprised: "Why are you here?"

Ran Xixi hesitated for a moment, but still said the truth: "When I heard the news, I wanted to come and see it." ”

Compared to lying, she still thinks it's easier to tell the truth.

Lu Qingyu smiled bitterly: "It's really a good thing that doesn't go out and bad things spread thousands of miles, it's only been a few hours since I entered the hospital, and it's been rumored outside, even you know it." I remember, you don't seem to care much about the entertainment industry. ”

Ran Xixi was suddenly a little embarrassed, and after thinking about it, she had no choice but to persuade: "Don't think about it, the most important thing on the Internet is trolls and keyboard warriors, many people don't know anything at all, anyway, they will scold first." As for what they said, whether they said it wrong or not, they didn't care, and they didn't care if others would get hurt. You've been in this business for so long, you must know better than I do, so I don't need to say more. ”

Lu Qingyu was thoughtful, and after a long while, he exhaled softly: "Yes, people's words are terrifying......"

After looking at him a few times, Ran Xixi found that his dark circles were very heavy, and it was caused by not sleeping well for a long time, and it was definitely not as simple as three or five days.

Her heart moved, and she looked back at Zhan Xingchuan, and found that he also looked like he had thought of something.

Ran Xixi turned around, slowly walked to the side of the bed, and asked Lu Qingyu softly, "I want to ask you something, if you feel unhappy to say it, or something else, you can not answer me." ”

He looked up, looked at her, and smiled.

"Do you want to ask me, about Yan Yifei?"

Lu Qingyu was so smart and direct, which made Ran Xixi a little embarrassed.

She nodded, "Well, I saw the news, but I don't believe it." You're not that kind of person......"

He interrupted what Ran Xixi didn't finish, but directly admitted: "It's me, we opened a room, and the Internet is right." I took her to the hotel, stayed one night and left the next day. ”

Lu Qingyu's honesty made her not know what to say.

Ran Xixi knows that he has no right to evaluate the private lives of others. However, Yan Yifei is already married, she has a husband, children, and a family. No matter how difficult she is, Lu Qingyu is with her, it is against morality and conscience. If Yan Yifei chooses to divorce Pan Xiaolei and bravely pursue her own happiness, it will be another matter.

Therefore, deep down in her heart, she disagrees with Lu Qingyu doing this.

But now that he had just returned from death, she didn't dare to say anything to stimulate him.

In case, if he goes to seek death and life again, won't he become a murderer?

Just when Ran Xixi was thinking about it and didn't know what to say, Lu Qingyu spoke again: "I opened a room with her, but I didn't touch her, if I say so, do you believe it?"

Ran Xixi paused: "Huh?"

After thinking about it, she nodded: "If you say no, then no." ”

At this time, she felt that it was better to follow his words.

If Ran Xixi didn't miscalculate, Lu Qingyu might already have a tendency to depression, and as for whether it was depression, it would have to be handed over to a professional doctor to judge.

Therefore, she thinks that he is in a bad state now.

Ran Xixi's answer made Lu Qingyu seem very happy, he looked at her and showed a smile: "You are the first to say that you believe me." Lu Qinghuan didn't believe me. ”

Hearing him mention his name, Lu Qinghuan, who was inserting the bouquet into the vase, couldn't help but move, looked back at him, and said helplessly: "It's not that I don't believe you, it's that this kind of thing can't be said clearly......"

Zhan Xingchuan quietly stretched out his hand, pulled him, and signaled him not to open his mouth yet.

Lu Qinghuan immediately closed his mouth.

The doctor told him that he should not be stimulated now, and that it was better for him to come into contact with people and things that made him feel relaxed and happy. Therefore, Lu Qinghuan agreed that Ran Xixi came to see him, and he knew that his younger brother still had a good impression of her.

Ran Xixi hurriedly regained Lu Qingyu's attention and said softly, "Of course I believe in you, we are friends. Whatever you say, I believe it, as long as you are willing to talk to me. ”

Hearing this, he looked at her.

"Yan Yifei suspected that she was infected with AIDS, originally, I wanted to do it with her. But she was worried that it would infect me, so we didn't do anything, not even caresses. I asked her to read a few pages for me, and I fell asleep, I hadn't slept so soundly in a long time. ”

Lu Qingyu showed a painful expression and covered his face with the hand that did not bury the needle.

Everyone else was surprised, especially Lu Qinghuan, he didn't know about these things at all, and Lu Qingyu didn't tell him.

"AIDS? Did she tell you? Did she tell you how she got infected?"

Ran Xixi's heart suddenly lifted, if she remembered correctly, Pan Xiaolei also wrote in his suicide note that he had AIDS.

In this case, it is very likely that he transmitted it to his wife.

"Her husband. She has been having a bad time all these years, treating gynecological diseases intermittently in the first few years, and then finally giving birth to a child. In order to make money, she also went to bars to sell ecstasy, and secretly provided drugs to some lesser-known singers and actors to make ends meet. ”

Lu Qingyu's answer verified Ran Xixi's guess, and it was indeed the case.

"She hasn't gotten the results yet, has she? That said, maybe not, don't be too upset. ”

Ran Xixi comforted softly.

"It's highly likely, she deals with those people all day long, and besides, her husband is not a good thing. Her life is over, and I am also responsible. ”

Lu Qingyu let out a long breath, closed his eyes, and slammed the back of his head against the wall.

"You're not responsible!

Lu Qinghuan couldn't help but speak, walked over quickly, and said coldly: "Everyone has their own fate, and her experience is indeed sympathetic, but if she chooses to marry someone like that, can't she imagine that she will end up like this?

If it weren't for the fact that he couldn't get through to Lu Qingyu's phone all the time, he rushed to his apartment early in the morning, and the consequences would be unimaginable.

Fortunately, due to the early detection, he did not lose too much blood and was rescued.

"You calm down first. ”

Ran Xixi held down Lu Qinghuan and motioned to Zhan Xingchuan to take him out first, so as not to cause bad things.

When there were only two people left in the ward, she walked to his side, gently took his hand, and asked in a low voice, "Qingyu, tell you the truth, are you suffering from depression?"

His expression changed: "Who told you?"

Only he and Daniel knew about this matter, he had forced him to die and asked Daniel to keep the secret for him, and no one was allowed to tell him, not even Lu Qinghuan.

His reaction has proven everything.

Ran Xixi lowered her eyelashes and sighed slightly: "No one told me, I guessed from your various reactions." During my years in Paris, I volunteered and met some people with depression. ”

Lu Qingyu clenched her hand, tightened it a little, and finally let go again.

"Don't say it. ”

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