Li Xiaoyan didn't care, the concept of equality in her consciousness made her treat everyone equally. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info She sat there and listened, these two rows of people were workers in the factory, talking about nothing more than people and things in the workshop, who had a relationship with whom, how to drink, play mahjong, women. The people on the back are talking about where their sister is going to university, who is studying where, what qualifications they are taking, and the socio-political and economic situation. Only then did Li Xiaoyan learn that the man who occupied her seat did not know the other people there, and should have gotten into the car to get acquainted. As for the reason for changing seats, it should be because things gather like and people are grouped. The appearance can be seen at a glance, and the vulgarity and nobility of the conversation are judged by opening their mouths. Li Xiaoyan couldn't help but admire that the person who changed seats with him must be a shrewd person who judged the situation, although this kind of shrewdness to seize a high place and squeeze others into the quagmire did not let Li Xiaoyan appreciate, but it was human nature to sign it, and Li Xiaoyan was also at ease.

But Li Xiaoyan's existence made these men unable to help themselves, Li Xiaoyan obviously felt their attention to her, and tried their best to show insight and humor, but on the contrary, they clearly stated their inferior taste and narrow-mindedness. One of them stared at himself with a confused look in his eyes, and when other men talked to him, he didn't even hear it, and one man said, "Ignore him, he's in turmoil." Those men would all understand, and Li Xiaoyan sat down steadily, as if he had stripped naked and sat among the five green-eyed wolves. They love Li Xiaoyan to sit among them, although this makes them unnaturally unscrupulous and unbridled with the stamens of the male, and the smell of dissatisfaction overflows with desire, and the posture is ugly.

Li Xiaoyan felt that this was a group of low-level men who were disloyal, unfirm, disrespectful, unserious, unclear, and often lingered in Flower Street and Willow Lane, and felt a kind of disgust, contempt, and anger in her heart. Before that, she had always believed that sex was a human nature, and it didn't have to be covered up, showing that it was not wrong, and even a woman being a prostitute and a man being a cowherd was an understandable industry. However, it was at this time that for the first time in her life, she felt the abhorrent face of sex. This atmosphere finally made Li Xiaoyan unable to sit still, she tried to lift things casually, pretending to be about to arrive, and got out of her seat, those men all stared at her with sticky eyes and left, Li Xiaoyan felt that her body was sticky with the mucus flowing from their bodies.

Li Xiaoyan walked through two carriages in a row, stood in the aisle, and suddenly understood why people want to be snobbish and climb up, instead of following the correct concept of equality of all people, and treat everyone equally, because they can't be the same, and there is no equality, only in the people with the same level and literacy can they get the respect and recognition they think they think they have, and they can live comfortably. It is not that there are no high-quality people at the bottom who can be insured, but due to the limitations of survival, most of them are still mediocre, and there is no demand for improving human cultivation, so there is no certain level of cultivation and realm. The seed should be sown in a good field, not in a barren field because it is large. People go to high places, and water flows to low places, which is also the iron law of life.

Li Xiaoyan remembered what Cheng Donghao said: Are you interested in people that everyone doesn't yearn for? I'm not interested in people like that. He's right. To be rooted in the pile of excellent people, you must also be good enough. Recently, a new interpretation of the term "people are not for themselves, and the heavens and the earth will be destroyed" have been circulated on the Internet: for the word to read two sounds, only sound, is the meaning of cultivation, that is, people do not cultivate, and heaven is intolerable; It's not what was originally rumored to be: self-interested. Since the principles of heaven do not tolerate people who do not cultivate themselves, it is normal for such people to be despised.

Li Xiaoyan realized: Men and men are really different, some people are really unbearable, and they still have to fight for the top. Cheng Donghao is good, gritting his teeth and trying to pull out this tip, pull it out first.

Out of the train station, seeing that it was a sunny day in the sky, with a few white clouds floating, Li Xiaoyan pulled out Cheng Donghao's phone, but no one answered. Li Xiaoyan wondered what this meant? On the exam? Angry? Going to the toilet? Or a meeting in the company? Or dating? Li Xiaoyan didn't fight, but no one answered, and suddenly fifteen buckets in his heart, seven up and eight down, panicked, and wanted to fight again. I refrained from fighting, thinking he would come back, if he had the heart. Even if it's over, it should be clearly said: "Don't call again, we're done." "Yes, it's a man who should be so straightforward and unambiguous. Li Xiaoyan's calm and indifferent mood before was swept away, and she began to go a little crazy. She began to reflect: Is this love? Or was his narrow self too favored by Cheng Donghao, and at this time, he fell down, resulting in an unacceptable gap? How long has it been? After a quarrel, then again, is that a quarrel? For example, if it is broken like this, it can only show that he is not sincere to himself. can't stand the test, a small setback, so he retreated, maybe he had planned to have fun, at this time it was just to push the boat down the river, and then find a good one.

Li Xiaoyan twisted her eyebrows, gritted her teeth and said to herself: "It must be so." "I can't help but be angry in my heart, I will break it, there are good people in the school, and we must screen out a good talent who is not inferior to Cheng Donghao in terms of talent, character, and family background. After thinking all the way, in terms of appearance alone, there is no one in my head who is more pleasing to the eye than Cheng Donghao, maybe I have been thinking about it for a long time, and I am used to it, this can be changed; There is no big problem with good character, Zhang He is not bad, but it is a little unbearable to hook up with him; Family background, this has to be checked slowly, ask directly, the boy will think that this girl is too snobbish and loves not him, so there is a strong sense of resistance, but marrying a hairy boy with no foundation, picking his fingers to live, I used to know Cheng Donghao, but now, it is a bit cheap.

When I got home, my parents hadn't gotten off work yet, and Li Xiaoyan didn't have a key, so she went around the community. In less than half a year, there was no change in the community compared with the winter of previous years, and the basketball court was reached. There were young people and children playing ball, and there were a few who knew each other, but Li Xiaoyan did not come forward, but watched from a distance. Qin Guan poured into his mind like a storm, and Li Xiaoyan, who was pounced, closed his eyes. However, his mind was surging, his heart was fluctuating, and when he wanted to see him, Li Xiaoyan's tears flowed down. The feeling of her hugging him, so full, so devoted, so ecstatic, so irresistible, for a moment, as if she was in his arms, his figure was close to her. A cold wind blew, Li Xiaoyan shivered, her scalp was numb, and she wiped two lines of tears. With Qin Guan full of heart, when I returned home, my mother Lu Yao had already returned.

Li Xiaoyan had already wiped away her tears, so she said easily: "How are you and my dad doing?" Lu Yao said: "It's still like that." Li Xiaoyan said: "Isn't the world of two more romantic? Lu Yao said: "Old husband and wife, your father has no passion for me for a long time." Li Xiaoyan said: "I don't believe it, according to my observation, my dad is an underwater volcano, calm on the surface, but secretly in deep trouble." If you don't take advantage of my absence, develop it well, and pay attention to being developed by others, don't blame me for not reminding you. You're a smart man, so why don't you keep it a secret from me? Secretly smug? Lu Yao smiled: "He's good." Li Xiaoyan said: "Look, I have always had a good eye. Lu Yao said: "He is a product of my vision, what does it have to do with your vision?" It can only be said that you are lucky. Li Xiaoyan said: "It's quite alone." Lu Yao said, "What about your boyfriend?" Will you come to have fun during the holidays? We all want to meet. Li Xiaoyan said: "It's still early." ”

Lu Yao said: "Don't have a relationship too early. Li Xiaoyan said: "You know me very well, but you don't have to say it all the time, you always say that, isn't it a disguised reminder to me?" But just say hello, I might have premarital sex. It's not a matter of my character, nor is it a matter of my perception. Look, my eyebrows are thick and black, and my pubic hair is so much and black, like a child's hair, and this is a sign of a strong sexual desire, it is said. So if something happens, it's because of my natural physiology, so you have to be prepared. Of course, I will take protective measures, and I will not find someone to solve the problem and cause unnecessary trouble, give it to me and give it to you. Lu Yao said: "Women should look at this problem more rationally, sometimes once it happens, it is often not under your control, just like a flood that bursts the embankment, it is out of control, and it is all over, a lifetime." ”

Li Xiaoyan said: "Mom, people are not as good as heaven, right?" I felt more and more that I wasn't really a smart person. So I'd rather leave everything to God, be happy and be at peace with what happens. Lu Yao said: "If you can really do this, it is also good." Li Xiaoyan said: "Love this thing, it's too rational and boring." Lu Yao said: "It's irrational and boring." Rationality in love means that out of love, one will think about the other person, and therefore will use reason to restrain passion, so as not to overflow. If a man can't do it, and only knows how to beg for pleasure as he pleases, then he is dangerous and not worthy of trust; If a woman can't do it, it can only be said that she is unlucky. Li Xiaoyan said: "Okay, I know, I won't hand myself over casually." ”

In the afternoon, my mother went to work, Li Xiaoyan bought vegetables and made dinner: fried mushrooms with meat, fried onions with vegetarian vegetables, heated two steamed buns, and boiled a pot of millet and red date porridge. Mother Lu Yao got off work early, leaning on the door frame and watching Li Xiaoyan stir-fry and cook, while the mother and daughter gossiped some things. Dad Li Lianfeng called and said that he would come back late from overtime, Li Xiaoyan warmed up the meal, and the mother and daughter waited under the lamp, and did not turn on the TV, just sat in the living room and chatted.

Lu Yao said: "Is there a photo of him?" Li Xiaoyan said, "No." Lu Yao said: "It's unusual." Li Xiaoyan said: "In fact, there is not much contact, because it is a different place, and the relationship has not been determined." Lu Yao said: "He must love you very much." Li Xiaoyan said: "Don't assume that others love me because you love me." Lu Yao said: "During the Mid-Autumn Festival and National Day, he sent us moon cakes and dried fruits, just like the one he sent in the summer, and left my phone number for the courier." Li Xiaoyan said, "What? Lu Yao said: "I didn't do it to you, then it's only your boyfriend." Do you tell him my number? Li Xiaoyan knew that it was the result of Cheng Donghao's secret investigation, and was afraid that his mother would worry, so he said, "Yes, he won't send it in the future." ”

Lu Yao said: "Blown? Li Xiaoyan said: "Now he ignores me." Lu Yao said: "It must be your fault." Li Xiaoyan said: "Why are you so arbitrary? Lu Yao said: "You don't love him." Li Xiaoyan said: "I don't love him, is it my fault?" Lu Yao said: "It's rare to see such a considerate person, and your father is not so meticulous." What's wrong with him? Li Xiaoyan said: "After a quarrel, he ignored me." Lu Yao said: "If you don't love, don't hurt." Li Xiaoyan said: "Whoever hurts him is a disagreement, which is normal." Lu Yao said: "You haven't answered me yet, why is he not as good as yours?" Li Xiaoyan said: "He is a high-quality man, and he is not picky." Lu Yao said: "Look, it's still your fault." Li Xiaoyan said, "Okay." Because he is too good, I am not sure, depending on fate. ”