Chapter 51: Matters of the Heart
When they finished talking, they really didn't look for it, and the Qingyuan Daoist arranged for them to live in the backyard of Wuzhuang Temple! Because there are usually no people here, it is very quiet, and when they come back from the lobby, Shangguan Xi seems to have something on his mind!
Hua Qing'er was in the same mood as Shangguan Xi and sat side by side in the courtyard.
"Brother Shangguan, it's all my fault. The matter was originally that I lied to you, there is no need to be nervous about the affairs of Qingyuan City, I believe that everything will pass after all, as long as we keep believing in it, there must be no problem. ”
Hua Qing'er smiled, and in the moonlight, her smiling face looked a little pale.
Hua Qing'er knew that it was not very simple to let Shangguan Xi accept so many things at once. If you are yourself, you must not be able to accept it, let alone Shangguan Xi, who was born and raised in Qingyuan City.
It was also at this time that Hua Qing'er really couldn't hide it, otherwise she wouldn't have come to Shangguan Xi and brought him so much trouble.
Now, things are getting more and more tense, I don't know when Shangguan Qingkite will start, they have to discuss countermeasures, the sooner the better.
"Miss Qing'er, I don't blame you for these things! Say it, on the contrary, my heart is more comfortable, I have not regretted bringing you back, I have never regretted it. In other words, you have helped us a lot, if it weren't for you, I'm afraid that the destruction of Qingyuan City, I don't know why, my father will never tell me, everything will always be a secret. ”
Shangguan Xi may be glad that he met Hua Qing'er at that time, and he was kind enough to bring Hua Qing'er back. Because I brought Hua Qing'er back, everything looks a lot better, and it's really beautiful.
He has so many good memories, at least he liked this girl, and he never dared to say a word to Hua Qing'er. Now, it doesn't matter if you say what you think or not. I have something on my mind, not because of the matter of Qingyuan City. He always believed that Hua Qing'er would definitely be able to solve it, and unconsciously, his feelings for Hua Qing'er had gone from the original protection to the point of infatuation, but there was no way, and his feelings would eventually swallow into his heart.
This is all Shangguan Xi's concerns, it is very uncomfortable, but there is no other way.
"Actually, I don't know, whether I'm meddling in doing this is nosy, now sitting here with Brother Shangguan like this, it's still quiet, I don't know if there will be such an opportunity in the future!"
"By the way, Miss Qing'er, if the matter can be resolved satisfactorily, will you still stay?"
Hua Qing'er was able to stay in Qingyuan City, which was something she didn't dare to ask for, Shangguan Xi was always worried that Hua Qing'er's appearance was just to solve this matter, and after the matter was resolved, it was like a gust of wind, and he had never been here, leaving a little trace by his side.
It's a very uncomfortable thing.
"Of course, I don't have a place to go, could it be that you forgot, Brother Shangguan. The premise is that if Brother Shangguan will take me in, he will stay for a while, at least if he thinks of my belonging. I'm no different from amnesia, who am I, where I come from, what am I going to do, who can I tell me?"
What Hua Qing'er said was a bit desolate, she shouldn't stay in the world, not in the heavenly court, not in the demon world, and she didn't know what the reason for her existence.
She seems to know why she appears in the Nine Heavens, and not in other places, for example, in the human world, although life is very short, to this point, she doesn't know how many reincarnations she has to go through, but to live like this all the time, remember what she suffered, she can't die, she can't forget, it's also a very painful thing.
If he wasn't Hua Qing'er, there wouldn't be a person as good as Gong Yujin who broke into his life, and now he disappeared again, and he didn't have anything. She is just an ordinary person, even if she is like Wu Man'er, her life is short, even if she is hurt, she can still start over again, and she is very confident in protecting her happiness.
She doesn't even have an identity, what happiness does she protect, everything is not given by Gong Yujin.
"Miss Qing'er, if you are willing to stay, even if it is a lifetime, two lifetimes, you will have no regrets. ”
Shangguan Xi said very resolutely, he can only keep Hua Qing'er now, and he doesn't even have the courage to say what he thinks in his heart. Shangguan Xi knew that he was not worthy of Hua Qing'er at all, from beginning to end, from the inside to the outside.
Therefore, being able to stand by Hua Qing'er's side without having to suffer from lovesickness is already a very beautiful thing for mountain relations.
"I hope everything can pass, although I still don't know anything, I always feel that Shangguan Qingkite is not a bad person, but there is always a conspiracy brewing behind her. ”
Could it be that Luzon is really dead, so why did Shangguan Qingkite become like this, he can give his life, believe in Luzon, go to revenge, and do all this, it is definitely not something that a lady who is less than twenty years old can do.
Unless the Shangguan family had a problem from the beginning, otherwise, these things must have a lot of things that cannot be separated from Luzon.
Just now, Hua Qing'er wanted to ask, is Luzon really dead? To be honest, Hua Qing'er doesn't believe it so much, and she still has to think about Luzon's death.
A hundred years later, Shangguan Qingyu, who had planned so carefully and was kind in their mouths, was willing to use all his people as a price. There is also the Green Kite Temple, I have to say, there is something strange.
"Brother Shangguan, let me ask more, do you know who built the Green Kite Temple?"
Hua Qing'er may be thinking that after knowing the story of the Green Kite Temple, maybe she will be able to know that behind the century-old story of Shangguan Qingkite, the person who manipulates it is Luzon, the Shangguan family, or simply Shangguan Qingkite herself.
It's a pity, Shangguan Xi shook his head and said: "I don't know, I just saw it! ”
Hua Qing'er doesn't blame Shangguan Xi, after all, it's been a long time, and it doesn't matter if you can't think of anything. Soon the Qingyuan Daoist will go to Qingyuan City with him to take a look, what the situation is, and at that time, the matter of Shangguan Qingyuan seems to be easy to open.
"Miss Qing'er, no matter what, I hope you are well. Originally, I always thought that it was me who protected you and took care of you, but I didn't expect that it was you who protected all the people in our Green Kite City. ”
Such a reversal, what is Shangguan Xi still a man, more or less unacceptable, he always has a little idea of wanting to protect the woman he loves, but after seeing Hua Qing'er, he disappeared completely.
I have no way to protect Hua Qing'er, who is Hua Qing'er, and who is herself. A fairy in the Nine Heavens, can she protect herself?
"I'm not that good at all, on the contrary, I always feel that I am incompetent! I believe that I can't avoid this, so acceptance is the only way. ”
Hua Qing'er stood up, this is really a sad topic, originally she wanted to comfort Shangguan Xi, but Hua Qing'er was very worried since she went out, the blow to Shangguan Xi from this matter must not be very small.
But later, Hua Qing'er stopped thinking like this, and Hua Qing'er couldn't say how she felt.
"Alright, Miss Qing'er. It's getting late now, so you'd better rest early!Although chatting with you is a very beautiful thing, do you know that for me, the affairs of Qingyuan City are important, but everything about you is also very important, Miss Qing'er. ”
Shangguan Xi lowered his head, is this a monologue in his heart? For Hua Qing'er, such a woman, it is really not easy for him to say such a thing.
"Brother Shangguan, you are so good to me! It's a pity that I was born to be a lonely person, and since I was a child, Master didn't tell me who my parents were, who I am, and why I came to the Nine Heavens, but when I saw Brother Shangguan, I really looked like a relative! ”
Shangguan Xi didn't know how else he could answer, if he could, he didn't want to be Hua Qing'er's relative, at the beginning, he didn't want to be a relative, this kind of thing was too painful, so Hua Qing'er misunderstood that he couldn't explain it.
"Yes, see you tomorrow!"
In the end, Shangguan Xi could only say such a sentence dryly, hiding the tension in his heart, looking at Hua Qing'er's back slowly moving away, and he couldn't say the feeling. He has known Hua Qing'er for so long, and it is the first time, and he feels that the distance between himself and Hua Qing'er is really far.
Sometimes it's so close at hand, but it's like a mountain, so far away that I can't tell the feeling.
But Shangguan Xi is, there is really no way to explain anything.
The sky slowly became gloomy, and Shangguan Xi, who was just taking care of his sadness, didn't notice at all that there were dark clouds behind him, as if something was about to happen.
The blow of today's events is too big, if it were yesterday, he didn't know if he would be able to have the courage to promise Hua Qing'er once and follow Hua Qing'er out. Within a day, all of my opinions had quietly changed.
It seems that Shangguan Xi feels that he should not appear in this world, so why should he encounter such tangled things, whether it is reality or feelings, there is no same, let him feel that life is a happy thing.
He would rather die and be remembered by the living, than think about who he should help now.