Chapter 235: Does What I Do Make Sense?

Evenson walked under the counter where he used to sit and rummaged for a moment, pulling out a bottle of whiskey that he didn't know when he bought it. www.biquge.info He simply thought it was inappropriate to serve guests with plain water, and it had nothing to do with the fact that the bottle was about to expire at the end of the month.

"Tell me, Captain. After pouring a little wine into Steve's and his own glasses, Evenson asked, "Why did you choose me to counsel you?"

You must know that in S.H.I.E.L.D., psychiatrists are a lot of things, if you want a doctor to have a doctor, and if you want a professor to have a professor, where will it be Evenson's turn? His position is a special affairs consultant, not a psychiatrist, and he doesn't have any resume in psychotherapy or related qualifications, so he believes that Nick Fury will definitely not recommend him to Steve for so-called psychological counseling in the first place.

"He initially recommended me a bunch of psychiatrists, but I turned them down. Steve took a sip from his glass, then immediately bared his teeth and said, "This wine... Reminds me of the bottle that Bucky kept on the battlefield, no, it's harder than that. ”

"Ah, Bucky is my best friend, heβ€”" Steve explained.

"I know him. Evenson interrupted Steve, "When I was a kid, the orphanage's repair shop organized us to visit your theme museum, which has an introduction to him. ”

"You grew up in an orphanage?" asked Steve, somewhat surprised.

"Yes. Evenson's answer was bland.

"Oh..."Steve felt that his question was a bit rude, and it was also an embarrassing apology, "I'm sorry." ”

"Nothing. "I don't think there's anything wrong with that, so let's continue with the conversation." ”

"Okay. Steve, of course, was willing to digress the conversation: "I turned down the psychiatrists, I don't like the so-called counseling. ”

"Understandable..."Evenson also subconsciously picked up the cup and planned to take a sip, but when the glass was about to touch his lips, he smelled the wine in the cup, the corners of his mouth twitched imperceptibly, and then he naturally put the cup back on the table, "No one likes psychological counseling, especially when others bring it up, hum... It feels like someone pointing to their nose and saying, 'There's something wrong with your brain.' ”

"But it's a necessary procedure if I don't do a psychological evaluation. Steve also habitually wanted to take a sip of wine, but he recalled the taste just now, and naturally put the cup down, "I'm afraid I'll have to stay at S.H.I.E.L.D. headquarters for a while, so I have to reluctantly choose a psychiatrist, but at this time I happened to see your name." ”

"My nameβ€”" Evenson's eyebrows twitched slightly. With Nick Fury's mind, he should have easily guessed that the awakened Captain America would be very disgusted with the psychological evaluation process, and Steve saw him in the list of psychoanalysts who should not have been listed, which could not have been the wrong one in the ranking list.

Do you want your future comrades to get acquainted with each other first?" Evenson laughed, "That's really my honor, Captain." ”

"I'm just a little curious, S.H.I.E.L.D. was formerly known as the Strategic Science Force, and you're the only one with special abilities after me to serve this organization. "So I'd love to see for myself what kind of person you really are." ”

"Correct a little, Captain. "I'm not the only one who works for S.H.I.E.L.D. "Evenson, looking down exaggeratedly, as if looking out of the window" Iron Man Tony Stark too, you should know him, Howard Stark's son, from here you can still see his mansion. ”

"He's different from you and me, and what makes him special is its armor, not the power it contains. Steve also turned his head to glance at the Stark Building outside, "By the way, that building is really ugly..."

"Huh?" Evenson raised an eyebrow, "Maybe... I don't know much about architecture, but I just write my name on the top of the building, doesn't he feel embarrassed? I can't do that anyway. Do you remember the name of your shop?

"yes," Steve smiled in agreement, "I've seen your combat profiles... In the end, I was thinking if you were in my time..."

"Really?" Evenson seemed surprised that Captain America expected so much from him. But in my heart, I thought that sure enough, to understand my strength, this is definitely not the content of the psychological evaluation.

"Hydra is a ferocious enemy, and it is inevitable to die in battle with them. Steve seemed to recall the past, and his expression sank again, "I am not like the propaganda says, I am able to help my comrades save the day every time, many times I have watched them die in front of me, and I can't do anything about it." So I thought, if there were more people like me, the outcome would be very different. ”

"I agree. Evenson said seriously, and then changed his joking tone, "Maybe then the director of S.H.I.E.L.D. should be my director, and nothing will happen without Nick Fury." ”

"But that's not for sure. Evenson, pointing to himself, said, "Look at my face, maybe I'll go to the Third Reich and sit on the people, in my ability, it's definitely the guest of honor." Maybe he'll become a shadow head. ”

"Okay, joke, that's all. Evenson put away his teasing tone and was a little more serious, "Since you have found me, then the necessary procedure should be followed." ”

"Okay. Steve sat upright, knowing that this counseling was indispensable.

"You've been asleep for 60 years, but after you woke up, what happened in the world in the past 60 years, I think Nick Fury should have made up for it. "So what I want to ask is, what do you think about the way your world has developed into what it is now?"

"I thinkβ€”" Steve thought for a moment, took a deep breath and said, "the world seems to be a little scarier." ”

Evenson: "How so?"

"When I joined the army, I thought that the most terrible weapon was a grenade, which could kill a class of people in one fell swoop, but in fact there were far more terrible weapons than that, until I saw the weapon that Hydra developed with the Cosmic Rubik's Cube, and I thought it was the most terrible weapon that a human being could develop. ”

Steve laughed self-deprecatingly, "But after a year of my slumber, even more terrible weapons were born, and now it seems that humans can destroy the earth on their own." ”

"My dream back then was to end the war and bring peace to the world. But now I'm thinking, did what I did make sense at the time?"

"Of course there is..."Evenson didn't say anything comforting, nor did he say anything about your actions that saved a lot of lives, but simply expressed his opinion, "War is the greatest pain in world civilization, but pain makes people mature, overcome pain, and make people stronger." What you're doing is leading people to overcome pain, do you think there's any point?"