Day 186 Concert
Because the crew resumed filming, Jin Wei went to Chen's concert by himself in the evening. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
When Jin Wei arrived at the concert, he found out that Chen said that he had reserved the seats in the first three rows, and all the people sitting there were people from the second middle school mental group.
They were all wearing yellow T-shirts with the logo of the secondary two mental illness group, and when they saw Jin Wei appearing, everyone stood up together and greeted her with a smile, and then hugged.
At this moment, Jin Wei was suddenly very moved, she didn't expect Chen Shuo to really invite them to the scene, she thought he was just talking and playing.
But seeing these strange and smiling faces in front of her at this moment, Jin Wei had no idea of continuing to quarrel with them, she just wanted to look at them quietly and not lose anyone because of anything.
After singing a song, Chen Shuo did not go down to change his clothes, but walked to the center of the stage, looked in the direction where Jin Wei was, and smiled gently.
"The following song is not my song, but today I want to give it to a very good friend of mine. I have known her for many years, and I have watched her fight for her dreams for many years. For so many years, she rarely went out like an autistic person and struggled for her dreams at home. After so many years, little by little she became better and more beautiful, and the stories she wrote were adapted into TV series, and the main characters were idols she admired for many years. Speaking of which, you must think this is a particularly inspirational story, but I'm sorry to tell you that her dream is still not fulfilled. ”
"When we first met many years ago, when she told me about her dreams, I was very supportive of her, and we have been encouraging each other over the years. But if I had known that things would have gotten to this point, I would have persuaded her to change her dream. Because this dream is really too far away! But, I didn't know it at the time, so it all happened anyway, so I wanted to tell her that whether you have fulfilled your dream or not, you still have it. Whether you have fulfilled your dreams or not, we are always there, and the Secondary 2 Psychiatric Group will accompany you to continue to achieve your next dream. ”
"A song "Once Upon a Time" was given to her, and I hope we can all maintain that most innocent heart."
"I remember when I was a teenager
Everyone is sincere
Say a word is a sentence
Early morning train station
The long street is dark and unwalked
A small shop selling soy milk is steaming
The old days have slowed down
Carriages and horses are slow to mail
There is only enough to love one person in a lifetime
The old lock is beautiful, too
The keys are beautifully presented
If you lock it up, people will understand
……
Jin Wei was already silent in the audience.
All the sadness and pain of these days was released at this moment, and she thought about everything that had happened in this time......
She doesn't regret coming to Marina, and she doesn't regret everything she did for him!
If everything was going to be lost, at least before it was lost, she had been brutally hurt by the people she loved the most, and it was much more satisfying for her than never getting close.
At the end of the concert, Chen said that after removing his makeup and changing his clothes, it was already eleven o'clock.
He asked Jin Wei and everyone to wait for him at a nearby restaurant, and then went to the room alone.
He will put his belongings and clothes to change into the suitcase, and the rest of the things, he is going to give the room card to the assistant for him to take all the things back to the studio.
opened the door, pulled the suitcase and prepared to leave, but saw Yang Fan standing outside the door, holding the door frame with one hand and his pocket with the other. A bright smile hung on the corner of his mouth, it was the smile he had ever indulged in, but at this moment, it looked like a judgment from hell.
Yang rarely laughs, especially in public.
Chen said he remembered the first time they met, when he had just joined a small record label.
When I went to report, I saw that Yang Fan had also entered the record company, so I asked him if he was a new singer like him?
His originally cold face suddenly smiled, boy, I think you look like me. Although I'm not a new singer, with the two of us being so fated, I will definitely take good care of you.
Later, Chen said that he learned that Yang Fan came to buy his record company. It's just that the boss of the record company didn't agree at that time, but only two years later, Yang Fan walked into the record company again.
At that time they were already very good friends.
That time, he really bought that record label.
Chen said that he retracted his thoughts and didn't want to let himself think about those things anymore, and he had already made up his mind to let go of this relationship.
Yang Fan raised his eyebrows and asked him with a smile, "It's so late, where are you going?" ”
Chen replied calmly, "Go home." ”
"Then why didn't you call me to pick you up? Want to surprise me? ”
Chen Shuo shook his head, "No. ”
After speaking, he added: "It is no longer my home, and it will never be again, Yang Fan, I don't love you anymore." ”
After speaking, Chen Shuo took out the room card, pushed away the stunned Yang Fan, closed the door and pulled the suitcase and walked towards the elevator.
Don't look back, he kept telling himself, don't look back.
You can continue to love him, but you can't continue to be with him.
No, you can't love him anymore because he doesn't love you at all, he's with you just to take advantage of you.
Chen said that he tried hard not to let the tears flow, tried not to turn back, and walked forward step by step with firm steps.
He remembered Jin Wei's sad appearance, remembered Jin Wei's crying in the audience, and every tear she shed was inseparable from his "efforts".
I thought of the efforts I made to get close to him, and for him, I asked Jin Wei for the news of the chaos.
In fact, what he said just now was also what he said to himself, if he had known that everything would become what it is now, even if he loved him again, he would not choose to be with him.
Wu ran saw the video of Chen Shuo's concert on the Internet, and when he heard what he said, he also saw Jing Jinwei's face appear on the big screen.
There were tears on her face, but she was still smiling hard.
Jin Wei's face only appeared in a few seconds before changing the camera, but Wu Chao held the phone for a long time and didn't put it down.
It turned out that she had never left the Marina.
Chen's words hurt his heart, and the tears on Jin Wei's face made him feel even more sad.
He remembered the scene when he sang that song to Jin Wei, she was lying on the hospital bed and laughing quietly, and at that time he thought that she might wake up laughing from her dreams that night.
But today she heard this song and couldn't cry.
Wu Chao didn't know whether his decision was right or wrong, and he didn't dare to think about whether she could withstand the pressure if the spearhead of Jiangbei Film and Television was aimed at Jin Wei next time.
And he knew that Tang Huan definitely didn't jump off the building because of those scoldings.
Wu turned out the number Chen said, hesitated for a long time, and finally dialed it. (To be continued.) )