When I was little, I didn't have a name. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

I live in the dressing room in the cabaret because my mom works there.

I was very skinny, like a feather, so the aunts also called me Xiao Yu, and I always thought so, my name is Xiao Yu.

Until I met her,

She said: "Don't you have a surname, we all have a surname, my surname is Cui, why are you only called Xiao Yu?" ”

I never knew what my last name was, and even the name Xiao Yu was rarely called. The men in the cabaret, call me a boy, and the woman, call me a child.

Later, my mother was beaten to death, and no one cared about my life or death, so the boss kicked me out of the locker room.

I walked down the street in ill-fitting clothes, snatching food from cats and dogs on the road. I found out that they could always get food, so I secretly followed them, and I met her.

A cute little girl like a doll, with purple hair and gray eyes. "I'll feed you and dress you in my floral dress!" I always remember this phrase.

I followed her from then on, I never went hungry again, she always handed me something delicious, and every day at meal time became my enjoyment, except for the annoying flower dress.

I'm 6 years old, I'm a precocious child, and only girls can wear dresses, I know. However, in order to have enough to eat, I never refused her.

And she was only 5 years old, still a child, and probably thought that the skirt was the most beautiful dress in the world. I love to see her laugh and watch her talk, even though I'm silent most of the time.

She was forced by her grandfather to learn computer literacy, and I always helped her cheat because she was really untalented and lazy. Later, she begged her grandfather to let me study with me, but I didn't want to study, I just wanted to help her. I just want to be with her. Her grandfather was really a nice person, doted on her and liked me a lot. He always looked at me with appreciative eyes and made me happy. I studied harder with him and helped Xintong study, and my life became simple and fulfilling. But the joy didn't last long.

A year, just a year, my nightmare arrived. My biological father found me because he needed a son. He killed my mom just because he didn't need a wife like hers. His presence turned my worldview upside down and pushed me into the abyss.

I don't know what dad should be like, but isn't grandpa also daddy's dad? Grandpa used to be a father, why is grandpa so charitable, and dad so cruel.

It wasn't easy to get back to him, and he soon married a woman he felt fit to be my new mother.

He didn't like me, he knew that I had studied at a research institute, and he actually asked me to steal things. If I refused, he beat me until my ribs broke, and I was put in the intensive care unit.

Ward, beaten, ward, beaten! As long as I was discharged from the hospital, he would let me steal things, and if I refused, he would beat me. I didn't dare to contact my grandfather, I didn't dare to contact Xintong. I'm afraid he will find out and ask me to steal something.

The new mother is a very nice woman, she sometimes gives me something to eat and gives me some medicine so that I don't die.

I deserve to be his son, the two of us are just as stubborn, his stubbornness to me, my stubbornness to Xintong. I didn't agree to him, he tried to find a way, and always gave me the opportunity to meet Xintong, but I resolved them one by one. The new mom is helping me and she's also a poor woman.

I never went to see Xintong again, and disappeared from her life.

Later, after a long time, his enthusiasm was worn down by me. I can live a somewhat normal life. I want to know her, everything about her, I miss her so much.

I worked hard to learn about computers, and I studied my grandfather's books over and over again. Because it was only when I was studying that I felt like I was back to that happy time.

The new mother saw that I was talented and secretly found a teacher to teach me. Her painting teacher was actually my master. I can't let my dad know that I'm learning computers, or he'll want me to go to a research institute and force me to steal.

My master also had a student named Li Xie, who was also an orphan, but better than my life, and his mother was the president's cousin. He was my brother before me, and I became friends with him.

He successfully entered the scientific research institute, and if I didn't have such a father, I would have been able to get in, because Master said that I was more talented. I envy Li Xie so much, because he can see my Xintong every day.

I asked him to help me watch everything about Xintong, and I wanted to know what she was doing, eating, and liking every day. Li Xie said yes because we were best friends.

His promise was a full 10 years.

At first, he was very perfunctory about her, but then he gradually described to me in detail every day what she was doing, what she was wearing, and what kind of words she said under what circumstances. I felt like he was like my eyes, and I could see her through Li Xie's description.

Knowing that she was dead, I was going crazy, my Xintong, I didn't have time for her to know me again, she was actually gone. I shut myself in my room with a knife through my wrist, but I couldn't die. If the cut is shallow, it will heal, and if the cut is deep, it will be sent to the hospital. The new mother was worried about me, and she always sent a lot of people to follow me. In this big house, the two of us depend on each other, in fact, I am afraid that she will be sad.

My Xintong, I haven't had time to say I love you yet. I was so frustrated that I went into the dust and ran to a place in the Eastern Continent where no one knew me - to kill someone!

I need to vent, I need an outlet to release.

I've been in the dust for a short time, maybe I'm really talented, I can't die. More and more people are killed, and the rank is getting higher and higher. Later, I gradually became numb and stopped killing, but just hid my face in my hood every day, and did not look at anyone, and did not let anyone see me.

Three years, my feelings, my Xintong left me for three whole years, and I gradually forgot the pain at the beginning.

I just want to know what happened at that time? The quest for the truth reinvigorates me and cheers me up. Xintong is dead, grandpa is missing, everything is too weird, I can't die yet, I want to find out the truth.

I kept an eye on the people and things around me, and I made a list of all the people involved in the matter and investigated them one by one.

Later, I met a girl in the game. I was very impressed with her first appearance. In her, I saw my mother undressing in front of people in spite of her shame. I tried to kill her, but she was smart enough to get away with it.

Later, I saw you in the fight against the boss Daphne, and she actually improved her strength quickly and was a bit familiar.

She always gave me a very familiar feeling. Her tone and state were very similar to the girl I imagined. We met, and I actually enjoyed the moment of making her angry, and it was very happy to watch her go crazy.

Maybe my heart is perverted, I just want to see her unhappy. I was angry when I saw her with another man, and the girl I kissed for the first time was her. I don't understand how my heart could change so quickly.

More than ten years of feelings can disappear without a trace in two or three months? I can't forgive myself, I don't go to her, I miss Xintong every day with a photo of Xintong.

One day, my new mother accidentally spilled the grape juice she brought me on it, and she knew that the picture was important to me and helped me wipe it. I suddenly realized that Xintong in the photo was very similar to the girl I was kissing. I took out a purple pen and painted her hair purple and her eyes gray. I put down my pen and threw the picture on the ground.

But I didn't want to believe it, so I asked Li Xie, and he still answered the same way. He told me to let go of Xintong.

She repeatedly appeared at Sun Erhu, which made me suspicious of her. Sun Erhu is the NPC that Xintong's grandfather contacted Qiushui Rantian, this Qiushui Rantian is the son of an uncle in the research institute, we used to play together at the beginning, and I recognized him at the first sight when I saw him. also found that he was always hovering at Sun Erhu. I used the program to test Sun Erhu, and sure enough, I discovered my grandfather's secret. It's not the first time I've done it to test NPCs with a program, and that NPC is loose, and in Songsong's mouth, I know that she actually has a purple crystal nucleus! But I didn't care at the time.

Then I tried to test her with old things, but she denied it.

I went to her on a mission, and she was familiar not only with the dust, but also with Abula. Isn't she an Earth player? Why are you crying at grandpa's NPC? Why does he look like Xintong? Why do you know so much about dust? Why is Abula so familiar?

The answer is imminent.

I did something wrong to her, I bullied her. But I don't regret it, I just want her to admit me. Don't let my previous 10 years become a joke, she doesn't forgive me, I don't think about it. All I have to do is watch her and help her.

Because I really love her, I love her in the game, I fall in love with this cunning little fox.