At six o'clock the next morning, Li Xiaoyan appeared on the basketball court in the community, Qin Guan, the man who had been haunted by his dreams at the beginning, had not thought about it for a while, and at this time he was surprised to find that he was still so clearly stirring in his heart the grace of the years. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 When Li Xiaoyan played against him, he said, "I want to go to your brain surgery internship and open the way, brother." Qin Guan said: "I don't count what I said, you have to find the science and education department and the medical department." Li Xiaoyan said: "Give me a way, I really want to do something outside my brain, it's not because of you, I'm a married woman now, can't you see it?" Qin Guan said: "You shouldn't open your mouth from me, just treat me as a stranger, even if you can work together in the future, you will be the most ordinary colleague, and there will be no intersection in life." Li Xiaoyan said: "You are guarding against me so much, don't you have a ghost in your heart?" Qin Guan pulled the ball from Li Xiaoyan's hand, bypassed Li Xiaoyan for a layup, and the ball went in.

Li Xiaoyan felt powerless and lost in her heart, there was no way, Qin Guan was as inaccessible as the cruel Sahara. But Li Xiaoyan still can't get rid of this obsession in her heart: if you want to be close to him, you can have any relationship, maybe except for love, love can only be given to Cheng Donghao, it seems that there is no doubt. Li Xiaoyan's love flowing around like water, when he met Qin Guan, it was like entering Dujiangyan, obediently where to flow. Li Xiaoyan suspected that he was afraid of falling in love with him, so he strictly guarded it and did not dare to approach. Isn't there such a song? I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you, so I don't dare to let myself get too close. Li Xiaoyan felt that if he thought so, he would be much more comfortable, although it was closer to the truth: he was afraid of trouble.

Li Xiaoyan went out of his head as he wished, although he didn't follow Qin Guan, he followed Director Miao, a forty-three-year-old stocky man, his hair grew from the back of his head upwards like a hedgehog head, and he was an inch long, with a pair of crooked squinting eyes, as if he was always laughing, and his personality was giggling, but his subordinates were rigorous and neat, clear and crisp, and had the courage, skill, and self-confidence that a surgeon should have. Li Xiaoyan didn't dare to slack off at all, especially Qin Guan was watching from the side, and he was even more careful and diligent.

The same as Director Miao is the same senior brother Wei Bo, who has graduated from graduate school for a year, and is now a resident doctor, known as Wei Fat, but in fact he is not fat, and it is said that his nickname is Fatten. Qin Guan was followed by a graduate student at Xinxiang Medical College, who accompanied Jiang Xindong on the surface. Li Xiaoyan saw the relationship, so he came to Jiang Xindong to inquire about the gossip of Qin Guan, although he knew that his matter was an injury, and he didn't know that it was also an injury, but he still couldn't help but want to get closer. He leaned forward with a shy face and said flatteringly, "Senior Brother Jiang, where has Director Qin gone?" Jiang Xindong glanced at her and said, "Something?" Li Xiaoyan said, "I can't see him all the time." Jiang Xindong said: "Surgery." ”

Wei Fatpang came over from the side and said, "Li Xiaoyan, we are our brothers and sisters, and now we are all under Director Miao, look at Jiang Xindong's ghostly appearance, what does he look like, is he very handsome? Is he more handsome than me? Hmm? Look at his duck beak, he hasn't even talked about a girlfriend until now, so he's not a man." Jiang Xindong said: "You kid is really cheap, you dare to discriminate against us singles? Where can you take care of it? All Peugeot can be plugged in. Wei Pang Pang said: "How can you talk to my senior brother? A man without a woman is not a man, and a woman is not a man without a woman." No one is still holding it like that? Xiaoyan looks like a real woman, hey, Xiaoyan, are you a real woman?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Yes." Wei Fatpang spread his hands and said, "Look, it's so small, it's all." Jiang Xindong raised his eyebrows and said, "Now the girl." Li Xiaoyan said: "We are true love." Jiang Xindong said: "It's all said so." Wei Fatpang said: "We are also true love, don't eat grapes and say that grapes are sour, you can't do it, brother, I am your age, there is a high-quality girl group behind your buttocks, and a big white pear." ”

The nurse called, "Doctor Wei, I have epilepsy in bed thirty-four." Wei Fat stood up and hurried out, Li Xiaoyan followed closely behind. This is a patient with damage to the motor area of the cerebral cortex, his whole body is convulsed, his mouth is foaming, his eyes are rolled upward, Wei Chupang hurriedly and Li Xiaoyan do emergency treatment. After a while, when Director Miao came, the brain CT was a cerebral hemorrhage, and Li Xiaoyan followed. When the operation was over, Qin Guan came out of another operating room, Li Xiaoyan and he took a look, although they were all very tight, but they both knew who it was, Qin Guan looked at it as if he didn't see it, Li Xiaoyan stared at him, he was followed by Jiang Xindong, completely with Qin Guan's eyes, and passed. Li Xiaoyan couldn't help but sigh: Master and apprentice are like father and son.

Wei Fatpang said behind Li Xiaoyan: "Look, since Jiang Xindong has followed Director Qin, even the head shape has followed Director Qin, what age is it, and he still engages in such a low-level personality cult, Hay Hitler." Li Xiaoyan said: "Director Qin's wife and noble son, why doesn't he follow one?" Wei Fatpang said: "It's rare to meet a great love saint like Director Qin in a hundred years, who can compare with him." Li Xiaoyan's heart ached, and he couldn't say the kind of jealousy and resentment, and said: "His wife is a beautiful woman with both ability and integrity?" Wei Fatpang said: "Quite beautiful, quite, my son is five years old, very smart, very." The most perfect family model in the hospital, Director Qin's own conditions are so good and so hard-working, he deserves the most perfect life and the happiest life. Li Xiaoyan said: "Spiritual companion, lover, confidant trinity?" Wei Fatpang said: "Hey, how do you know?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Happiness, that's how it should be." Wei Fatpang said: "Of course yes, they love each other very much, you will know when you see his wife, that woman is very affectionate, smiling, you can't cultivate the level of being a woman in your life." ”

Li Xiaoyan believes that what Wei Fatpang said is true, at Qin Guan's level, he should have such a wife, so he is worthy. It is not surprising that she should be stronger than herself, more beautiful than herself, and virtuous than herself, so that she is worthy of him. Li Xiaoyan sighed, introspecting that he has always been wishful thinking, shameless delusions do not belong to him, and the unattainable man is unattainable from the physical to the mental. His world is the world of God, and there are goddesses, gods, and nerves who match him. Li Xiaoyan clearly felt that she was a mortal woman, and she should be mixed in the world, and getting a trip to Donghao was already a great wealth in the world. Li Xiaoyan was not dissatisfied, but she was really depressed, and she felt small and confused as a sentient being for a while. Li Xiaoyan just listened to Wei Fatpang's words, and was sunk by the unknown woman, convinced of failure, and desperate.

When he went home at night, Li smiled on the bicycle, feeling that his shoulders didn't seem to be flat, and he deliberately went to flatten, but he always felt that he couldn't put it flat, his left shoulder was high, his right shoulder was low, and he had never felt before. Deliberately lowering the left shoulder and raising the right shoulder, it is obviously not right, and it is also awkward, and the whole body is uncoordinated. Li Xiaoyan felt that such a posture must be very strange and ugly, got out of the car, found a tree, and adjusted it with his back against it, it seemed to be okay, but as soon as he left the tree, he felt uneven again. Li Xiaoyan struggled all the way, and he didn't know what was wrong, could it be that there was an unaware organic lesion? Li Xiaoyan began to feel that his face was deformed, and he couldn't help but rub his face with his hands. When she went upstairs and got home, her parents had already made dinner and were waiting for her. Li Xiaoyan stood in front of the dressing mirror and looked at it, her shoulders were very flat, and her face was not unusual, but she still felt that something was wrong, and there was an unsmooth energy in her body against her shoulders, Li Xiaoyan shook her shoulders alternately, and her bones rattled, but there was no pain. Li Xiaoyan thought that if it was normal, with this level of movement, the bones should not ring.

Li Xiaoyan picked up the basketball and wanted to go to the court to practice and see what was wrong with her body. Mother Lu Yao shouted: "Smiling, wash your hands quickly, it's time to eat." Li Xiaoyan thought: I will go half an hour after eating, endure it first, and I don't want my parents to see anything unusual, and it doesn't seem to be anything unusual. Lu Yao said, "How are you doing today?" Li Xiaoyan said, "It's the same as usual." Lu Yao said, "Do you feel tired?" Li Xiaoyan said, "Not tired." Father Li Lianfeng said: "She knows what it means to be tired at this age, and it will be uncomfortable to be idle." Li Xiaoyan said, "I know." ”

Li Lianfeng said: "That must not be a serious matter. Li smiled and said, "Dad, do you want to be so mean to your own daughter?" Li Lianfeng said: "It's not mean, it's understanding." Li Xiaoyan said: "Actually, you don't know me at all, in terms of my eating, drinking, and Lazar, Dad, you are competent, but in terms of spirit and thought, you always follow me as Saturn and Mercury." My mom doesn't understand me either, Mom, you're exposing, criticizing and doubting me. Li Lianfeng said: "People are like this, do you think you are special? It is precisely because of this common reason that when people grow up, they will leave their parents and work hard and do everything possible to find a partner." ”

Lu Yao said: "Xiaoyan, you are really lucky to have Donghao, you are still stupid and confused." I can tell you, Donghao is the person you rely on and trust all your life, if you dare to bear him, you don't want to come back to this family. Li Xiaoyan said: "I just lost him, and I have to go back to this home." Who made you give birth to me? I'm going to rely on you and my dad. Lu Yao said: "I can tell you seriously, no matter how affectionate you are, you have to clean up, Donghao is your root, his love for you is simply innate, porcelain is gentle, you are in the palm of his hand, both life and death, a lifetime of thoughtfulness." Li Xiaoyan said: "Don't talk so much, my mother." The Buddha has said: Self-nature, self-control, the Dharma should not be sought from outside the body. In this world, whoever can rely on him has to rely on himself. ”