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You can call me a hypocrite because now I also eat chicken and pork, but this is the author's true feeling.

The author's family was in the countryside when he was a child, and he remembered that when he was a child, when the family killed all kinds of things, his mother basically didn't let him see it.

Later, when I grew up, once, I passed by the door of the restaurant, I saw someone else killing chickens, I forgot about it, but I was really shocked, it was not a good feeling to watch the chickens struggle, I should have let the blood go for a while, the body trembled, I couldn't describe the feeling, I don't remember the specific situation, but I really can't forget that feeling, I vaguely remember, watching the chicken's weak struggle, at that time, I vaguely seemed to hear someone say something on the side, is the blood clean? At that time, I felt that the most cruel thing in the world was nothing more than this.

The second is at the age of 16-17, it was high school, I don't remember the specifics, because the author studied in our Naga is quite good, although now I find that it is useless, but I am admitted to 985-211, it is back to my grandmother's house, the first time I saw the killing of pigs, in the morning, very early, the sky is cloudy, the first time I saw it, the pig has been tied to the top of the horse-drawn cart in the countryside, is constantly struggling, constantly humming, the sound feels very miserable, as if knowing its fate, but full of momentum, there is a wild in it, don't ask why it is the feeling。 I don't know why this big fat pig gives me a wild feeling before he dies, I think if he lets it go, it should be fine to kill me, I really feel this way.

The process of killing the pig, the family didn't let me see it, to be honest, I didn't want to see it, because at my age, if I insisted on it, the family would let me see it, but I didn't insist on it, so I didn't see it.

The second time I saw the pig, it was out to go to the toilet, the blood kept flowing out, there were only scattered blood stains on the ground next to it, there was a small pool of blood on the car, there was a big basin on the ground, and then it flowed blood, the air in the whole yard was a smell of blood, the pig was still humming, and the sound heard was completely different, you can obviously find that the momentum is much weaker, it is a kind of pleading and unwillingness, you can feel a sadness in your heart.

Some people may say that you are too cowardly, too cowardly, killing an animal or something, but it is really different.

The author is not a particularly well-behaved child, and he has also fought with people in the ring (seat fighting) a few times, and has also fought in groups. (At that time, I was more obsessed with Crazy Boy)

But when I passed by the scene of the death, I was really, really uncomfortable. There's no reason for it, it's just uncomfortable.

I think that's the difference between humans and animals, empathize, the rabbit dies and the fox is sad? It's not that I'm panicking or anything, it's not, I can't describe it anyway, I can't describe it, I can't describe the feeling of a life passing away in front of my eyes.

So I read the book review and said that what is it to kill a person, etc., so I wrote this paragraph, not to refute him, but to think of my own experience and write it out to share with everyone.

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Since the book was released at the starting point, I don't know how to log in to the background of the creation, and I can't see the comments of the creation, and I browsed it curiously today, thank you very much for the evaluation of the 1756285414 of the book friends of the world, the evaluation written is so good, ashamed, ashamed.

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About the cover,It's not uploaded by Xiaoba.,I don't know which well-wisher uploaded it.,I feel that the font design is very handsome.,I've been using it.,Book friends don't have to worry about it.。

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In addition, the reason for the question mark is that after the special symbol is typed, it becomes ?, so the name of some book friends will appear in the author's words.

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