Cheng Xiaoyu returned home and began to record "Life-Sastruggle", this song is also the work of a rapper he respects very much in his memory, but unfortunately the singer named Song Yueting died young, and the album's eponymous song "Life'Sastruggle" The whole song is 1300 words rap, no ng, very rough music system, but it can still shake people's hearts than any commercial hip-hop or pop song on the market that will be over-packaged, because every word of his word can touch the dark pain of everyone's life. Cheng Xiaoyu felt that there was no song that could better express his mood at the moment.

And this song is also Song Yueting's heart after being framed by a friend and entering prison, after being released from prison, he only recorded this song with a keyboard and a tape recorder, and finally this song was found in his relics after he died of bone cancer.

Cheng Xiaoyu originally made a more elaborate arrangement for "Life'Sastruggle", but after adding it later, he found that the simplicity was more shocking, so he still restored the original arrangement. (You have to listen to this song several times before you feel it)

Cheng Xiaoyu finished a qiē, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, he logged on to his whispering account, yes, on Cheng Xiaoyu's account, he posted a whisper: "Originally, I was content with a peaceful life, I didn't use a pen name, and I never thought that as a musician, I could make a lot of fame, yes, a speculation post a year ago, analyzed, I am the music maker of the idol project, and the keyboardist of the Guilty Crown, and the author of "Liang Zhu", a freshman in the first year of the opera.

I'm sorry everyone, I haven't admitted it because I still like my campus life without too many waves, but this qiē has been deliberately planted, deliberately slandered and interrupted, I don't know who did it, but he successfully made my life unrecognizable.

But I want to say, don't be happy too soon, rest assured that I will definitely find you, and I hope you will not regret it then.

has not come forward to explain, because I believe in black and white, I have my own public opinion, and when the police identify it, the truth will naturally be revealed. However, when I went back to school, I was confronted with endless malice, I know, no one is perfect, everyone has their own ideas and opinions, but I am very puzzled that the weak and ugly will immediately exclude others because of jealousy, and the amazing thing is that the better people seem to live harder.

As a victim, I am still misunderstood and blamed by the public, but everyone can get the truth if they think carefully, but no one thinks about it. The essence of this is something more terrifying, that not only exists in schools, classrooms, but also in offices, companies, families, and in all corners of our country, the majority is naturally considered to be righteous, and those who disagree and are different will be excluded, the essence of this kind of bullying is the atmosphere, because everyone is bullying you, so I can too.

With the popularization of the Internet, computers, mobile phones, and whispering, more and more ordinary people have more right to speak, and the private lives of public figures are more exposed in front of everyone, so everyone has begun to stand on the commanding heights of the Tao and attack others with unverified information, but is this really the embodiment of freedom of speech? When you wantonly hurt others? Can you really achieve realistic success and satisfaction?

But I know that Life's.A. struggles, I will not succumb to rumors and false accusations, and I will fight to the end.

Finally, it's not that I don't have a low vocabulary, but when joy, excitement, helplessness, disappointment, satisfaction, excitement, pain, comfort, relief, warmth, coldness, fear, frustration, bitterness, sadness, pity, loneliness, anger, despair, depression, calmness, sorrow, embarrassment, confusion, fatigue, enthusiasm, apathy, negativity, misanthropy, longing, support, resistance. When all of this can be expressed in one word, I just want to respond to you trolls with this word!

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"Life-Sastruggle" is for all of you who are struggling in the mire. (Because I changed a lot of lyrics, I posted a bit too much)

Just as I opened my eyes and stepped into the world

Mom gave me life and now I'm left to fend for myself

It scares me, and in my eyes, everyone is wearing a mask

You said you regretted that you didn't have an abortion and you aborted me

Whenever I come home from school, I put down that heavy backpack

The house is empty, except for the smell of your perfume

That's when I knew you were going to have to work overtime that night

I opened the fridge and pulled out the microwave food for dinner

My mother came home at two o'clock in the morning with exhaustion

I woke up from my sleep only to hear you struggling with a headache

I couldn't concentrate on the next day's exams

Teacher: He doesn't like me, and I don't like teachers

I hate wearing a uniform, I hate the school system

I hate the face of the director of discipline and hate being tied down

that\-strue

A lot of people disdain my attitude

They say I'm too cool

The police were upset that I had been arrested

\-tgivea*about what people say

They can say whatever they want, but they are nothing

No one has the right to measure me by his standards

The lord is me, whatever people think of me, or me

How many nights of pain anguish you can't sleep...

The police station was so tight that I couldn't breathe

At that time, I was faced with shameless false accusations, and I began to reflect

Eleven days of long waiting in full swing have passed

After the truth, I had to face a public probation

It's also good to feel happy for the first time in my life

But I don't know how many trials in life come in

I don't know what else will happen next

Flipping through the news of the newspaper and seeing all kinds of gossip

I still remember the photo I stumbled upon one year

There are paparazzi candid photos of celebrities occasionally appearing in borrowing pictures

This literally destroyed the image of a journalist in my mind

They know that those photos don't represent the truth

I resisted, and there was uneasiness and trepidation in my chest

I kept hearing the voice of pain roaring inwardly

Dear God, great God

You can blame me for being too ignorant, but I'm just human

It's saying, "There have been days and nights when Auntie has been busy for you."

Dad, he ignored it, and the flame of hope was extinguished

I picked up the phone and it was my sister's reassuring voice

Although we didn't meet, it's not hard to imagine how she looked at that time

My friends were trying to persuade me to explain

My mother's words immediately came to mind, warning me to fight for myself

I've given up all reasons to cry

Because I've long been accustomed to living in a ruthless reality

How do you start with life, and how do you start with change?

When living in the mire, how can you wash your hands?

After Cheng Xiaoyu posted this song, he @偶像计划的所有成员和 the official whisper of "Guilty Crown".

After the release, the official whisper of the "Crown of Crime" first forwarded Cheng Xiaoyu's "whisper", and Wang Ou commented: "I didn't expect to blow up the real body this time." In fact, many old fans have been asking me if the two Cheng Xiaoyu are the same person, but Cheng is not interested in such a thing as being famous, so he has been forcibly low-key, and this time it can be regarded as everyone wishes.

I'm telling you something about him, he scored first in the art examination in drama and culture, and he scored more than 630 points, which seems to be average, but except for mathematics and physical education, which are not as high as this year's liberal arts champions, all other subjects are full marks, oh! Chinese 149, sorry to report an extra point. The first perfect score in the art examination in the history of the play, hehe, or the third place in the Chopin Award, the top two that year were missing, and he was actually the first.

The three main songs of the last album of "Idol Project" were all written by him, composed, arranged, and MV, and the two singles "Because I Like It" and "Mr.Chu" were the same.

He also wrote the lyrics, composed and arranged all the songs of "Guilty Crown", including the critically acclaimed cover design of the album "Guilty Crown" and the MV of ".life".

It is unreasonable that you would suspect that such a person would be a pervert. ”

Immediately afterwards, Cheng Xiujing, who likes to brush up on whispers, first forwarded Cheng Xiaoyu's "whispers", "I haven't stood up to speak, but it's also because Brother Xiaoyu won't let me, so I'm so happy now." I've wanted to go to the drama to see Brother Xiaoyu for a long time, but he hasn't been allowed! Now I can finally go openly! This year, I will also be admitted to the drama and be Brother Xiaoyu's younger sister, I don't need to say much about the rumors, please don't believe it. And Brother Xiaoyu, don't be so sad! We will always support you!"

Then Pei Xiuzhi, Quan Youli, and Jing Xuexuan all forwarded this whisper, and stood on the platform for Cheng Xiaoyu with great fanfare

Xu Qinning also sent a "whisper": "Seeing that you are being bullied very pitifully, forgive you for the time being, quickly find a way to compensate me, write a single or something, as for framing me or something, the person who dares to bully me, I want to make him regret being reincarnated." ”

(Thank you Frog Sauce for the tipping and more) (To be continued.) )