Banxia knew that Xiaobai had made up his mind.

Banxia was not reluctant, but said desolately: "It's okay if I don't know about this matter, if I know and I run away, maybe I won't forgive myself in my life." ”

Xiaobai looked at Banxia, his eyes were deep, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Banxia suddenly said: "Maybe you also thought of my temper, so although you brought me out, you still woke me up halfway, just to let me make my own decisions, don't you?"

Xiaobai's lips trembled, but he didn't speak.

Banxia sighed and said: "It's really difficult for you, with me such a weird personality and stubborn temper sister, I'm wondering, I recognized you as a younger brother, did I take advantage of you." ”

Xiaobai suddenly smiled faintly and said, "What's the big deal, if you have to go back, I'll accompany you back, and it's not that you can't escape." ”

Banxia also smiled faintly and said, "Yes, what's the big deal, isn't it just to face? ”

If it is really doomed to a catastrophe in northern Xinjiang and there is no escape, the Banxia people are here, and they also hope to spend it with thousands of people in northern Xinjiang, instead of just escaping like a shrunken turtle.

Maybe it's because of someone who died once, Banxia has a lot more courage out of thin air.

Xu understands that if you miss a lot of things, you will really miss it for a lifetime, so Banxia always doesn't want to have regrets.

If she will suffer here in Northern Xinjiang, it is destined to be just a catastrophe that she is destined to do, if she runs, how can she hide, maybe there will still be something waiting for her in the future, you can't always let Xiaobai foresee the opportunity, and take her to escape in advance every time.

Banxia thought about some things that he didn't have, and thought of worry-free, and he always felt a lot of regrets in his heart.

"If I had known that I couldn't be peaceful anywhere, I might as well marry and worship with Wuwu earlier, or give him a child, and I could also comfort myself in meeting him in this life. ”

She just talked casually, but she didn't expect Xiaobai to answer her very seriously.

"Don't be so pessimistic, although nothing good will happen anywhere you go, but you can always turn danger into a disaster, and your life in this life is destined to be safe and healthy. ”

"Really?" Banxia muttered, "Ping An Kangtai?"

If it is really Ping An Kangtai, why is it always the person she is most worried about, and the things she is most worried about continue to get worse.

Banxia didn't think about whether she was born unknown, so she let the people she liked leave her.

When he was in Yangcheng, when the prefect's wife left, Banxia was already doubting himself.

Now that people have arrived in Northern Xinjiang, there is still an accident, no matter how hard they try, there will always be an accident, Banxia has almost forgotten how strong a person she was in her last life, and many things in this life that she is unable to control have made her begin to doubt the value of her existence.

"Don't be cranky, these things have nothing to do with you at all. Xiaobai obviously saw that Banxia's mood was wrong, and said very seriously: "Even if it really has anything to do with you, it only speeds up the development of things, not because you trigger these things." ”

Xiaobai means that what is destined can never be changed.

Banxia is a participant, but she is definitely not the one who can influence the development of events.

Banxia knew that Xiaobai was comforting her, or she was telling the truth, but she just couldn't lift her spirits, as if she felt that she was already a useless person.

Xiao Bai took a step forward, stood in front of Banxia, and said sharply: "Cheer up, now is not the time for you to lose your courage, if you think about it at this time, things will become more difficult to control." ”

Banxia shook his head, suddenly relieved himself from extreme sadness, looked at Xiaobai who was standing in front of him with a worried face, and said: "I'm fine, I was just a little annoyed just now, so I was in a bad mood, let's go back, and by the way, we will also discuss how to deal with the rest of the matter." ”

"Yes. ”

Xiaobai agreed and walked back behind Banxia.

Banxia asked, "Do you know what's going to happen next?"

She had a little idea of inquiring about the situation, but he couldn't reveal the secret of heaven, so how could he tell Banxia.

Xiaobai was silent, and Banxia stopped asking.

When the two arrived at the carriage, Gongsun Ying'er had already woken up, and seeing Banxia and Xiaobai coming back, Gongsun Ying'er said in surprise: "Banxia, are you all right?"

Banxia smiled slightly and said, "Yes, okay, let's go back now." ”

"Go back?" Gongsun Ying'er saw Xiaobai following behind Banxia, and asked inexplicably, "Where are you going?"

Banxia said: "Go back to the camp." ”

"Why do you want to go back?" Gongsun Ying'er intuitively felt that something had changed.

It may be that after Banxia and Xiaobai talked privately, Xiaobai made some concessions, and Banxia made some decisions that would lead to the current return.

But Gongsun Ying'er knew very well that if she was really escaping some disaster, going back now was not the wisest choice at all.

She had already thought about everything clearly in her heart, but she still said lightly: "We have already walked out so far, since we are not far from the city, why don't we go back to the city first, take a rest, or take a stroll, and then go back?"

Banxia looked at it inexplicably.

Gongsun Ying'er continued: "Didn't you say that you still have to send a letter to the capital? ”

Banxia can't understand Gongsun Ying'er.

She obviously felt a little dangerous, but now Banxia proposed to go back, but Gongsun Ying'er tried her best to stop it, why wasn't she the same Banxia's proposal?

Isn't that right?

Banxia was not so anxious, among the two choices of going forward or rushing back, Banxia wanted to hear about Gongsun Ying'er's choice.

"If you knew that there would be a big trouble in the northern Xinjiang, would you still go to the city now?" If Gongsun Ying'er knew that there would be a big disaster in the northern Xinjiang, there would be a big disaster for the Duke and his wife in Dingguo, and there would be a big disaster for Gongsun Jin, would she still insist on going the other way like now?

Banxia really wanted to know what Gongsun Ying'er thought.

"If we can detect something, then the generals must have found out, and the northern Xinjiang is the general who is in charge, he asked us to leave, we will leave, when can we go back, go back again, it's not a big deal. ”

Gongsun Ying'er pretended to speak calmly, but her trembling voice still betrayed her panic.

Banxia Yi grabbed Gongsun Ying'er's trembling hand and said, "Don't deceive yourself, obviously you don't think like this in your heart, why don't you tell me the truth?"