Xintong herself is reluctant, because she is tired of misunderstandings, tired of explaining, and this kind of life is what she does not want. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

She knew that at the beginning of her journey into the dust, she would be questioned, she knew that those misunderstandings would always follow her, she would cry, she would mourn, she would give up on herself.

She's an ordinary person, she's not a saint.

Xintong: "I know it's enough that you don't think that way, I can only care about the people who love me, and for the people who misunderstand me, I'm sorry I really can't take care of them." ”

Night Torture: "Girl, Lao Yuan is the person I care about, he is definitely not an ordinary person to me, and you are the person I still love, and you are not an ordinary person in my heart." Since you just said that, you should understand that I want you to reconcile just to make my heart feel better, not to force you to accept him. ”

Orianna: "Lao Yuan is a good person, I admire him. ”

Of course, Xintong knew that Lao Yuan was a good person, and she hadn't forgotten that she had never seen an old man as energetic as him, and she hadn't forgotten that she saw the tenacity of human life in him.

At an age when a person is about to die, he can still be full of energy like Lao Yuan, which is an inspirational existence in itself, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is inspiring.

Xintong felt that when she became an old lady, she might not necessarily become like Lao Yuan.

She could see herself crying in the mirror as she got older. Immerse yourself in a wide range of beauty products, find a beauty serum that can lift and firm, or lie on the cold operating table and listen to the price of a facelift from a plastic surgeon.

She is still young, she doesn't know what it's like to be really old, she doesn't know if she will be defeated by the ruthlessness of the years, and she doesn't know if she will be helpless because of the setbacks in life.

To be precise, she aspires to become a person like Lao Yuan and maintain her appearance that is not tempered by the years.

Xintong has been in contact with the elderly, which is a compulsory course for the women of Abula. In Abula, all girls attend a class on respect for the elderly.

Abula's social system is more perfect than that of the earth, at least there is no such thing as being left without support. In the face of the elderly whose children died earlier than themselves, the Aboula government will focus on taking care of them, so that they can have a worry-free old age.

And young girls like Xintong, as well as some elective boys, are sent to these old people every month to listen to their understanding of life and do what they can for them instead of their children.

Children are the sustenance of their parents, and Xintong also realized this from these old people, her parents left her in such a tragic way, and she once hated her parents.

But it was these old people who cured Xintong's heart disease, so that she could forget that sadness and manage herself better.

Among these old people, Xintong is most impressed by an old grandmother, Xintong remembers her not because she is the most sensible, on the contrary, it is her pessimism that makes Xintong remember her.

The old grandmother is too old to walk, and she can only move in a wheelchair, but Xintong observes that her spirit is good. Grandma loves beauty, she will apply skin care products for herself, and she will also spray perfume on her wrist. Her first impression of Xintong was very good, which made Xintong really happy at first.

Faced with the sloppy old man assigned by other classmates, Xintong felt that she had really picked up a big bargain.

She chatted with the grandmother, trying her best to infect her with her cheerful language, and the grandmother also listened very seriously, her expression encouraged Xintong, making Xintong feel that she had performed very well.

But communication is a matter of two people after all. Xintong said that when she was tired, she naturally became a listener, and at this time Xintong knew that what a person said could be so different from what she expressed.

The old grandmother didn't say anything vicious, on the contrary, she kept praising Xintong, praising her for being good-looking, thinking that she was as good as her back then, praising her black hair, thinking that her own hair was also as black back then, praising her for being well-dressed, please she and other girls wore the same - school uniform!

Such a compliment made Xintong very uncomfortable, and countless people wanted to vomit when they wanted to make Xintong vomit back then. Xintong looked at the old grandmother in a wheelchair, and suddenly felt that her image was no longer the old man who was dying, but turned into an infant baby.

Xintong only knew at that time what kind of emotion it was to refuse to accept old age. The old grandmother was old, but her mind showed no signs of old age, and she lied to herself that she was still young, and she was jealous of all the living life around her.

Her thoughts did not have a negative impact on society and others, but she leaked her pessimistic mood in her choice of words and sentences, which made the people around her disgusted and troubled.

Xintong rarely went after that, and when she went, she would avoid her grandmother. She was still young at that time, and she didn't know what was so terrible about being old, until she met Lao Yuan and met stupid high-tech, she knew that not all old people were so scary.

There is also a kind of old people, who stand there like a bulletin board, which says: The strength of life.

It is really a very difficult thing to age gracefully in this way.

Xintong nodded at the night torture and said: "If I can, I also hope that Lao Yuan can understand the real me, after all, I used to have a sincere relationship with you, and now I love Chengyun deeply, I am not joking with every relationship, nor is it a joke, but my serious attitude is said to be unruly, and I am also wronged." ”

Night Torture held Xintong's hand and said to her: "You are really different, I feel very honored to have you participate in my relationship, in fact, as long as the opponent is good enough, the relationship without results can bloom the most brilliant flower." ”

"Call him out. ”

Listening to Xintong's words at night, he asked Lao Yuan to go to Chunfeng Wine.

Xintong looked at the phone he hung up, and fiddled with the soup spoon himself, and the sound of the spoon hitting the bowl was crisp in his ears. Xintong planned everything next with that rhythm.

She has never done anything to force herself, and she is ready to put the reconciliation with Wally into the next century, so how can she take the initiative to reconcile with Lao Yuan now?

Judging by Wally's reaction just now, the ticket for the night execution should not have been provided by Jayo, if it was Jayo, Wally should have been angry with the night torture a long time ago.

Since the night execution is said to be the ticket that Lao Yuan got, this Lao Yuan is very important.

In the dust, in addition to Jayo, there were such powerful people that he was able to quietly get tickets to and from Abula. Then this person is really powerful, so Xintong has to be vigilant.

After a while, Lao Yuan arrived, but what he didn't expect was that there were still many children in the private room, and he thought it was just a drink with the night torture.

He sat down calmly, and first found the woman next to the night torture, the bad girl.