Chapter 792: Either Fate or Disaster (6)

After Cheng Xiaoyu broke away from the ranks of department-level cadres, because of the fatigue of his soul and body and the effect of alcohol, he fell asleep for a while, but he woke up in the middle of the night, unable to withstand the temptation of Pei Yanchen's perfect carcass beside him, and it was a few clouds and rains, which do not need to be detailed. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

The young soul covets the warmth of the entanglement of the body, and after another exhaustion, only the sound of heavy breathing can be left in the room, and the night outside the window is faint, and the sky is like a silent and vast ocean.

In the dead of night, the wind on the top floor of Boyue was bleak, Pei Yanchen pillowed Cheng Xiaoyu's not thick chest, listening to the rapid heartbeat becoming steady and powerful, and couldn't help but feel greedy, greedy for the quiet in his eyes, greedy for the light breath above his head, greedy for the familiar fragrance of plants and trees on his body, and greedy for the crook of his arm that made her feel at ease.

She wanted to snuggle up to him and sleep like this, one night, one year, all her life, so safe and undisturbed tonight.

Cheng Xiaoyu's mind was no longer in chaos at this time, and after the physical satisfaction, the huge emptiness of the soul invaded, and the loneliness, desolation, and pain he felt after losing Su Yuxi actually existed all the time. And at the moment, he is just using the stimulation of **** to temporarily cover up the pain he lost. He uses another person to escape his loneliness, using this person to cover up his loneliness.

In fact, his problem is not in this relationship, but in his own cowardice, because although he likes Su Yuxi, he has never had the courage to defy the world from the heart.

He wanted to take it, but he was afraid of losing it, so he stayed where he was, and his heart was empty.

But it is dangerous to escape, because it is like some kind of medicine that hides the real problem.

For him, at this moment, it seems that he has found an effective analgesic, and that is Pei Yanchen.

Of course, he doesn't have no love for Pei Yanchen in his heart, but he is far less than Pei Yanchen loves him, so he keeps looking for love from Pei Yanchen to fill his wounds, so that the heart that is full of holes can be mended by sewing.

Cheng Xiaoyu knew all his feelings, but he didn't plan to continue to avoid or wait in place this time.

Cheng Xiaoyu hugged Pei Yanchen, his left hand was on her jade back like congealed cream, the soft mountain peaks squeezed and changed shape on him, Cheng Xiaoyu asked softly: "Senior sister, are you going back to Germany?"

Pei Yanchen heard Cheng Xiaoyu still call him "senior sister", under the dim arc light of the crystal lamp, frowned, his eyes were crooked, in this quiet night, there was a gentle echo of raindrops hitting the ground on the balcony, but she didn't want him to call her senior sister anymore.

Pei Yanchen used her last bit of strength in this battle that exhausted her spirit, and pulled together the long hair scattered on the back of her shoulders, revealing a pink neck with rounded lines, she bit Cheng Xiaoyu's shoulder hard, leaving a row of clear tooth marks, and then said, "Don't call me senior sister anymore......... In the future, you will call me senior sister, and I will bite you again. ”

She looked a little willful and proud, but there was a strong affection between the lines.

Looking at Pei Yanchen's beautiful and deep eyes, Cheng Xiaoyu's heart was still a little moved, especially at such a moment, only when the two of them were facing each other without concealment, could they read the enthusiasm that Pei Yanchen hid behind the indifference and only ignited for himself, and the demureness of all kinds of styles only blooming for himself.

Maybe it's because of the practice of kendo, even though Pei Yanchen's family background is not good, she looks like she was born in a rich family, because of her high-spirited and upright posture, she always has a noble temperament.

As a beautiful woman in the play, before Su Yuxi entered the school, Pei Yanchen's face has always been the well-deserved first in the play, which is completely different from the top of the other rows.

Because most of the girls in the drama are good at dressing themselves, from costumes and makeup to jewelry, they are all carefully designed, some beauties are known for their sexiness, some are known for their purity, and some beauties are known for their variety, only Pei Yanchen is the same all year round, with clear soup and noodles, without makeup.

But she let everyone who called the drama understand what it means: "It's hard to give up on being naturally beautiful, and there is no color in the play." ”

Therefore, Cheng Xiaoyu's motivation is not without reason, and Su Yuxi's dislike is not without reason, from the perspective of external temperament and behavior, Pei Yanchen and Su Yuxi are somewhat similar, but the two are completely different internally.

Cheng Xiaoyu smiled and asked, "Then what should I call you?"

"Whatever! Don't call her senior sister anyway!" I don't know when it started, Pei Yanchen felt that Cheng Xiaoyu called her senior sister, which made her feel uncomfortable, and today, she finally said this question that she had been entangled in her heart for a long time, and her heart suddenly felt a lot more happy.

Cheng Xiaoyu said cautiously: "Then I'll call you Chenchen." ”

Pei Yanchen nodded, and then said with some melancholy: "I will fly back to Germany tomorrow afternoon......... No, it should be today......... "If Cheng Xiaoyu tells him not to leave, she won't leave, and stay with him for a few more days, but she doesn't plan to waste her studies, Pei Yanchen is thinking about extending the ticket, and she has to call to ask for two days off, and then it's Saturday and Sunday, so that she can stay with Cheng Xiaoyu for at least four days, but she will waste a few days of part-time work, she is full of anticipation and waits for Cheng Xiaoyu to open her mouth to keep her.

However, Cheng Xiaoyu just groaned and said, "Will you leave this afternoon?" He thought that going to Europe, going to Germany might be far enough away from Su Yuxi, but he would have to go back to his home during the day, get his passport and some of his own things, sign the share transfer agreement, and say goodbye to Aunt Zhou.

Although he couldn't let go of Su Yuxi in his heart, he didn't intend to let down Pei Yanchen, who made him pity, and he didn't have any complaints about Su Yuxi telling him to leave, because he also knew that the two of them had no other choice, maybe it would be a good choice to find a home here in Pei Yanchen.

Cheng Xiaoyu felt that he could only go with the flow.

Pei Yanchen didn't know that Cheng Xiaoyu planned to drop out of school and go to Germany with her, she just waited for Cheng Xiaoyu to open her mouth to keep her, although the two were already so close, she still couldn't pull her face, and took the initiative to say that I can stay with you for a few days.

But Cheng Xiaoyu never said what she was looking forward to, so she left Cheng Xiaoyu with some annoyance, then sat up, wrapped herself in a bath towel, and said quite coldly: "I'll take a bath." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu smiled and said, "Chenchen, do you want to join me?"

Pei Yanchen said with some grievance and disdain: "The ghost wants to be with you!"

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't feel abnormal, he felt that this reaction was like the real Pei Yanchen, the docile and enthusiastic cat-like Pei Yanchen just now seemed to be gone, but this was also what Cheng Xiaoyu expected, he didn't want the two of them to respect each other like guests, so that the two would be awkward between the two people, he hoped that Pei Yanchen would always be the arrogant senior sister.

Cheng Xiaoyu lifted the quilt and stood up, jokingly: "I don't care, even if you are a ghost, I want to be with you." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't expect that her statement that she wanted to make the atmosphere more relaxed made Pei Yanchen feel a little frivolous, which made her feel a little uncomfortable, as if the boat that was about to dock was beaten back to the middle of the lake full of wind and rain by a wave, but in fact, as long as Cheng Xiaoyu opened her mouth to keep her at the beginning, maybe she wouldn't feel so.

"Cheng Xiaoyu, you are such a bastard!" Pei Yanchen scolded in his heart, but he was reluctant to blame him, she has always been a person who is fierce and inward-looking, even if she has always felt cold and indifferent to human feelings for all those years.

After taking a bath, the night was sleepless, and the two of them slept in the same bed, but each had unspeakable thoughts.

When it was dawning every day, Cheng Xiaoyu got up and carefully began to get dressed, Pei Yanchen closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, thinking that he had finally waited for this moment, is this the legendary one-night stand?

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't know that Pei Yanchen was pretending to be asleep, he didn't want to disturb her sleep, this day might be the longest day in his life, just like the day he was brought back by Su Changhe.

On the day he came, he felt that there was no hope in life, and on this day he left, but he left hope in the same place.

When Cheng Xiaoyu wore socks, he found that he didn't know when, his socks had been cleaned and dried by Pei Yanchen, and even the shoes that were soaked yesterday had been dried, he looked at the hair dryer not far away, and thought to himself that he didn't know how long Pei Yanchen had been squatting here last night, helping him blow his shoes and socks.

Cheng Xiaoyu's heart was warm, he put on his shoes, walked to the desk, wrote a note sincerely, and then tiptoed to the bedside, put the note on the bedside table, looked at Pei Yanchen's flawless side face in the slight morning light, and couldn't help but kiss her lightly on the forehead.

Pei Yanchen didn't dare to move, afraid that she would be discovered by Cheng Xiaoyu by pretending to be asleep, afraid that her greed would be discovered by Cheng Xiaoyu, and afraid that she couldn't help but open her mouth to keep him from leaving, but fortunately, this kiss made her feel a little comforted.

Waiting for Cheng Xiaoyu to turn away, Pei Yanchen quietly opened her eyes and looked at the back of Cheng Xiaoyu, the man who had harmed her, her eyes were deep, she bit her lip, and a trace of blood-colored lines oozed out.

When the sound of the door closing, Pei Yanchen sat up, half-leaning on the head of the bed, and found the note on the bedside table, she picked it up and read: "Senior sister, forgive me for calling you senior sister, because in my heart you will always be the senior sister who stands on the stone steps and argues with me about one hundred or ninety-nine, in my heart, you have always been a noble soul and admired by me." The longer I know you, the more I feel that you are a happy water in my life.

From the time we realize that we have now endured a lot of hardships, so many fetters, so many entanglements, these are not mentioned.

Once, I was too aware of the difficulties that existed between us, and I also knew that I was not pure, so even if I had some love in my heart, I didn't dare to express it.

I don't know if I'll be your forever companion, but I look forward to walking with you on the long road of life. Although, in the world where we can see and hear with our eyes and ears, I cannot predict whether God will eventually put my hand in your hand.

Last night, I was fortunate to be the biggest sharer of your life, and in my saddest moments, you did not hesitate to pour the abundant life of your heart into my cup. You have kept me from becoming a blind obedience, you have inspired me to pursue the supreme will of freedom, whether you are my Canaanite wilderness or not, I have to thank you for giving me wings to fly.

Also, you are such a delightful person, both physically and spiritually.

Maybe when you wake up, we will be able to see, believe or not, and we can be yoked together. ”

If Cheng Xiaoyu was not so literate, writing this note more simply and straightforwardly, would not have allowed Su Yuxi to take the opportunity to cause some misunderstandings between the two.

Of course, this letter can be understood at a glance by Su Yuxi, and the mystery lies in the last sentence, "Believe or not, you can also be yoked together", this sentence comes from the "New Testament of the Bible", originally "Believe or not believe, you can't be yoked together." "Negative: to carry. Yoke: A curved wood resting on the neck of an ox when setting up a car. The meaning of the whole sentence is that believing Christians and unbelieving secular people cannot be together, because it is like two oxen with different goals cannot carry the same yoke and run in the same direction!

But nowadays, this phrase is used specifically to refer to marriage, to put it bluntly, believers are looking for believers to marry, and believers and unbelievers cannot share the affairs of God, so marriages may be more prone to disagreements and problems.

Cheng Xiaoyu changed this sentence to "Believe or not, you can also share a yoke." It means that even if there is still some conflict between the personalities or hearts of the two people, they can still move towards marriage, which is Cheng Xiaoyu's promise to Pei Yanchen.

But how did Cheng Xiaoyu know that not everyone understands this sentence.

Not long after Cheng Xiaoyu walked out of the door of the room, his whereabouts were mastered by Su Yuxi, Liu Yongqing sent someone to follow Cheng Xiaoyu, and Su Yuxi woke up Xu Qinning.

"Wait until you're dressed up and meet someone. ”

The sleepy-eyed Xu Qinning said, "Who? Xiaoyu?"

"No, it's Pei Yanchen. ”

Xu Qinning said with some surprise: "What am I doing when I see her? I don't think I can beat her in a fight! I can't do much in a quarrel, and you don't know it." ”

Su Yuxi said coldly: "Everyone has weaknesses, Pei Yanchen's weakness is that she is too proud and too inferior, this kind of woman will walk away obediently if she is a little stimulated." ”

"Xiaoxi, you won't tell me to take a blank check and throw it in her face, and then say that you can fill in the amount at will, but please stay away from my man, right?" Xu Qinning jumped up from the bed, and a pair of huge white rabbits bounced in the air.

Su Yuxi sat on the edge of the bed and got dressed, glanced at Xu Qinning and said lightly: "Blank check? ”

Xu Qinning shouted excitedly, and then **** hugged Su Yuxi and said: "Even if you don't use it, it doesn't matter, it's still quite touching to think about it! Life is really more exciting than drama!"

. (2-in-1 Update) (To be continued.) )