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"Maybe you'll find the answer in this journal." Huasso said.

Jin Wei shook her head, and her body also stepped back, she didn't want to know any answers, weren't those answers another nightmare for her? The person she had been guilty of for many years didn't care about her at all, wasn't that another kind of harm to her? Falling from one nightmare to another, what's there to look forward to?

"I don't want to know the answer, Huasuo, you can throw this diary away."

"Thrown?" Huasuo frowned, "You don't want to take a look. ”

Jin Wei shook her head again, "There's nothing to see, no matter why Huahua did it back then, this matter has passed, and I still think of her now, not because I really feel guilty, but because her death shocked me too much back then, and left the sequelae." Even if I know the truth now, these will not go away, but will give me another torture, why do you say I should watch it. ”

"At least, you won't feel guilty about her death." Despite saying this, Hua Suo still withdrew his hand, he understood what Jin Wei meant, although the guilt in her heart would be reduced when she knew the truth, but she would enter another nightmare at the same time, what is the difference between this and not knowing the truth?

"No, you don't understand." Jin Wei said, "Compared with the injury, guilt is nothing more than a mosquito bite." It may keep me awake, but it's better than making me feel like I've been hurt by my best friend. ”

"But I think these hurts will make you disappointed, hopeless, and finally make yourself so desperate that you will never think about these things again."

"That's why you're showing me this?" Jin Wei couldn't help but be a little skeptical about the meaning of Hua Suo's words, didn't he understand what this diary meant to her? Don't you know what this diary means to Chinese painting?

Hua Suo nodded very seriously, "I know, when you read these diaries, you will change your opinion of my sister, you may regret knowing such a person, but Sister Weiwei, the truth is the truth, it will not exist because you don't want to believe it, don't dare to face it, I know you know that these may not be good for my sister, but you have endured torture for her for so many years, I can't be selfish because of my sister, let you continue to be tortured." ”

"Eight years ago, it's not your fault, it never has been. So, even if you don't want to see what is written in this diary, I hope you don't feel guilty about it in the future. ”

Jin Wei smiled bitterly, she didn't know how to answer Hua Suo's words, she wanted to know how Hua Hua died back then, wanted to know if Liu Yufeng killed her, and wanted to know why Hua Hua committed suicide for Liu Yufeng, but she didn't want to know what her position in Hua Hua's heart was.

"I see, thanks." Jin Wei turned around and walked to her room after speaking, although Hua Suo behind her called her, she didn't look back, she didn't know what kind of attitude or what kind of emotion to continue chatting with Hua Suo, those + dusty memories in her heart, as if someone was holding a knife and cutting it open, all the blood in the past was displayed in front of her, forcing her to face it.

Jin Wei felt that every step she took was extremely heavy, as if someone was pulling her and didn't want her to leave.

But she didn't want to look back, she didn't want to face the so-called truths that she didn't want to face.

Hua Suo stood behind Jin Wei, staring at the slender figure moving away little by little, and finally was blocked by a door, and the complex emotions in his heart were like a turbulent river, out of control. He felt that Jin Wei might have known the truth a long time ago, so it was not only his sister's death that had tormented her all these years, but also his sister's use of her.

How clever is an eighteen-year-old? - Enough to kill a person perfectly. Over the years, Hua Suo has seen many highly intelligent geniuses, and there is no shortage of such people around him, he is only in his early twenties, and he has the intelligence to perform a perfect murder.

How could he not be such a person? is in Li Hai, but she can find a way to kill Liu Jiang who is far away in Acheng quietly, so it is not impossible for her sister's plan to be realized, but how could she have thought that she wanted to use fake death to prove her feelings for Liu Yanfeng, but she didn't know that Liu Yanfeng really wanted her to die.

Isn't it a mockery that she took advantage of the best people around her, only to die at the hands of someone who never cared about her?

It was getting dark, and since he finished talking to Hua Suo, Jin Wei had been sitting in front of the computer, stiffening his body and not moving.

The darkness is coming little by little, but she doesn't want to turn on the light, and she doesn't want to turn on the light, in fact, Jin Wei is really afraid of the dark, she is afraid of sleeping, afraid that she will see Huahua in her dreams. She always said to her that everything had passed, but only she knew in her heart that everything could not pass, and many things had been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, and she could forget it if she wanted to.

She thought that Hua Hua's death was just the departure of an important friend, and time would help her heal those wounds, but deep in her heart, there was always a voice in that unknown place saying, Jin Wei, you are a failure, whether it is in life, love, or friendship.

Looking back at the twenty-seven years of your life, apart from vain, do you have any friends who can tell the truth? No, even if Su Fragment came to Lihai last year, before that, they were not very good friends.

Do you have someone who loves you? There you have it! Jin Wei herself is not sure, what kind of feelings Wu Lan has for her, is it love? If yes, how can you bear not to contact her for so long, if you don't love? Why did he say those things?

You keep saying that you want to fulfill your dreams, but if it weren't for Wang Shi, wouldn't it really be adapted because you happened to be "used"?

No, it won't!

Jin Wei asked and answered herself, most of those adaptations were adapted by Wang Shi because he felt that she was used, didn't he? If she really had real talent and learning, as early as when she came to Li Hai to see Wu Shang, Wu Sheng would have agreed to adapt, wouldn't she?

Jin Wei didn't dare to think about it anymore, the more she thought about it, the more she felt that her life was too failed, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that she was living too embarrassed.

This is also something she has been unwilling to face all these years, so these questions have been hidden in the deepest part of her heart, and she hides herself, unwilling to let anyone know what she is really thinking.

"Sister Weiwei, are you awake?"

Outside the door, Huasuo's voice was heard.

Jin opened her mouth slightly, but did not speak, she found that she now had no strength to speak, let alone move again, she seemed to sit here like this, until everything was over, until her hair turned gray, and in her twilight years, no one disturbed her, and she died of old sleep.

"Sister Weiwei." There was another sound outside the door, followed by soft footsteps and a knock on the door.

Jin Wei turned his head to look at the door and answered, "I'm here." ”

"Let's go, I'll take you to something delicious." The voices outside the door became much happier.

It's just that Jin Wei couldn't stand up, she felt tired, and even wanted to run away, not wanting to see anyone.

"I'm not hungry, you can go."

"What time is it, and I'm not hungry." Hua Suo didn't intend to leave just yet, in his opinion, Jin Wei's low mood was because he knew about her sister, so he had the responsibility to bring Jin Wei out of this low mood and help her heal those pains. But at the same time, he also understands that those things that go deep into the bone marrow cannot be forgotten overnight, and the guilt and torture of the past eight years are not another kind of torture in addition to the truth for Jin Wei?

"Hua Suo, I want to be quiet, you don't have to worry about me, I'll make some food myself in a while." Jin Wei replied.

"Do what, do it." Hua Suo said, "If you don't come out, I'll order takeout, anyway, I'm going to eat with you tonight." ”

"Let's eat together...... Jin Wei muttered, she didn't really want to eat with Hua Suo, she was afraid that Hua Suo would bring up those things again. I really don't really want to eat it, you can eat it yourself. ”

"Sister Weiwei, you're out of speed, I'm going to mess around after eating, there's a big event tonight, you don't plan to let me go to work hungry, right?"

In times of chaos...... Jin Wei thought of Wu Chao, she felt that she had fallen into a deep inferiority complex again, she got up from her seat and climbed onto the bed, sinking her face into the pillow and reluctant to take it out, thinking that this way she would not have to hear Hua Suo's voice again. She didn't want to think about the past, and she didn't want to think about Wu Chao, those things seemed to have become a taboo in her heart, and Jin Wei didn't want to let herself get close anymore.

Wu Chao, Wu Chao, this name is so unfamiliar when she thinks about it at the moment, that she can't even think of his complete face anymore.

"Sister Weiwei......" The person outside the door shouted again, and when he heard that there was no echo in the house, he silently turned around and left. He didn't know what kind of words to use to comfort Jin Wei, he even wanted to rush in and pull Jin Wei out, telling her not to run away anymore, she was not sorry for his sister. It's been eight years, and the pain caused by those guiltes should end here.

But the people inside didn't mean to come out and face it, Hua Suo felt that Jin Wei might have guessed the truth a long time ago, but she didn't want to believe that it was true.

Who wants to believe that?

The footsteps outside the door gradually faded away, and after a while, Jin Wei heard the sound of the door opening and closing, and went out, she told herself. She slowly raised her head and looked at the bedroom door, it was already dark, and she couldn't see anything, but she always felt that Huahua was standing there. Jin Wei quickly got up from the bed and turned on the light, she was afraid of the dark, afraid of being alone at home, and even more afraid of thinking of Huahua at this time.

It's been eight years, Jin Wei has always thought that this matter has passed, although she still thinks of Huahua on her birthday, but it is only those days. Maybe it's because of Liu Xiangfeng's appearance, maybe it's because Liu Zhaofeng's father died, so he thinks of this.

She suddenly realized that some things had been engraved in his subconscious for a long time, even if she forgot about it self-righteously, one day, when this matter was turned out again, those things would still come back.

Just like at the beginning, she was injured and left behind.

The struggle with Jiangbei Film and Television seems to have stopped in the chaos period, and the entertainment industry can't even say "peace" in the past half a month, several large and small movies have been released, several celebrity couples have shown their affection in a high-profile manner, and some people have chosen to break up in the end.

Fans and netizens seem to have finally reacted that the entertainment industry is not only the two film and television companies in Chaoshi and Jiangbei, there are many stars in the entertainment industry, there is more news, and there are more things worthy of their attention. The focus of everyone's attention is no longer on the struggle between the two families, after all, both sides are calm at the moment, and they always have to find something to comfort their boring life.

"So-and-so star is pregnant......"

"So-and-so celebrity cheated on ......"

"After 30 years, the two big brothers in the entertainment industry finally cooperate again......"

"July 9th is the day when the popular star Su Quan passed away twenty years ago, I miss Brother Quan, may there be no illness in heaven......"

All kinds of news occupied the headlines of major media and caused heated discussions on the Internet, and the paparazzi shifted the target of tracking like a wall, because they found that there was nothing to gain from tracking people in Jiangbei when they were chaotic, and if the two families released everything directly, they would not give the paparazzi a chance to find out. Therefore, instead of tracking any explosive news, they also missed several major events in the entertainment industry.

The paparazzi immediately learned their lesson and shifted their target.

Of course, Chaoshi and Jiangbei are not really quiet, under this seemingly quiet surface, they are carefully preparing for the next "showdown", and they are always paying attention to what the other party will do, and once they find it, they will follow closely to respond.

It seems that each other has acquiesced to the end.

And Liu Zhenfeng, who returned to Lihai a few days after his father's death, sent a few WeChat messages to Jin Wei, saying that he would not let go of the chaos.

Jin Wei didn't know why Liu Xiangfeng felt that his father's death had something to do with him, and she never felt that Huahua's death had anything to do with Liu Xiangfeng's father. And the first person Hua Suo killed turned out to be his father, which is related.

Jin Wei didn't want to think about it, she quickly read the cases that Hua Suo gave her.

Half a month has passed, and she told herself that this matter will end soon, and the police will not find Hua Suo, and even if they do, it is impossible to arrest Hua Suo as a murderer, because when Liu Yufeng's father died, Hua Suo was not in City A, but in Li Hai, he had sufficient alibi evidence, at most, he was only suspicious, and he would never be judged as a murderer.

But despite comforting herself, Jin Wei still couldn't help but panic in her heart, she didn't want to look at Hua Suo......

"Jingle Bell Jingle Bell ......"

At this moment, Jin Wei's mobile phone suddenly rang.

Jin Wei's action of flipping through the information stopped abruptly, and the whole person was stunned for a moment, and he was suddenly frightened.

Ever since Jin Wei knew that Hua Suo had designed to kill Liu Yufeng's father, she was in a panic all day long, every strange person, strange phone call, sudden visit and appearance, would make her feel that someone might know something.

And she has absolutely no way to lie to those people, and even if she lies, she will definitely be seen.